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2011-07-10T05:44:00.005+08:00

I'm one that love social sites.... I can stare at a social site for 2 hours before sleep... and intercept whatever notifications were to come.. and sometimes react even faster than notifications because i spotted the updates before Facebook is able to get me notified... just to get the clock to show 4am... satisfied... sleep...

I must say here I AM A GOOGLE FAN... because i find the company creative.... but that does not mean i dont admit their failures... and here's to how i will ALSO criticize upon flaws on Google+ and their improvements needed... but i can assure you, theirs are lesser than that of Facebook's...

I was not a hater of facebook... in fact im a user of facebook since 2006 and facebook established at 2003.. Facebook snatched their triumph-card from friendster at around 2008....where most people join... when i was already inside... i was even the earliest facebook user compared to most if not all my friends i currently have inside that social networking site... it was all good converting from friendster to facebook... all was NICE... very nice until the games and spams come in... irritating as they can be... they've made facebook complicated.. rather untidy...

As most of us know Google Wave has failed... But the fate of Google's new project the Google+ (Plus)... as much as i wanted to say it is a success.. it is unknown...

Many of them says it's the Facebook killer.. some says it will just be another failure like wave and buzz... others dont bother and use both..

Here's though, what i come up with after seeing, testing and reading about this two social sites...

Now, I'll start of with Google+ because that's the newer site and that's what people are comparing it to Facebook....

Why Google+ :

Quick access from all Google related pages

Google creates almost everything you need for the internet... Be it Groups, Calendars, Blogs, Videos, Translators, Images, Documents, Browsers, OSes etc. I dont know about most of you but i'm all Google when i can... My perspective towards them is that they are creative... providing something new always... I own an Android phone, started gmail about 5 years ago, used chrome since it's Beta, introduced Wave to people, synchronized calendars, creating IT groups among my friends, uses translates all the while.. and now Google+... G+ has this +Lim thingy as my first link at the top most bar and most of the pages Google own, eg, groups, picasa, docs, gmail, etc. The common Google owned pages now has this same bar on top, which allows you to share/post on Google+ and still keep track of notifications even though you are not browsing the Google+ page. My friend and i had the same thought.. and we tested it out whether is it a strip down version for a simple quick share and notifications for the other pages? The answer is NO, it has the same Share function you can find on the original G+ page, with quick attachments ready and the same notification area where you can always leave comments directly on the notification area itself without the need of redirecting. Think of Google+'s top bar as a not changing bar no matter how you change the content page or refresh.. as long as you are using google's services...

Better notification area

You can now leave comments directly on Notification area without the need of redirecting or pressing the middle mouse button/wheel just to get it to a new tab so that it doesnt interrupt whatever you are doing, say, watching a youtube video or something... you can leave the comments on the notification area.. and continue doing what you were doing... all in the SAME PAGE/TAB

Post or Comment editing

Ever encounter cases like shoot i posted the wrong thing or i Tagged the wrong person or OMGWTFBBQ TYPO! on facebook? Google+ lets you edit your post and comments... so say bye to deleting and retyping.. say bye to being unable to correct accidents....

Better photo tagging and video sharing

Now, as all of us know, photo tagging is a TREND, video sharing too.... but what makes G+ having a better photo tagging machine is that first it uses Picasa, pictures are NOT stripped down to a lower resolution just to ease upload, yet not too slow on uploading speed. Picasa for you.
Besides, tagging is the same as facebook, except you can resize the tagging frame if the picture is taken far away,say, a group photo, or near such as self-shot.. I think most of us know what when it's a group photo on facebook, you usually dont even bother to hover your mouse over just to see which name belongs to which face... because they can be the same square size and you wont know which is the one being focused...
Resize tagging is awesome i can tell... but the best thing yet is tag approval... facebook does not notify you about tagging until it is published... then you will remove tag just because you doesnt want mail spams from comments or you simply look ugly in that pic... or those stupid Apps that sounds like "my top 10 best friends"... Privacy score? +1
Video sharing are made easier... first off, how would you share a video on Facebook if it's not a reshare? you have to go youtube, or a significant video site and copy the link, paste it on share post and facebook will detect it automatically... or press the share button on youtube.. a facebook window will pop up and bla bla i dontyoutube.. Google owns youtube... so sharing vids from youtube is all done in the social site itself... just SEARCH and share... you dont have to navigate away to a different tab/page always...

Circles

The thing about circles is extracted from meet the fockers/meet the parents... something called "The circle of trust" created by father in-law of the focker... now YOU decide who to be in WHAT circle.. people dont have to know... is that good? i dont know.. but what i know is that.. for one thing, sorting and categorizing is a very neat thing to do on friends list... so it is good... Sharing on Google+ must be specified who to share and thus enhancing the privacy, or so i think... since Google+ doesnt have a private profile... anything shared to the public (tagged as Public in green) will be seen by the internet, as long as they can search your profile.. the idea is simple, share things within your circle... make sure the information is suitable for that particular circle.. or share it with all your circles with the category "Your Circles"... doesnt mind going public? Share to "Public"...
Now people would NOT know whether they are in what circle of yours... but put simply, people in your circle are what streams you will see in your page... it's not necessary that they have to add /approve you just to let you see see what they are saying... it's like following on twitter.. but unless it's a public post.. you'll see nothing... so i'd say it's like enhanced twitter on a facebook page... same thing though, your public streams will be shown to god knows who, as long as the person added you into his/her circle... so think twice before sharing to public.... of course, if both parties added each other... it has no difference from the facebook friend's add and approve...

Hangout

How does it feel like having 10 people video conferencing at ONCE? Hangout does that and i find it funny Facebook have to immediately come up with FBSkype which are not even near to what hangout provides but instead, also screwed up the chat system... why are they so not confident in the first place? Articles said that Facebook SHOULD BE SCARED... so that's why they are?
Hangout with your circles or a particular gmail (if you want a 1 to 1 webcam chat)... you can also hangout with all your circles, making anyone in your circle can see the hangout and join it if they want... you then can play a youtube (a function inside hangout) and everyone gets to watch it at the same time... (unless restrictions on one's connection)

Sparks

Google is well known for its search engine... Facebook has fan pages or things that needed searching for.. Say, i wanted to search for news related to Android on facebook, i can type in android at the search bar and what i get is some groups, some official, many not.... i get no information and no updates until i join the group or whatever page that comes out form the search...
Sparks work like an automated live update on your google search... once it's there.. you can add it to your sparks to serve as a quick-search-like button... so everytime i hit the button.. i get every news i need to know about android... on the spot itself..

Phone App and features

Facebook's phone app is awesome... it does EVERYTHING facebook does....
Google's phone app is EXTRA AWESOME... it does things that even the site cant do.... all you need is a phone..
The current phone app is only available for Android phones and i've tested it out thoroughly what the app can do.. it has the typical check-in with no idea how to add new venues.. a big fail here.. but since it can do that, it detects where you are at the moment... what's good is, you can even see what's happening nearby you.. as long as the post is public... Say im in Melaka... it detects where i am, and share public posts posted in Melaka... I've even found friends or acquaintances there...
The app provides photo instant upload with settings to disable it or enable it only when WiFi... whenever i took a picture... or even screenshots of my ROM, the pictures are uploaded to my Picasa under phone's upload... but that doesnt mean it's shared.. to be able to share it, you will need to click share. then the photo will go public.. so rest assured about privacy here AGAIN....
What's better is, whenever i already have new photos from my insta-upload, when i wanted to post something new, Google will ask whether this post has something to do with your newly added photos or whether you wanna share them now, or hey are you forgetting your photos? something like that.. at the bottom right of your post editing, first attachments are photos and it will show small thumbnails of your latest instant uploads.. one click on it and you can share it right away...
The App comes with widget and huddle.... admit it android phone users, facebook app can be good but the widget is a failure... a big one it is, 4x2 dimension, but does nothing but show you ONE news feed... press next to get to next feed... G+ widget is simple, 4x1 dimension, one very similar to Tweetdeck's Post widget... with instant upload photo capturing or just simply share a post... it also comes with another app called huddle, which you can have group messaging with up to 6 person.. add and remove messaging contact is made easier with Circles... something like whatsapp...

Neater without games, apps, and spams

Needless to say, G+ is neater and i hope (or i think so) that they will not include these things inside... It's shits like that made me hate Facebook...

That's all for G+, now there are things G+ has yet to achieve... so dont tell me that im biased or something... but im telling you google is fresh and if given the same time Facebook has, it will surely be a better social networking site...

Why Facebook:

Groups

Circles cannot simply replace groups...
A group are a smaller community that althought does not need to your friend but share the same objective or topics... you WILL KNOW who is in the group and who is not... in other hand, circles cannot achieve that because circles are people you think you will like to follow, you follow, whatever you share to a circle, you simply trust them... but who is in their circle when they re-share it? you dont know.. So facebook groups are still important and are still why i am navigating to the site, haven be able to totally move on to G+....
Im not forgetting google groups though... and they successfully implemented the groups into wave as a contact.. so can they do the same in g+ so that whatever we share, we only have to share with this google group and everyone inside will be able to see? and google groups is the same... you have a manager.. you know who is in the group... so i hope to see that being implemented..

Events and fan pages

i dont care about fan pages.. if Linkin Park has google+ i just simple add them into a circle called Following.. i dont even have to add fan page... many might be asking now, why i put it in the facebook's strength then? because they are people... that prefer fan pages.. it's not better.. it just a majority chosen thing...
Events are still Facebook's strength point though... but google is still too young for that... however, facebook's events are on dates and will only notify you when you browse facebook itself... but once i exported all the events to my Google calendar... i get all the reminders and updates on my phone.. so in between, i still used google as a platform...

Birthdays and calendars

Reminders are still better in Facebook.. we do not know who is having a birthday today or tomorrow on G+....

Games (for some people)

for some people... perhaps the same as those who prefer fan page than circles... people that find it hard to convert to google plus.. because they really CAN give you a very simple question/reason... rather retarded..... "NO GAMES.... AND I PLAY MY XXXVILLE EVERYDAY THERE..." seriously... fuck you...

Question is, which is easier for one side to achieve whatever that is better on the other?

The answer is obvious enough... Google already has all the things... just not yet implemented... mostly because of stability issue...

But Facebook, Facebook has nothing Google has... and when tries to implement one.... it's weaker, worse.. and even have the ability to screw things up.... with also a bad NAME... FBSKYPE WTF..... Rush work is OBVIOUS...

Google need a better server for G+ though... updates are weird or rather unstable... on both circles and the feed.... or maybe they are migrating to a larger server once G+ is public? I dont know..

It's all up to the people whether they wanna convert or whether they see them as the same... to me google+ has a brighter future despite whatever failure risks they may encounter... Facebook should meet its downfall like how it gave it to friendster years ago...

Cheers,
Y.K.Lim

Pirates 4 : Why like/dislike it?

2011-05-26T22:09:00.008+08:00

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If you have not watch it.. you might wanna click the back button of the browser... dont blame me if i spoiled the content... if any... if you have watched and am interested in my title... please scroll down further...

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Despite the title, I must first say, I like the movie. Not a single dislike in it because i know... or i can guess... why people do not prefer this pirate other than pirate 1,2 and 3... i mean, i remember asking one of my colleagues... who hath not watch 1,2,3 but watched this straight.... she actually thinks that this movie is quite good... why? But comments, tweets, feedbacks are saying it's bad compare to the first three... that's when i felt unfair.. i mean.. dont compare please? it's a totally different storyline and a different setting....
Well, i suppose i've made my point already? If i have not though, i have some examples further down... well... after the mermaid of course.... of why you should like it and i also guessed why you might have hated it...

I'll go straight to the point...
Why Like It? Or rather, how to make you start liking it when you aren't preferring it.
1) It's a new story.. not really a sequel but we have had enough of Turner and Swann's love story....
2) Treat it something like the lord of the rings. Since this movie, journeys, explores and finds a target. And in some scenes i actually felt it look like LOTR...
3) Mermaids... i think you know why...
4) Jack Sparrow.. i think you know why too...
5) Penelope Cruz (for some guys perhaps)
6) Humor
7) New storyline

Now as for why people will actually not prefer this than the previous... not really hate it but... not prefer...
1) more land, less sea.. for a pirate movie that would seem... not particular..
2) more cowards, less gunshots and swords and battles of the ships...
3) Zombies.. wtf?
4) No more Orlando Bloom (for many girls perhaps)
5) No more Kiera Knightly (for some guys perhaps? she's pouting after all)
6) lame jokes at parts...
7) predictable ending...

That should be it.... anymore of why the likes/dislikes shall be in my comments.. by YOU....

Anyway, to me, it's a good movie... because i see it as a new one... not totally related to the first three (except the cut map/chart)... but rather a quest.... much like lord of the rings...marching for the fountain of youth... but i still prefer the sea.... it's still a pirate movie anyway.... it feels kinda low budget compared to the last one.... but... like i said... we should not compare at all... i'd say we give them a chance... aye? drink up me hearties Yo-Ho!

Y.K.Lim

Why MIUI...

2011-04-06T19:25:00.004+08:00

I'll write a lil about my lately flashed ROM called MIUI, developed by some Android@Desire fans in China... which soon further ported to many other phones as well....

Mind you, this post contains geeky stuffs and design of a phone platform as well... anyone aint interested... time to hit the back button of your browser...

Now for those who are interested.. i'll keep this more-picture-less-talk post the way it is... Let's get started.

First thing about desire is the internal memory.. one of the weakness of HTC Desire. It does not have more than enough spaces for you to put as many apps you like... even tho rooting helped... eventually, the space is going to be full if i keep adding in apps and games.... Even tho there is A2SD apps which could move PART of the data of your app to the SD card, still some are left on the internal memory and will soon fill up..

So first thing about MIUI is, it supports A2SD+. A2SD stands for Apps to SD Card Plus... meaning your apps will be installed on the SD card instead of internal memory itself... It moves the Delvik (dont ask me why is it named like that but it really is called Delvik) cache to the SD Card.. i gave it a 500Mb, android apps are small so they dont take much.. 500Mb is just enough to contain many many many many... many apps... basically when i install an App now, none of it will be at the internal storage.. not even PART of every app.. instead... the WHOLE app will be installed on the SD card A2SD Partition leaving internal memory FREE..

Picture above...

Next...

HTC Sense stock ROM comes with 7 home screens, MIUI can add home screens... see the plus sign there? That is to add home screens... even after the page is full with 9 home screens, swipe to the left... and you can add more... another page of 9 Home screens... the little home buttons are to determine which home screen will be your main home screen.. the one that is lighted Orange.. is my main...

My Main Home Screen...

Launcher settings : Classic = typical swipe animations... left and right, fade = screens fade when another approach, Spin = pages animate spinning as if the track ball is the center of a wheel, Page Turn = flip it like a book, Stack = one page on another before disappearing, Rotate = pages turn and poof, the next one comes, Cube = see pictures below...

Cube animations when home screen is swiped to >>>

Cube animations when home screen is swiped to <<<

No bluetooth on PC? no USB cable? need files from your phone?

Introducing, MIUI FTP service... In fact, all the screenshots here are taken from my phone through FTP... this way i do not have to mount my card...

The proof on my browser... =) that's my SD Card...

Musics on the go... lock screen's miui music player is better than the stock Sense Rom... Sense has it docked, MIUI lets you double touch the clock on the lock screen to bring up the player... press play... and it'll be like this... The player inside on the home screen (not on the lock screen) has auto download lyric .lrc file support...

Do note that there is phone and messages on the left and right of the lock bar respectively... this is because it lets you unlock and goes to phone, or unlock and goes to messages, or just unlock (drag the clock down)... cool? when there are messages/calls, the lock bar will have notifications on specific pictures : either phone or message...

The music when it is paused...

The music player when the clock is not double touched when music is playing...

Quick power controls on notification...

It has Wifi, data plan, auto rotation, brightness, volume, GPS, torchlight, AutoSync, CPU, Lock, Bluetooth, Vibrate, Flight mode, reboot, and power off...

Lastly, it supports theming.. a feature smartphones have ditched.... i think..

How i capture these pictures? MIUI has the feature of capturing a screenshot when pressing the down volume button and the menu button... fantastic...

The bottom line is, MIUI kinda unlocks my Desire at its best... So far so good.. I'm lovin' it...
There are alot more features... and i mean ALOT more... but these are the ones caught my attention...

Anyway, anyone needs help on flashing rom on android phones, i might be able to help.. till then....

Thanks for reading.

Y.K.Lim.

On the Super-Moon Night

2011-03-20T21:48:00.004+08:00

I went to Melaka...

Depart at 1:30pm, Jack drove Tommy and I down Melaka.
With the intend to watch COS Concert at Dewan Panggung Budaya. It was promised to be a huge one. Perhaps because i wasnt always at Melaka to see them going to school late night to practice.. maybe that's why i didnt see how much effort they've put it in.. i was expecting something like last time... we use to have it at main hall... songs were good and we enjoy it.. and that's it...

This time... was different...
It was VERY successful... and i would regret if i did not buy a RM30 VIP ticket...

We reach there early... about 2:30.. so i hang out at Khesvin's... share some stories... update some statuses... copy Assassin's Creed : Brotherhood for them... realizing all the changes that the unit has made... Then meet my Gf... pak-toh for some while since it's one week since we've seen each other... there's too much hugs on the pending and i have to give it all out... lol... Half way between that... at almost 4:30pm... called and asked if we want to join them in dinner... them as in he and his gf.... I thought it was just dinner.. because i remember quite well she aint coming for concert.. but to my surprise... she's going... well... the more the merrier... We dine at Family Heritage. Which the food was always good... i did not take any pics because we were in quite a rush...

After everyone's ready... i told Jack that SMS is not needed.. we're waiting at downstairs.. just come when you are avail...

We reach there at almost 7:30pm... or more.. i dont know.. but the show's not showing that early.. everyone knows it... we go early just to get better places.. and since we're VIP tickets *ahem*... so there's no need to worry... Kent was at the entrance of the hall when we entered.. i gave him a long-time-no-see handshake.. and asked if there is good seats left for us 6... luckily there's one more Row of VIP not occupied yet... so we quickly took the seats... The theater was Cinema Seats based... much like an Orchestra seats for olden times... and i actually like it better than Main Hall... because now we're viewing the performers form the top... and can see everyone... rather than Main Hall which i will be able to see maximum of 3 rows only... all at the back was completely covered... Not long after i settle myself and make sure im comfortable.. Crapping with Jack about the comment paper... i said... If you find it bad... write it bad... please TRY to write it bad... because i've been to many of their concerts... i cant write them bad... so i figured this will be the same.. or perhaps better.. so write as bad as you can... because i promise you it's gonna be darn good... Then, Emcees consist of A girl and a boy... the normal combination... announcing that the show will soon be started... and frankly... i never knew I was so much looking forward to it already...

The Emcees

I sat beside my gf... of course.. and hamburgered by Jack.. cause he said im more talkative... perhaps it wouldn't be so boring lol... And the show started...

Percussion storm the start of the concert

Percussions team lead the start of the concert... i took this picture and realise their hands and drum stick were all blur... hitting the drum... storming the hall... creating a fabulous start for the concert...
Jack asked in the midway of the first song... why cant i see FongE? i was like.. wtf she's just IN FRONT there... at the most right hand side! lol... He and his friend laughed at themselves... FongE blend too well with the colours behind her... making her barely noticeable.. but i know... percussion team has 3 IT students inside.. all are my friends... so i noticed her... IT and percussion... do they have some kind of a relationship? lol of all 5... at least 3 are my IT friends... imba

I have to admit... the songs before the break could be boring for people who arent into Chinese Orchestra...
Im not saying that they're not good... but it's not my first time so it's ok... i get used to the oldies, the artistic musics of the people form the alpines... horse neighs performed by Er-Hu... it was pretty impressive... very good indeed.. but people like Jack may have find it boring... or maybe he do not understand.. cause it's his first time attending a COS concert...
But what makes me high...or rather what makes everyone high.. was the after break.... mainly because it consist of modern songs.. and it was so well performed... with even fantastic singers (note: not choir.. singers..) combination of western music with eastern instruments... and of course... my favourite oldie group.. ABBA songs...
It's ABBA time surely rocks... and their performances were giving me constant goose bumps... because it was rather touching.. and you know when that's good.. when a music gives you goose bumps.... that's not something horrific... but rather something touching and perfect.... yes... perfect....
The only thing tho.. is someone's string instrument kept pulled accidentally and there's messy-sounds heard. but it was small matter... just that it happens when it's quiet.. so it was clearly heard...
Emcees were good.. choir... (i dont believe im saying this but) they improved... at least till the second song.. not when they start dancing ye lai xiang... i cant help but laugh... but they're not so scary anymore... lol... still i do not like choir performance... perhaps im not someone that's into those sopranos or such... but i guess they do have their credit of hardwork too.. ensemble... er-hu solo by jiawen.. some special instrument consist of er-hu + Harp or something invented by someone at the recent years... which i think it was too bulky and it's just a combination of things... not something new... but they all performed good... perfect..

The Ensemble

Miss Puteri - My Heart Will Go On

Isaac & Mayi - 一眼瞬间

I did not take pictures of the first singer and also a man with a wind-instrument which he plays like he's praying using joss sticks... so pattern one...
Rather, i took pictures which i think i will surely mention them...
Ensemble team is the one always gives me goose bumps.. because they are simply good...
I did not take Jia Wen's Er-Hu solo photo because i was stunned by his finger skills... running on Er-Hu strings.. making a jaw-dropping experience for the audience.... I was too focus to think about taking pictures.. what a miss..
I did not take the flute trio which August was inside... but high pitched sounds kept my eyes locked at their fingers and mouth... they're perfect....
Puteri that sang our MMU's Permata Dunia has a very good voice... but i didnt know she has THAT good a voice control... she really is IMBA....
Mayi and Isaac.. same thing... i never even know they can sing so well... especially mayi... talk and sing sound so differently one... lol no offence.. but she's really good... i'd better take her signatures when i get back after 3 months internship.. else the next thing i know, i need to queue up to take signatures from her next time in the future.... she knows how many intruments.. i dont know if my fingers can cover counting them... but she sure leads a strong percussion team... she can also conduct... and yet she wrote Wonder Girls - Nobody into scripts so that the ensemble can play... the ENSEMBLE...the last i heard that was from the flutes during a Music sharing night.. but didnt expect i'll hear this time from the ensemble team... as the last song... a song that people shouted encore... thinking back the encore moments gave me goose bumps again... man... they're too good..
Encore part was unexpected... i mean... i know they prepared encore songs... the participants who shouted encore.... last time... during the time when they performed at Main Hall... the elders were more than students... encore was shouted by the committees... and that's it... no audience shouted... at least not much... but this time... they surely touched the audience even the elders... the kids.... and us.. the students/teens... we shouted encore.... because perhaps.. ABBA time, the singers, the modern songs.. made us high... i dont know about ABBA time to the teenagers... but i definitely enjoy it because i use to listen to it when my father plays it when im small... so what song is playing... i know.... and they channel one song after another... from gimme gimme gimme, money money money, mama mia, dancing queen, the winner takes it all, etc... and they end it with the winner takes it all on the back ground.. with mixtures of all ABBA songs previously played.. sounds like the songs emerged from the tempo... and go back hidden... i dont know who wrote that... or rather how they combine it... but it was really awesome...

The concert ended with Nobody... with the cooperation from the audience when we clap during the chorus part...
The gilrs took picture... but daby and mayi were too busy... or else they surely wanna take pics with them...
FongE ah... your eyes with that make up not bad leh... can sot people ad....

memories were taken down... altho i do not mind listening to all.. but the performers are tired... it's one of the largest... longest... most songs... ever played.. and all was well...

I get into the car.. and asked Jack... how? was it worth it...? he said... DAMN WORTH IT.....
Thanks to him again, we reach Ixora for the night...

I'd be staying at Khes's unit... just for few hours' sleep... but Khesvin has brought his induction cooker and bought eggs, bread, butter, Ramlee chicken patties, Maggi seasoning... and when i entered his room he was like.. good you're back... let's cook some burger... i heard him mentioning it's his first time so i volunteered... i can cook... it's not hard when it's patty... i've cooked all vegetarian stuffs which basically are like chicken patties... already cook you just have to make it golden... so i cooked... wrapped it with eggs... and make some ayam special and ayam double... lol... my last piece... which was originally meant for tommy... was wrapped like a pentagon... but tomy doesnt wanna eat it.. so it's mine =x i signature it with tomato sauce... it tasted OK... not very delicious... but edible... khesvin even said.. ok la... know what to do for Cyberpreneurship ad la.. lol... sadly im not taking together with him haha...

UK Pentagon Ayam Special

This was mine... the previous one was suppose to be tommy's but eventually... MINE!

Pentagon ayam special

Came back at Seremban early in the morning... received birthday gift from my GF... thanks darling.. be tough.. and I'll miss you...

I hereby thank my friends... FongE, Daby, Mayi, KK, Kent, for making my night... it was... after all... wonderful...

On the super-moon night...
The moon wasnt the brightest after all...
To me, COS shone brighter...
Keep up the good work...
And I bid good luck to all cosmmu members...

Thanks for reading...
Y.K. Lim

For the clevers; about the retards...

2011-03-14T22:33:00.008+08:00

430pm GMT+8 Malaysia -

Japan's power plant number 2... gave out steam just like the previous plant 1 and plant 3.. a measure to further cool off the reactor, releases the pressure so that blast prevention is done...

It has been the THIRD power plant to do the same... they do that so they can prevent themselves from exploding...

meanwhile...

At facebook, and sms, people are sending messages about how a power plant has blew up, and that it will (note: WILL not MAY) cause acid rain in the coming days in malaysia... people are advised to stay indoors so that you will not be exposed to the radiation... through RAIN WATER...

I was in the office, working.... when the disastrous idea hit me... well that can be just true... so i logged on to CNN and BBC... their live updates about Japan... expecting (im sorry i didnt mean to expect a blast) a news of the blast because im fairly interested in the updates of the condition there in Japan. I disappointed... nothing came up... instead... power plant letting off steam was seen... i hesitated on trusting the initial news then on... finally my senior found out... it's just the steam.. nothing has BLOW UP at 1630pm...

I already have that mindset before i came home... i know people on FACEBOOK will surely pull some stupid information about the hoax and start spreading...

"Im gonna teach them a lesson" i thought..

came back... and there goes my few comments.... which i will quote here... the comments i replied to the hilarious remarks of people... who might score better than me in exam.. but will never learn and apply in real life...

i said this after seeing my friend sharing the acid rain bla bla please spread news on FB

"lol... there was a nuclear reactor STEAM let-off.. it's a system to further cool down the reactor when the normal one fails... to PREVENT blast that is... it NOT a motherfucking blast so please stop spreading fake news... altho i dont deny the risk of blast... and the steam to be radioactive... there's NO WAY it can reach malaysia given the concentration of radioactive particles in the steam is ALOT LOWER than a real nuclear blast... please dont exaggerate... it's funny and stupid..."

i said this when i comment on a friend who shares a same thought with me....

"yet they still cant stabilize it no matter what... the impact on Japan isnt just that simple as cash can overcome... but im very impressed with the country....

Nature tested Japan but Japan taught the world a lesson... of just how civilized and strong-spirited a country can be....
staying quiet, queuing for supplies and medicine... sitting on the bench to remain calm even there's no home... every basic needs became FOC yet no one is taking it for granted...

That itself is very hard to achieve... my respect to fellow Japanese..."

Said this after discussing with my father about the matter... laughing while we can... and i told my dad... Facebook is good when it comes to spreading news... it's fast when people say Japan got struck by Tsunami! but the downside is... fake news spread fast too! My father is a retired geography teacher... and i dare say he's very enthusiastic towards the subject... and his knowledge is not JUST within the syllabus.... this is where i learn most of the things about maps and distances too... anyway... the quote on the same friend that shares same thoughts...

"i cant believe people are saying that even tho they studied physics... they're embarrassing themselves with wrong facts... causing some stupid havoc...

I just told my dad... i'll skip the part that we laughed.. let's talk geography... The wind... as of this season... is blowing north... that's it... first fact that radioactive wont reach malaysia pinned...
secondly... Russia and Taiwan has tested their radioactive reading... and it is NORMAL... even taiwan also x kena... you talk malaysia ah?
Third off... even if the nuclear reactor DID blow up... *touchwood*, it still wont reach malaysia... it's too far...

my father's not a scientist.. but at least he's a geography teacher... and we share the same jokes.... =)"

Lastly, i short-spoken my statement because im tired and fed up with the news...

one of my friend said that retards are saying the world's gonna end and all... his friend said that they need a chill pill... i said...

"nah... they need a brain"

Then i tweeted something I amused even myself...

"teachers of SPM physics... you all should be damn sad now if you see people causing the havoc of fake news at FB... of power plant blew up?"

Well i said that (sorry for being not obvious), because i LEARNED that in physics... yes i actually learned and knew about the structure of the power plant... i dont simply CRAP... i might be weak in the chain reaction part... chemistry part but physics? pressure? heat? sorry... i believe i have my share of interest, concern and curiosity towards physics of that kind that makes me better...

Im not saying im cleverer... but rather i dont just study for the sake of studying...

I said this when my another friend defended my friend who spreads the news, when i commented the first FB quote of this blog...

"well it's not just him, there're many others, but im just letting go half of my lecture here (note: ONLY HALF)... people do embarrass themselves with wrong facts do they not?

concern or not people should think more before spreading news like that... my point.."

I know people are always simple-mindedly thought that "Oh! i'll spread this and people will *like* or think that im a good guy or an informative person spreading such news quickly... i should start spreading so i get the credits too... "

but sorry... when you wanna spread news like that... please...before that... install your brain...

I'll touch a lil about the Japanese.. like i said earlier... i respect their discipline acts, their calmness... strength to overcome.... patience....

the government limit food for homeless victims... but FOC... no one is taking advantage of the free services and they all share... talk about civilization... i dont care if Japanese has killed chinese or whatever... what changed them in such a short time between WWII and present that they are so civilized that i think they are the best in asia in terms of that...

"Nature tested Japan, but Japan taught the world a lesson." This could just be my favourite quote for awhile..

I only hope that no other disasters like power plant explosion or another wave will strike Japan again... as for the citizens, im confident enough that they'll go through this without a sweat... Good luck Japan.

Im not here to humiliate... neither am i here to find fault... but i think people should learn to think before they speak... This post however, is for the clevers; about the retards....

Thanks for reading.

Y.K.Lim

Quit blogging? Hardly.

2011-02-21T18:30:00.002+08:00

Oh wait what's that smell...?
Mum is busy cooking behind and dinner should serve soon... that leaves me little time to blog...

Well why am I back to blogging you'd ask?
Despite the support from my readers.. especially my girl and my friend Aaron (eeeeeeeeek)...
It always is something to do with the recent changes about me.. and most of you know.. I've recently bought my HTC desire.

Alright what's the big deal with smartphones? Nope.. nothing big.. but the problem with it is, when you have one.. you WANT to do all sorts of things with it(especially when it is fresh =x ) so here I am with my android Blogger app...

It's only one more week for me to start working at Samsung for my internship.. I don't think I can enjoy much holiday... not to mention Im still sick with cough.. just done with fever... will I be able to enjoy the holiday to the max? I don't know.. but I am going to enjoy it no matter what...

Back to seremban yesterday.. finally.. and much had changed.. perhaps my retired father has finally started thinking of enjoy life and rest.. not worrying anymore for any work...
He bought this.. picture below.. (how you like my instant capture? =x)

42".. anyone that knows about my dad well... It's not easy for my dad to fork out some money to buy such thing..

My sister and grandma is at home too... adds up the number.. not so boring.. and besides messaging with my girl.. or install some shit to my phone.. the phone is usually with my sister.. she found interest in angry birds.. and had addicted to the game.. like how enthusiastic I was when I first found out the game.. I did ask her to try something else.. but whenever I looked.. It's always the birds vs the pigs for her...

It's three months guys at melaka.. do miss me... ha..

Now I wonder.. with all the social networks... should I start trying tumblr and foursquare? Or are they just simply something too extra...?

I'll leave that to you guys my beloved readers to suggest/comment.. leave it at my chatbox or as comment if you have a google account..

Lil bit about what will I write next.. perhaps some android review or my boring life again... till then... thanks for reading..

Youkang

Busy or not, responsibilities are still as important

2010-09-08T23:04:00.018+08:00

Turning over a new leaf aint as easy as it sounds. But at least, people who tried is better than people who do not try or rather do not care if they are wrong. Selfish as shit but they still thick faced.

Like i promised, this would be another blog post just about what happen these weeks...

After midterms, there are assignments, then Finals.. basically we do not have anytime for anything. Not even my Online game... only maybe a few card games with friends everyday will do. We cannot keep ourselves too occupied with entertainment but rather focuses more on studies and assignments.

Although busy, interesting moments are still a must to capture.

It was a friday, We finished BHM at 5:30 instead of an hour later on a normal friday routine. It was raining too heavily, but we are the ixorians, not to worry if we need to reach our car or something like that because there are shelter everywhere until home. However, the rain nearly stopped us at the side gate of MMU... This is what happens then..

The rain was so heavy that the water was flooding, out from the drains down to the slope like a fast river stream. We manage to pass it by going a big round besides it instead of stepping through because if we do step through.. we will either be carried away or at least our shoes will.

It was really awesome to look at how fast a water can emerge from the drains of MMU like that but having to think back... It's a little scary... haha.. ok NEXT!

Does he look familiar at all? yes he's my Crypto teacher and also the Boss of the photo-stat shop in-Campus. He was way too funny and good that i would like to talk about him.

He said this when it was the first class.. week 1... "i will only fail like 15% the most... i will pass 85% mostly..." Then this picture.. it was week 12 last day of his lectures.. he told the class... "dont worry 6 questions and it's really easy... the school does not allow questions from tutorial and mid-terms to be out in the exam so i may modify some... so i guess you guys should be fine.... 100% is a norm for sir(he calls himself sir usually).. and also do not cover your paper when i tend to look at your papers during exam.. dont be shy i may help!!!.. also do not cross out the correct answer(he means do not cross out your answer if you are unsure).. many cross out the correct answer and sir cannot give you the mark already... if you are not sure... ok la.. you can write 2 answers in total... sir will choose the correct answer for you... "

How Epic... nuff said... ok NEXT!

I would really like to congratulate FongE and Daby getting their hands on a 32Gb iPod Touch. And that will further means they will need a protection case for them to protect their nice shiny back of their ipod. Daby found on JB talks about some cases only worth RM15 and nice design from in-case... so she immediately asked my gf for help on that(since she's a regular forummer that often do trades in jbtalks)... my gf then linked me about the designs and prices.. since i know abit.. then i spotted the cable... only RM15 and free postage... i need the cable because as you can see above.. i was using the more thicker one before. which i cant fit properly with my Switch-Easy case when charging causing me havoc, having to break the case apart just to charge.. which is very tedious... this new cable... which i was really satisfied about it.. is exactly like the original thickness... so i was able to charge without any trouble breaking cases apart... i am happy...

Although busy, proper, delicious meals are still a must to ease our tension.

Meals like Going to the Sakura House, a Japanese home-restaurant. which is known to their cheap prices compared to the usual Sushi King end etc.

We went there twice already and although second time wasnt as satisfying as first... the food are still as awesome.. especially their tempura... the prawns are so dam fresh and the crystal clear meat that i can never resist eating...

We always go with 2 cars and that's why we always have a larger room.. usually 11 to 12 person... It's a housing area restaurant and that is why we arent really used to the road to Sakura House yet... but we will improve.. at least Daby did improved, went all the way correctly and we are able to enjoy the food before the others already finish their main meals.... the food are always worth the wait.. but look at the picture beside.. it's some fry "biscuit" they call it.. which taste really good but not the second time i went because it somehow became smaller in size..

Besides, there is always our favourite burger Box... a new shop that opens in Ixora food court... ok not really new now but still not the usual meals. this arabic boss managed stall sells burger(like duhh) and western food... nothing special except the fact that they are HUGE... and i mean it... you can ask around.. FongE, Tommy, my gf, Khesvin(he intro-ed me), Aaron and sifu... they would've agreed with me on the size and the taste... Look at the picture beside and you can imagine the size while you always look at how people are bringing the aluminium foiled burger up and down... The burger is so huge that you need to cut it half just to eat it properly... or else it would be almost impossible eating it..

The ratio of combination of the burger was good... I dont usually eat tomatoes no matter how it was cooked... and no big onions too... but at Burger Box.. the combination tastes just fine and i just love eating everything together rather than throwing away the salads before eating... The meat is the boss's own recipe and believe me it is huge... besides, it bakes the burger with cheese on top of the meat. which melts as you take your bite... ah... awesome shit....

Heritage was awesome... that's what i say when i came out of the shop... with a 4 pact dinner with Tommy, WeiTeng and my gf... we took a rather quick dinner there before going to COS's MSN...

The food were good especially the rendang, i almost finished off most of my rice, with another large add-on of rice.. just by the rendang itself.. the egg, the sweet sour fish, the greens ewre awesome.. but what's best at Nyonya? curry...

I am pretty sorry i took a half ate picture... this is because

WE WERE TOO HUNGRY TO WAIT....

We only realised that we have not take any pictures when we already dig in that many... sorry! They just look too delicious.. In the end.. we spend each person around RM12.50 and walking out satisfied.... :D i know one thing... im definitely going back to try one day.. besides.. it's just a click away!!!

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Many of you should remember how i wrote the blog post TRUE COLOUR last semester... apparently, of the 2 person i was talking about... one was still continuing his COLOURS and even worsen it...

How many of my friends already TESTED how he'd treat his groupmates during assignments especially their critical time...

It was one day we were discussing about the grouping of TCP... or rather we'd call it OOP among us... some thick faced fella come asking "eh so how is the grouping ah?"

First.. do you think we are including you in the first place? everyone was giving face and shut up while he asked... who wants to humiliate you more and tell you to the face oh sorry, we are not including you inside.. but hey thick faced bastard... This is the last time i swear to god that you are able to group with any of my friends... why because next time.. if you are trying to get near us while we are dividing groups... you will either be invisible.. and left out ON PURPOSE... or i'll come str8 to your face and tell you... WE DO NOT WANT TO INCLUDE YOU..

Attitude... not coorperative.. and everyone was being so good trying give you the marks you DO NOT deserve... i was telling my friends this... " dont write his name la!" but in the end? you get the marks just like that... hey this sucks you know why? you did not contribute... worst off... you do not care when it's the climax part of the project... the most important part and it was the last day... but what are you doing? sitting in the house doing NOTHING... not even a call to even care about your groupmates... and when they call what you say? you gave your student ID straight.. goodness gracious... how thick face you are to an extend that you think everyone owes you?

Oh you also thank everyone after that in facebook but who the FUCK cares? i was giving hint to you.. you do not give a shit.. now everyone is hinting more and more obvious... are you nuts or what? english problem? dont worry.. i promise you this is the last time... i wont bear to see my friends... being good.. accepting you.. and being FOOLED....

This was supposed to be my reply on your FB... but hey... i decide to blog so i save this up and now i rewrite...

"why thank me when i helped nothing? That wouldn't make me still change the fact that i am thinking differently of you man.. Oh you should really thank the girls though.. they are just too good...to write down your name.. i wouldn't do that if i were them... being good in the public(facebook) doesnt bring your reputation back up... seriously... oh well it's ok since this is the last time i will let you group with anyone of my friends...

你不需要谢我，我没帮到啥。但不要以为以退为进我就会对你刮目相看"

Everyone is pissed at you.. begone please... FongE was good giving you a chance... taking you when no one else wants to group with you... yet you did not appreciate this chance.. and look how everyone is angry at you now...

At last... Fuck you... =) cheers...

This is UK signing out...

A short-lived passion, an impulsive person

2010-09-02T00:41:00.007+08:00

I would have been called the title (or rather already being called one) if i do not continue my blog...

Though i have reasons, which they seemed to be more towards excuses.. i have been really too occupied... by myself with games and tests to actually blog...

What have i been doing...?

About 40 days past, Dragon Nest, a Korean Nexon developed, China hosted MMORPG, had their server on Open Beta stage... me and my friends particularly other 2 MMU-ians joined the Chinese and start hacking and slashing... No more point and click then press hotkey for skills... you press then you click your mouse... why? because you hack and slash more in this game...

I wouldnt talk much but this blog post is merely all about these games that i really wanna talk about... (OTAKU SPOTTED!!!)

First off.. Go here -> http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/1514664

I've been writing this guide and being helpful with the bananas...

Well this game is really fun and the level cap is only lv32... but there's a FTG(fatigue) points system to prevent excessive gameplay everyday...

I wouldnt talk much but rather a few screenshots and some artworks of this game may help...

I figured this post wouldnt be long but let's see ya?

These artworks are awsm... dont you think? but he only drew 4 characters instead of 8? anyway im the first one.. a swordmaster... how cool eh?

PvP or PK is different in this game... there never is a game which i would get addicted into PK... this was one of my highest killstreak(8) i got.. i'm a noob and these are mere luck... tommy can do better... but of course... he's a ranged character..

A picture with Sifu Yong Chin... LOL he have to take a girl character because this game is gender-locked..

My latest fashion and weapon.. looks like a olden day's pilot with a retarded hat... LOL

Later on after few weeks.. Wei Sin and Sze Jit joined us... Shau Hwa promised but i dont see a shadow of his... biasa lah tu orang.. hangat-hangat tahi lalat one... See where the title fits the blog post now? =x

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Otakus are not just about computer gaming... we play board games as well... or more specifically... card games this time... i admit i may be a little late to start on this... many of you would've learnt and known how to play this game.. but better late than never.. although this may start burning my pocket a little... but playing it together with friends is always fun...

Yes you're right... we're into Magic : The Gathering

Colours are what determine your type... how would you like your deck to be... you can be a Monotonous one-colour pure deck... or you can mix them up playing combos... it's a pretty balanced game....

I bought this deck builder toolkit and from that 285 cards, i built a simple red green deck... which i duel with friends and sometimes, when being lucky, wins... losing is kinda normal though.. after all it's a card game.... despite some strategy... it's all about luck...

The box doesnt just consist of these 2 colours though... the ohter 3 are also inside.. but i usually trade them off with better greens or borrow friends to let them enhance their deck... currently, Aaron, Sifu YongChin, Tommy, Shah, and I are having our own decks and are dueling whenever we feel lucky... Khesvin havent got his deck yet but he will soon...

One thing i dont like about this game is that it restricts the old cards to be not usable.. else i'll definitely get some from my Form 1 friends eh? lol.. but that's how the company must earn though... with new versions keep coming....

So Otakus, choose your colour and join us.. It's not a path to be nerdy though... at least i promise i wont be one =x but sorry to say.. nerds are always and definitely better in these games.... We can always teach you how to start...

Well i promise another post soon.. because this post might be VERY NOT interesting to many out there but still i noted... this post will only consist of the games and activities i had been doing these weeks... not yet the specifics.. Good night people..

Let this post be short...

UK Signing out

A week of sleepless nights

2010-06-12T16:46:00.021+08:00

6th June, Sunday

I turned off the monitor after setting my on-screen alarm to wake up for class tomorrow, I went to bed... Images flashed, thoughts coming up fast... Problems, regret, worries.. all came filling my thoughts and never allow me peace.... but i cant gave up.. for i cannot afford another failure... and that is what always comforts me.. from the most uncomfortable nights... i found myself hope.. given... not found... so i can finally close my eyes...

*Flash back*

It was semester break, I was happily playing many MMORPGs... because holiday was actually boring-days.... so i figured... the fastest way to finish weeks of time would be MMORPGs... what can i do... i dont Dota, i tried S.T.A.L.K.E.R. all 3 of them, i tried AVP, and many other Single Player games; without any success to keep me interested and happy... so i went MMO-ing all the while.. I knew i may fail a subject... i know i might not have the right to sit down on my hotseat and play 24/7 but what else can i do... i cant study for things i might wanna do for the next 2 more sems to come.. all i can do is enjoy my holiday to the max...which i know... i actually dont know what is enjoy doing things like that... except for watching Prince of Persia : The Sand of Time, after helping my girl friend choose and recommend a compaq laptop....

4th June, Friday

Friday came creeping.. and everyday.. once or twice... my mind sure got struck by a thought - oh when is result coming out?! and in many attempts to online.mmu.edu.my, the full transcript just shows nothing... very soon when i realised.. it was the third friday at my house... with successful registration of streamyx 1Mb.. i had to say i kinda enjoy most of my holidays downloading and going speedtest.net... being happy about the result... when i started to relax and thought of what i should plan on hanging out with coursemates when i'm back at MMU, an unknown number (which later on i realised it was Wei Sin) sent a SMS telling me.. result's out...

That instant my heart goes beating so fast... and i'm ady murmuring the word SHIT SHIT SHIT many times... because i know i was going to fail my TCS... the only thing i look for in my transcript this time is just a letter.. F... whether it is there or not... when i finally realised it is sitting side by side on a coursecode namely TCS1011... my heart went down.... forehead nearly touching the keyboard... i wanted to cry it out like ARGH!!!! but i cant... every bit of my family members is sitting nearby... i dont want to... at least i'm NOT ready yet... to tell them that i failed.. perhaps this time i really shouldnt.. because last time i only use to fail SEJARAH... which in the end means nothing and i passed during SPM... i couldnt bear to fail this time because each course, especially this major core subjects... costs about 1K per course... and even with half price... it's a burden to my family... i'm not rich... i can only manage if i save up..

Since then on my mood hasnt changed much.. i have no appetite... no mood to click so much in front of the screen.. and worst off... i cant sleep... every worse situation comes flashing in my mind when i thought of how my dad or mum will react when they know i failed this paper... even though i did told them i might just fail.. JUST FAIL... how easily can i speak that up without even putting the full efforts last time... though it's too late to regret... we must know where we did wrong yes? That's right... since then on till day before yesterday.. almost a week... i couldnt sleep well... and i mean it... when i went lying down on the bed at 12... i can only sleep and close my eyes at 3.... 3 hours on the bed doing nothing but stupid thoughts...

5th June, Saturday

The next day my father asked and i finally told him about it... to my surprise he did not actually scold me... i know my dad... perhaps he's really old now... perhaps he doesnt wanna quarrel with me... he just talked so nicely... telling me.. not to give too many pressure to myself... if i really cant make it... drop some subjects... dont be too particular about the schedule as long as i can pass all... yeah.. pass all that's most important to me now.. but i did wanna come out early... my parents are both retiring.. and i'm going to just cost them Rm500 to Rm1000 more money... how good is one's son if they were nothing but money spender?

My father did the right thing... i have to say... he's really good in handling me... i couldnt stand tears when i told him i failed... when he said never mind... it's kinda normal at MMU.... never mind it's ok... dont too pressure yourself.. this is so different... he even took care of my everything.. trying to not make me too sad... asking me do i need more money since i have up till 630pm classes on friday which further means.. no home coming... what can i expect more? but i said no... i rather he keep the money to himself... i really want to save up so if i can.. he dont have to pay for my retake.... maybe it's never too late to realize even better reasons to respect and love my father... i'll repay.. i promise...

10th June, Thursday

a week went by.... yes... sleepless nights too.... lectures were surprisingly having good english... and i'm happy about it.... Not on some if they were to teach me when i as foundation.... but now.. perhaps i'm in this campus long enough to not ask for better... or perhaps they are really better... i dont care much.... and thursday is free.... no lectures no tutorials... not just because it's first week.. because we made our timetable so... fully utilize all other time and leave thursday free... so we will have some activities on our own... what's a better plan is... Khesvin and few more of my firends are going for badminton and they count me in... which i'm really happy about it because i already wanted quite long to play my badminton like how i used to... i told my girl friend i wanna get back the *feel* of playing it right.. being strong..agile... and tricky...

As expected.. Thiam Soon and my sifu Yong Chin was among the best... since they were once great players and they never stop... i did stop at form 3... so i haven hold my racquet's handle for like so many years... and i figure if you lob a ball... i'll never be able to time it right and smash it or lob it back or what not... well it's true.. because i had my trainings before and i once half-excelled... that's a problem... with that long a time leaving badminton untouched... my judgement and timing is gonna suck... but i managed.... but it's just games and sport... our motive is just to get ourself sweaty.... whatever it takes.. it'll do... we booked a court.. with SukMa players fencing on a futsal field.. everything was perfect... i'm happy... that i can play... that i got invited... that i get to exercise.. that i get to win perhaps? lol... my mood turned better. and i'm all tired when i reach Ixora.... with slight headache, which is caused by losing too much of body liquid... bought a 100 plus aqtiv... finish it that night itself... and voila.... i can sleep well on thursday.... finally... but because i'm tired... and because on Friday.. i have 8am class...

11th June, Friday

Today i'm all excited... 8-9am class and the girls are gonna meet their AA which to me... i can TUMPANG ask... thanks to my gf and friends... i can laugh and smile all the while now... speaking to Miss Goh i knew that this failure isnt gonna be easy to us... it's going to cost us alot of time... i really dont know how i should plan about my future... but let's get on with it.. make present and future better to get rid of the past.. that's what we can try best now...

of course.. that's nothing to be excited about... what comes next is what i wrote on Facebook status when i woke up... JUSCO! all i can think of is sushi and nothing else... i like their own made sushi... with that big piece of dried seaweed all wrapped... of course the main purpose is to lunch and get stuff from Popular bookstore.. so...

We had our lunch at garden... and 6 of us pick the exact same dishes.. just different beverages... why because that is the most worth looking dish...

Garden... where we took our lunch..

A Picture we took when we're done.. with MANY attempts due to incorrect angle..

A close up on the dish... 6 of the same... but this isnt mine i believe it's FongE's

The interior design there... looks not bad...

And a testing from FongE i dunno why... on Wteng's camera phone....

P/S: i trimmed a new hairstyle and i have positive feedbacks.. thanks people... :D

My dish.. full spec... salad, rice my lime+honey ice, a tasty, most satisfied, UK's choice... soup of the day... lol it was awesome though costly..

An mid-aged women were eating ALONE not very far away from us.. and fongE snapped her pic... lol

We went to popular and after that hang around in a cartoon shop and also a souvenir's shop... we were playing around with things at the cartoon shop and took pics but the latter doesnt let us do the same... so we have only pics from cartoon shop....

A cyclops like spec lol which i tried it on and let the price tag lay on my nose... imma retard...

FongE's attempt... are rabbitdogs always good with something that has a rabbit or dog symbol? i guess so... :D

She does look cool on that... i mean COOOOLLLL... she doesnt wanna show her face which makes her enhances the effect more... during a spectacles repairment on Daby's new pair... she did tried a few too which looks cool also... guess she's a cool type huh... not like it when you get to know her better... behind her was my gf... with a SMILING tiger.. how cute...

Ladies and gentlemen.. a series of angry-looking Puppets show comes next!

First, tommy was bitten on the shoulder by a dinosaur came back alive!

Guess who's behind...?

Next, FongE head was nearly swallowed by just one byte from an alligator...... bleh *tongue out dead*

Guess who's behind?

Now did you get it right or wrong? Tommy was a black bear, fongE with a T-Rex and Daby with an alligator...

Daby found a large paw and put it on fongE's frontal face... tommy instantly laughs... FACEPALM!!

However, he demanded a correct way of doing it... BIG FACEPALM...

Everything went well... while we finished going to about 4-5 or was it 6 shops of SHOES next... we decided to head back to campus to continue our 330pm tutorial... we even planned to get the OS textbook before going back campus but what kills us was the heavy rain... so darn heavy that i cannot tell.. but we are in a rush what can i do? tommy doesnt know how to drive... and i wouldnt risk girls running in the rain when there's a boy(me) that can drive... so there i go... got myself all wet... so i must make the wet a purpose... and let's not waste it... make sure my passenger's dry! and i didnt wanna get down of the car to switch drivers which i have to run under the rain again so i drove... and trust me... i couldnt see SHIT.. it was all blur even with the highest speed wiper... with unbalanced roads all half flooded with water... it was nightmare.. i couldnt and wouldnt drive fast and i didnt know well the exact path of home... so wteng guided me... and i kept all passengers worried because i almost had emergency breaks near red lights... because i cant realy see what's happening upfront.. i was all tensed up... then my dad called... he forgot the password to connect to my house's wireless... i told him and he told me a good news... netbook's here.... i've been happy then... despite the wet and weather...

god bless me i reached... put them down at ACR's which they dont have to get wet... although they eventually got wet but not because of staying under rain... it's because of the wind.. such heavy wind and rain... i spotted daby's car and tailed her... because she went back first to fetch her sis.... but i tailed her with 2 purpose.. i'm at Wteng's car what if i dont know how to describe where did i parked.. perhaps later daby can bring her go... besides... i'm afraid that daby doesnt have an umbrella.... and well... although we both have umbrellas... it doesnt even really help at all... yeah my head was ady wet... my leg wasnt.. but the road from car park to CLC is windy and i have my jeans all wet... irritating but there's nothing that i can do... i went to the toilet attempting to dry things up with failure.. even my shirt near my shoulder.. i took off and twist it... rain water came squishing out... but i cant do that to my jeans... so i spent the rest 3 hours having my legs soaked and numb... which is very uncomfortable...

It's so uncomfortable that i have to roll them up to FEEL better... so that the surface attached to wet pants are lesser... i do not care how people will make fun of me already... i'm just WET

thanks to SJ's jacket i warmed at least in the tutorial room... but during BHM... the venue was cold... i managed though... since the lecture was fun.. we need to draw a supply demand curve again this time and how i remembered i drew it together with PCD... and how much we put effort into econs... getting an A... with memories flashback it's warm... at least getting an A is... failure might be bad... but we can always make it a lesson....

during class we caught fongE staring at at the front row... pulling her own lips... looking dead tired... and i snapped this pic quietly without her noticing... to FognE... this is why i never send ALL the pics to you through mail for blogging.. you must've filtered this... :P sorry ya :D

12th June, Saturday

I just came back from IT fair campus... and it sucked so bad that it has so FEW vendors.... and the largest stygix didnt come... well... if you wanna just take a walk... yes you may do so... if you wanna buy something... i dont recommend there... if you wanna troll people... there's the best place... it has so many non-geeks that act like they are...

ah this post jut went abit too far i guess.. but it's ok... it's how i past this week... sleepless nights.. badminton... friends... i'm glad... the fact that now i can sleep well...

before i end.. this is a lil promotion for Ororo Thiam Soon... of charity community of taiwan... tze ji... pronounced not spelled... it's on Monday.. so help him out if you're someone who loves helping..

lemme translate... 14/6/2010, 7-10pm, venue = tze ji outpost, gather place = MMU roundabout.... anyone interested contact Mr. Yeo Thiam Soon...

World cup is live! are you feeling the heat too?! or are you the one causing most of them? one thing about world cup that's good is it's a world class sports.. battle of nations.. so i basically just love choosing one country over the other during a match.. with Aaron's enthusiasm tonight imma watch Korea VS Greece... which will i choose? nothing different from Aaron's choice... KOREA!

What's the time of kick-off in malaysia? I present you the full chart for malaysia...

of course though. CLICK for full view... this is just too small...

That's all for now..

This is HeartRoxas signing out....

True colour

2010-04-21T23:15:00.011+08:00

I was,

a peacemaker,

between two people,

but now,

i chose my side;

There was

a conflict i had with someone,

but i now regret,

because i avenged,

for one who does not appreciate;

Some people,

they need to wake up,

before things get worse;

before things get more complicated;

before,

i gave you no chance to turn back;

I'm saying this,

because

i am still giving you a chance,

because

i still treat you,

as my friend;

I am happy as what i am now,

I can socialize better,

I know things better,

I see attitudes of people better,

and in between the lines I have read,

i realized your change;

quicker than any other people around you,

because,

i was somehow,

closer to you,

BEFORE;

But your happiness does not depend on mine,

whether you are going to strive for it,

or whether you want to entertain your life with misery,

seriously,

BE MY GUEST;

To say i hated you once before,

then i'll better off saying,

i'm more towards pity you right now;

I am not perfect,

but looking at the situation i am having now,

compared to yours,

i am,

ALOT BETTER;

My theory,

and everyone else's,

is exactly the same;

and by same means:

our theory,

is just as simple;

Change,

and you'll be accepted;

continue,

and you'll rot;

You wanted to join the majority,

yet,

your actions sold you out;

and yes,

you chose,

to be like that,

you chose,

to boycott yourself;

Others will not be angry,

when they read this post;

on the other hand,

you will;

Why,

because you know,

you are the one who is wrong;

because you know,

you are the one,

i am talking about;

I do not mind losing a friend,

because in the process,

i have gained more,

getting even closer to others;

but then again,

who wants more enemy than friends?

who does not want to give his friend,

A CHANCE?

A piece of advice,

to my friends that i'm losing my faith on,

my friends that i still call you,

a friend:

Time to wake up,

Time to be mature,

Time to stop showing

your true colour.

100% entertainment 0% studies

2010-03-05T15:52:00.006+08:00

If i do not update my blog... imma get scolded again next time aaron sees me... :D

let me talk a little about CNY... basically teachers dont do lectures... only one who even nearly insisted having quiz on thursday.. the fifth day of our CNY... she asked who wants to have it on schedule... all non-chinese raise their hands... IS, malays, indians... FUCKERS.... you wont be happy if you have quiz during Raya and deepavali ok? so please... move your point of view to others and think how can we reach Maximum happiness (Ethics and professional lol)... luckily... only 24 of em put up their hands.. and teacher asked who wants the quiz postponed... ahaha... what did i say? i put up my hand... and shouted... "you better raise your hand up, if your's chinese... MCB!" of course. teacher heard and then said... who's that? i wanna deduct his marks... muahahaha.. of course no one dare to point me out... although i think some non-chinese will point out but they dont know what am i talking about as i shouted chinese... :D

so CNY was a week's holiday and first i thought it should be fun... at least the MONEY from ANG PAUs will be fun... but i was wrong... i didn't get much this season and the holiday was plain boring... tho i dont really care about the money most of the time... so how little it is... it's enough for me... ha... chinese said... you'll be happy if you know what's enough...

Subjects this semester was a bit interesting and challenging too... data struct and algorithms.... it's c++ but a totally different lecture explanation... besides that.. maths technique 2... this two are the worst subject for me this sem... i dont even know what lecturers are talking about since 1st week... my best should be machine architecture or ethics... as i listened wholeheartedly almost all lectures.... Logic programming was fun... as Japanese made them a 5th generation language... to me it's still as confusing as 3rd generation... but more possibilities than 4th generation.. as it's near to AI and the computer actually do all the possibilities in just 2 lines of command... to me i still love 4th gen database codes.. they're just tables and english... but well let's talk about lecturers...

it's week 7 now... then it's another week break... then coming back... what i'm concerned of is that the 2 worst subject of mine will have a change in lecturers... i do not hope to have any change in others 3 as i'm cool with them.. after the break i really hope there's a change in lecturer... and hope i can have some chances to have my brain opened to this two subject... so we'll say goodbye to Ms Chong LY for data struct and MR Chong also for maths.. tho our tutor are cute.. quiz and help.. and FULL MARKS! hahahaa... that's why my msn status update... Wong Wee Ming Leng Zai!

Machine is farby the most interesting subject this sem... 2nd level ALP(assembly language programming) we study about micro processors and how they function.. basically and mostly... about the outdated 8085 processor... why that old? because we must know the basics of these processor to ease us on learning other 32 even 64 bit processors... to me... i like hardware... this subject is a green flag... besides.. you need imagination when the lecturer's giving examples... that too i'm quite good with... the codes also... are so easy... just lines.... tho not user friendly... but better than c++... i hope i can really excel in this subject actually.. but they are tricks and things i often forget... but at least i still can follow up... that's good enough....

Ethics being the most boring subject... but i hardly missed any of her lectures... basically because her english is GOOD... at least alot better than other lecturers... being so young and chinese.. she dont have that chinese accents like the other lecturer have SERIOUS problem in... for example... always she'll read as alway... use she will read as u... when there's no S she'll CREATE S for the word... when there should be S sound.. she SKIP them... -.- but ethics lecturer doesnt have that problem.. tho sometimes still grammatical mistakes... we are still from chinese schools.. it's obvious we can make those mistakes easily... but she's good enough really.. and moral was like... *laughs* a funny thing to me... ethics is what is right to be done... but not on every aspects.. so it's kinda confusing... to me... follow your instincts and also your humanity.. and do whatever you think it's right being one who doesnt hurt any other people or at least give them the least hurt...

ProLog has a funny lecturer... he is GOOD... i can never deny that... a java fella... always wears that SUN Micro shirt during every wednesday the first few weeks... Black... lol... and he always repeats things because he's afraid we will have doubts... for example... "dont sit at the back come to the front." or "behind can hear me? cannot hear me let me know ah~" or "but dont worry la we will do this in detail in chapter 4 and 5... dont worry" and he say these in a tone of like a grandfather advising his grandchildren... ah so funny... we just had our lab test done this week but there is a group having them on tuesday but wednesday is the lecture... so when he came.. he upload the results and tell all of us... result is bad ah~... from now on must be serious already ah~ cannot joke joke ady ah~ but he shake his had like a wise old man and smile giving us the look like he's joking... so he'll eventually make everyone laugh.. thinking it's STILL a joke... labtest was crazy.. we 4 of us datacomm fellas left is me and 3 girls.. woke up early in the morning... Wteng drove us to McD and all study there... having our first taste on McMuffin... wasnt bad... but.. it gave 3 out of 4 of us a stomach ache... i wonder...

still... i will call that 0 studies... and 100% entertainment... McD and Mori to me... the venue itself is an entertainment... besides.. i also bought few things i wanted so long... a huge mousepad.. sifu bought if for me from JB... it's big... and my logitech MX518... finally :D look at the picture.. MX518 is big itself as it's a gaming mouse... so you can imagine how big is the mousepad... (for those that never seen b4 tho.. not those gang that i know they all have better pads than i do lol)

besides, for an early present... my gf bought me a stereo mini headset for my nano... white... comfortable... fashionable... and me myself bought a SwitchEasy CapsuleThins white casing for my ipod.. that it looks so white now... isnt it? there's a video stand coming with it... so you'll see how my ipod is standing...

we also have a white valentines... since the first day of CNY is valentines and we didnt have chance to spend together.. so our present is still ok... not expensive.. and beautiful.. reach only today as of 5/march/2010... couple necklace... :D

i forgot about my happiness about CNY tho... the most happy about CNY is not about ang pau this year.. is about going to my gf's house and have their parents recognized me... ha... they gave positive feedbacks... i'm saying this based on their looks and actions on me... so i'm really happy... thank god... it has been the most fearful thing before that... now... both side parents know about their children's partner... things should get alot easier now... just wait for my invitation... LOL!

so the 100% entertainment basically finishes up my ang pau money... so i guess i need to save up now... this post aint long... but there's too much words that i think i should stop... before that let's make some announcements...

for PTPTN borrowers, if you wanna have the money PTPTN gave straight away deducted from your bank account without you having to login to cimb clicks to do all the silly transactions.. now you can stop-by at students One-Stop-Center.. behind mainhall facing the field... fill up a form.. and that's it.. you have no worries about money from PTPTN and fees now... MMU will straight away take it from your bank accounts... this form filling is somehow like a approval by you... simple as that...

draft timetable for final exams is out... but we have really weird dates.... still better than Security Techs having 2 exams in a day...

MUET exams... we'd better get prepared as we dont know if it's postponed or what... the bulletin once said.. but i'm unsure...

Gathering... saying it since 3 or 2 weeks ago... yet i did NOTHING till now.. guess my friends need to change an organizer... i dont know if i'm busy with midterms and tests... or i just simply gave up on people signing away from the gathering... some real important people... and till now i get zero help from no one... and no one has yet to take the first step... besides... i started seeing how friends are USED and also how selfish people are... i'm starting to take steps and ignore people who wants to be a hypocrite so much... i wouldnt go on a hard way... but i'll definitely always be careful about them and also ready to give them back what they should deserve once problems emerged... i'm holding back my anger... and i believe no one wants me angry...

ah fuck that... i'm happy now.. what movie should i watch tmr... Percy Jackson the lightning thief or the Wolfman? let's see what can i do about gathering and windows 7 after the break.. other than that.. i will enjoy my holidays with animes that i get it after that much effort i put in saving fongE's hard disk drive... haha :D

lastly, melaka said we should have a water shortage the day before yesterday but somehow ixora survived or there's isnt any water cut...

Chile happened 8.8 level earthquake and tsunami alerts all around the pacific ocean... hawaiian are the most dangerous... but luckily there's no tsunami and the earthquake killed fewer people than haiti i think... due to the advancement of technology... however... let us pay our last respect, giving our condolences.. and bid rest in peace to the victims..

what's happening to the globe... global warming... i have experience the hottest CNY this year... and now it's still DAM fucking hot... i wonder.... when will this end... even yesterday i bath at 12am.. the water is still like 3pm.. HOT ONE... WTF? hope this end soon.... but before my bday.. i know it's impossible... equinox! finally it rained while i was typing this post.... but right after that BIG SUN... woah... give us a break...

Thanks for reading.

This is HeartRoxas signing out.

Everything From Last Weekend Til' Today

2009-12-02T22:31:00.015+08:00

Last Week Friday was a public holiday. My gf and i went to Tesco to sapu stuff... in fact it actually is only me who is buying stuffs, she just teman oni... so guai... and inside Tesco have like hell lotsa people!! no doubt la... biasa la... public holiday ma... ok the main purpose of going Tesco is to buy Chicken Frankfurts from Ayamas... but of course i plan to buy butter, cheese, some tit bits and drinks too... i was "driving" around the hypermarket with the trolley and trolling around... almost hit into people twice... but i was good at driving THAT so luckily i did not... i went back happily but when i realise i was too late... I FORGOT TO BUY BUTTER!!! which to me is a very important thing because i cook using that as oil source.. yeah my house now can cook! induction heater... heating up things just too fast lol but i'll get use to it... When we are waiting for the only bus heading to MMU to go that time my gf spotted FongE and Yong Li... obviously they are gonna hop in the same bus too... i told my gf to quickly cover our faces... but of course not... when she saw us she shouted... HA!!!! walao..... scare me... paiseh.... why are they together?!!!! haha dont simply think... they are here because they are JPA scholars... when my gf asked her she didn't say anything but a Bank Islam card showed to us... NAH!!!! lol... emo lah aku~~~~~ anyway... i haven said that have i?

~~CONGRATULATIONS FONGE~~

The second day itself... we decided to go MP DP to shop... this time we plan to buy slippers... because my gf's had spoiled and mine ALMOST... so there we go.... i was hungry and stopped by Grab and Wack to buy Sandwich. Which i've been wanting to eat for so long but they keep finish selling them.... after that while waiting for bus... a car of IS(international students) drove out from the T junction and i think they hit the small truck beside when they try to overtake during junction... they skid and the tyres screeched the next thing i know... the car was skidding towards the place we both waited for bus... my instant reaction was to hold my gf waiting for the worst to happen and see if i can only allow least damage... luckily, the car managed to stabilize and went drifting pass us... me heart had a serious jerk... seriously i cant think of anything accept that am i going to die? that time.... fuck the IS.... they are still laughing when they drift by! is that funny?! luckily i did not throw away my sandwich to be able to have better reaction... else i'll run to where they stopped the car and make them sandwiches myself... they stopped by and the truck too.... but just the front light was damaged... god bless me i was lucky...

the bus came just minutes after that so i dont give that incident a shit and try to calm and happily went hanging out with my gf.... Main thing we're looking for? Red Modani, Summit, Summer... and i see alot bf teman gf come choose shoes... haha... first time see so many and in one shop summore... Fabiano Rico was it? lol... dunno la... she spotted one but yet to be decided... scare later saw better one then regret.... girls lol.... so we decide to go eat first... of course... with the sandwich still digesting.... i couldn't be eating much... so we went to wong kok a hong kong based restaurant... 3 dim 3.... means 3.15pm with 30% discount... but we forgot that it's public holiday... so no discount! T.T we waited for our seats as there were too many of em and it's full house...but the waitress was efficient... she booked table 15 for me because the family almost finished theirs there...

Drinks we ordered.

My gf : Hong Kong style Teh Tarik!

Me : Guava flavoured with squished sour lime

A closer look at mine

and both of ours

The food i took like... 10 minutes or was it 15? to decide... because since it has no discount i think i must choose something cheap.... no money T.T

and what was that already? er... pineapple juiced chicken with rice... something like that la

My gf's dish Cheese Baked Italian Noodles

The place we went to. Wong Kok at DP.

So after that we went walking around looking for shoes again... and after Fabiano Rico, we saw this...

There's a door behind it where you can enter and the "snow flakes" inside will fly around and you can take pictures... but not now... i forgot when does it gonna start... my gf do lol... she really wanna go inside i suppose...

On the right hand side we have this... it was made of recycled empty bottles.... it formed christmas three... look how nice it is... and environmental friendly too! good job

Same thing on the left hand side... but less green bottles... i wonder why hmm...

we went shopping inside carefore after that and i tried to compare the prices with tesco and reminding myself to get butter this time... but after few more thoughts i gave up... the price of the butter was almost the same but the large ones only left 3 and even the packing is broken... so i gave up and since i decided that instant that im gonna stay a little more late this time... i dont think the butter will withstand the outdoor room temperature... we then bought the shoe spotted earlier... this time with no doubts because she cant find any nicer ones... then we went walking on the DP field... took some pictures... and sat down taking some rest...

These are the best... the rest.. i'm not sure if i'm gonna post it up or at facebook or not at all... because the pose are all the same... either is i kissing her cheek or she's doing the other way round... but this is i think the best two... :P

sweet eh? first one's on the field and second one when we're taking a rest... and we noticed a ticketing counter... showing hot air balloon.. coming soon... wow... adults 26 or 28 i forgot... children 15.... that's some money... i wonder how will it become... people wanna go higher than Eye on Malaysia and Taming Sari huh? BALLOONS... great.. hope there will be maintenance and no accidents throughout the functionality of the sale...

After that we decided to go to the A' Famosa since i had been there since i was really small... so i dont think i remember and understand anything that time.... same goes to my gf so we went there together... climbing the stairs up hill... that reminds me last time when i went together with khesvin, sifu, aaron and shah the same spot the night we thought we will not see shahril for long... it was suppose to be a farewell gathering with shah... haha suppose to be... sry shah i didn't mean anything bad... it's good to have you back.. really... and last time we were scare to went up hill into that darkness... it was scary really... but this time i went up with my gf... there's lighting shooting and turning around... i took pictures when one of the monuments are shone... there's a big tree where some girl is selling the leaves and tourist and even locals wrote their wishes and pin them onto lines surrounding the bark of the tree... it's like a wishing tree they so believed... My gf and i came across many cats and kittens climbing the hills... the kittens were cute but their mother was firece when we try to approach the kittens... so protective sial.... and besides that... we too came across with a family of japanese.... the children were damn small.. about 5-7 age... one boy one girl... and my girl friend and i heard both of them shouting MiTe~~~(which after that my gf got the translate from Daby which is - LOOK!!) when they saw the kittens... their voice OMG... so darn darn darn cute.. no kidding... even the boy... sounded like almost exactly the same as his younger sister... wow... this was my first time coming across so near with japanese tourists... Enjoy the pictures....

Behold, the "Brylcream still standing" A' Famosa gate.

This was the building me and shah's suppose to be farewell gathering's gang was afraid to go up late at night...

inside the building... The Monument that a lighting just pass through and i quickly snap it... our of curiosity actually... not doing it on what purpose...

Back of the building...

Just further back of the building...

We came downhill and took again... but what's with that fella walking? zzz spoiler....

It's dinner time! and we head towards Sushi King at MP... this time we only take dishes on belt.. without anything from kitchen except if you wanna consider, the refillable hot green tea... It's our first time actually... and it was kind of a good experience? first time we took a purple coloured dish too.. which if anyone dont know... is the more expensive dish of sushi choice on the belt... RM6 per dish... after finished... i use the soy sauce and drew this without my girl friend's notice... and later on asked her to look at it... she asked me how did i do that... i drew another smaller one beside but it was hard... so.. it came out distorted... but still i took the picture...

It's a love shape just so you know

We finished and when we are coming down using an escalator... my gf's sharp eye spotted a bag she was saying cute! and that's how she "accidentally" bought a new bag... then she told me... "yesterday at Tesco's was your stuff, today...ALL MINE... haha" I dont care actually... she's happy then i'm good.. simple.. since it's not my money :P am i just bad or just she's good... hmmm

P/S: The pictures (not just this), might be a lil blur... sry because i'm only using my 2.0 MP phone camera set to VGA quality... -.-

Let me brief about things that had gone through after that weekend.. Monday's TCP quiz was tiring.... i dont think i can even score half... because i cant even answer and write a complete CLASS code... sigh... how do i pass this sem... i wonder... and after the struggle... it's TDS midterm... anotehr headache subject for me... altho people will not listen to me lol... but heck care... let's just look at the result....

Yesterday on TCP tutorial.. my group in the tutorial group... which is Group 1 collected 490 points from questions and answer section... Tommy did most of it... infact can i say all of it? except that ah yuen answered a dynamic allocating array code and scored us 80 points... others did well too but i think most of it is tommy's work... really.. thankful to tommy... and midterm's group average too our group got the highest... tommy 12.5, FongE, Wteng, daby = 9.5, me 9, yuen 8.5, my gf 7.5 all pass... and get highest average has another 200 points extra... lol... actually we ady win with 490 points... LLL awhile wan praise tommy... even we didn't get the highest... the second highest has 260 points... they got 200 oni 460... and we takan get lowest.. we also will get 150 if we are not highest right? so still highest... lol... but now... we get highest wo... how? 490 + 200.... 690... no one... can chase this... sry... LLL!!! proud of tommy, yuen and my group... FongE leader.. tell everyone first... hahahaaha..... good job la... but now assignment... tommy like tank all... feel sorry for him... cause i dunno anything... still stuck at If Else... and string... can say i still stucked at first sem first assignment... lol... once touch function i gg... how how how.... really scare....

Today at lecture section... finally... Who Wants to be a Millionaire? by Mr Teh questions about CP2... he use excel to toss coin... random a number and to decide who goes first... they Group 1.... tommy and mostly the people that i know is in that group.. got the highest random and decided to let gourp 2 start first... so i saw mr Teh choose question group B for group 2... i wonder will it be harder or easier... so the started... tommy was kacau-ing them saying why dowan use lifeline... not C meh? confirm ma? lol... i also kacau kacau... but i'm just an audience.. i dont have the rights until they use the lifeline... the group of mostly bio students... got to 8000 question but they are stucked... used a lifeline to ask our special guest Miss Chong... she gave the right answer... but they dowanna trust and still hesitate... at last... TIMES UP.. and they bring home 1k only which is the safety checkpoint... so i was happy... as long as tommy's group get 2k.. they can walk home with winner's prize... they did... they reached 2k.. but teacher said... we should have some sportmanship... say only la... wanna let others have the chance to see the questions and treat it as revision oni... so there they go... all correct and the questions were easier... and they reached the second safety point which is 32k... which even if they got some question wrong... they still won... they are already standing up and "give me 5 baby!" lol but of course la they continue... and they used up life line no1 asking miss chong... and they fight through and reached 1Mill question... they use up the lifeline asking miss chong the second time... because i think they dont wanna waste miss chong's effort coming to the hall... i know they already know the answer but they insisted asking... D! said miss chong... and with her smile... so confusing that you wont know if it's true or not... but then Mr Teh said... let's ask the audience too since this is the last Question.... lol... at that instant... i shouted.... "Confirm D ah!" because i know the answer first... and i heard then shouting first... and also miss chong double or triple confirm the answer... Khsmis was laughing so loudly at my shout and Shau Hwa too... lol... at last... D..... congratulations... 1Million! haha really... PRO... they are Pro... they get their price i dont know how much each person because you have to pay RM1 for the game... lose no money... but got consolation price... ok what... Mr teh so good... but talk about sportmanship.... those bio fellas see our group 1 reached 2k know lose ady then go away... i dunno go where... walao... n00b la... no sportmanship... go back cry... wakakakakakaka... oh yea did i mention that the speaker did not synchronize well with the lecture hall's computer and so we have to borrow someone else's and that person has a "cute" anime girl with one small sharp SEXY teeth sticking out... posing in front as wallpaper... omg sial he might had fap for that picture b4 who knows lol!

Congratulations to all haha and good luck to those that're going to work at MITC for PC FAIR... i'm looking forward to seeing you guys there.. IF I'm able to... :P

That's all for now... type till hand sour...

Regards and thanks for reading...

This is HeartRoxas Signing Out

Google Wave

2009-11-18T18:46:00.004+08:00

I was planning to start my twitter to go on public... then i wrote the blog post before this.. when finished... i came back to twitter... and the "Trending Topics" currently showing Google Wave at the very top... Google wave... my weekend mind has almost finished filling with this application... as a Google fan.. i watch through the whole vid of 1hour and 20 mins using youtube... then keep wanting to have a invitation from google...

I realise next it was no good... no one has got an invitation for at least one week.. (that... is also google search)... therefore... i tried my luck on twitter...

To my surprise... many are giving out free invitations on google wave on twitter... all i need is just request it from them! and here i am... now using google Wave there should be have a special app called bloggy to blog on wave! But it's not available now yet. Thanks to dominic... i dont know who is he... but i just requested with my email written as his twit... then the next thing happened in my mailbox... i've got invited! i remembered i requested from more than one person... but only he gave me... so really... i'm happy....

what i did next was to get my friends in... i do the same thing that get me inside wave.. but then this time i forward the mails to those who are interested and requested from me... First come first serve... that's fair right?

i had 5 delivered the next morning and then i send out to the first 5 that requested from me... sorry for those who requested late after that... i couldnt promise a must have but once i got the mails i will surely send them to you guys... just be patient ok?

when Wave is publicly coming out... i will want all my friends to try this cool thing by google!

Now the only thing left is find out how can i integrate this app with facebook... tho i prefer this than facebook... but they're of different usage...

Next week will be really busy... i guess... but with google wave... all fun is there....

here's a screenshot by me... on wave! was discussing about the MS assignment... with my gf... hehe muacks muacks

Best regards,

This is HeartRoxas Signing Out

The WEEEEKend

2009-11-15T19:03:00.006+08:00

Despite the title... it actually happens at Thursday... Where me and my girl friend went to class with unusual costumes... i was excited... WE ARE GOING TO WATCH 2012!

Seriously this movie was IMBA awesome.. It's like independence day the olden times.. of course the graphics had improved.. and it's so much geography... i bet my father's gonna love it... disaster movies... they should be healthy... haha...

I shed tears when i was touched... when a young scientist... who eventually found out the happening of the doomsday... called his father who was in a cruise... singing "it's not the end of the world... it's just the end of the song.."

Look at the poster... imaging that happening to us... oh i remember that scene so well... presidents of USA and Italy turns up to face the faith and not leaving their citizens behind... the president said.. a young scientist... is better than 20 old politicians... fuyoh... imba... he even thinks of the future for the people... the fate that they may need and gain... May be that's why too carl johnson asked me... is it really that nice? my friend has a pm saying it's too much politics than disaster... but well... in that time... humans need their leaders to stand up and speak for themselves... not selfish leaders that board the ship without caring who's left behind... my other friend said the graphics wasnt the best... of course... he's a designer... studying designs... so no doubt he'd say that... so different people different view... i just love the movie...

There's a lot of things this movie is trying to show us... at the end of the world... the doomsday's arrival... the strongest country isnt everything... you can have the technology... you can have the leadership but you will never have the bond among citizens... you do not have the man power... the president of USA in the movie is a black... just like what's happening to the USA of what we so called democratic... the 4 ships are built at China... because they got man power that other countries does not have... at the end... mount everest wasnt the highest after the quakes... it's africa and that's the safest place where the 3 remaining ships are heading to... the country full of aids and blacks... that's where people need help when it's doomsday? good story...

This movie is so much chaos.. so time chasing... so "gan jiong"... but funny... and sad... and action PAAACCKKKEEEEDDDD... recommended really...

out of the movie... i met Tommy and his gf... we were pointing at each other (couple)... because we were shocked... not too really... because i already know he's gotta go there... but it's so big... DP.. still we met... faith hmm.. =x

My gf then bought Time Traveler's wive.. at MPH... and i was thinking whether to spend my money on my favourite vampire series... tho i dont want to... but because of the monetary shortage... i pulled back...

Friday -

My gf's going back for the weekend... I'm not... so after finish sending her on the bus... i went back preparing for the "busy" weekend... my meals will not be regular... but i promised i will eat... and all the time i've been sitting on my hot seat... playing games... surfing net.. catching new stuff..

Games i've played... Torchlight...

This is a A-RPG game developed by Runic Games... i dont usual play RPG.. but this has drag my attention to give it a try... because it's only 500Mb and for a cartoonish graphics... this could be fun... sometimes... being out of the high end graphics could be nice... there's three characters to be chosen namely : Destroyer(warrior), Vanquisher(archer/assassin), Alchemist(Magician).. and i finished the main story with a Vanquisher.. and starting off exploring the world with the other two... there's no FINISH in an RPG game...only retirement.. recommended... our whole gang is playing now... it's not boring and low end... so normal lap tops can support....

Call of Duty 6 - Modern Warfare 2

A famous game by Activision... developed by Infinity Ward.. i played COD4 MW... skipped COD5... then proceed to COD6MW2... just finished playing today as of 6.45pm... was surprising... action packed... ALOT TO KILL... and really special... this is some games like special op's game... not real war games.... because that would be crazy and slow and tiring and boring... This game is really nice.. and i've been thinking of trying its multiplayer already.. tho i will surely suck in it..

The other game... i uninstalled it after 3 missions.. which is... like what i said.. a boring war game...

Operation Flashpoint - Dragon Rising...

Despite the storyline... i dont give a fuck... but having to run ALOT... commanding your squad to death... shooting chinapeks at like at least 100-300 Meters... woah... no way... this is too boring...and like what khesvin said... it's "laggy".. well not that my computer cannot support... just the game itself is shaky... and it sucks where people actually have to aim THAT far... so yea... 4/10 for the graphics... that's all i give for this game... looks cool huh those pics? no.. the games's not my type... so... good bye..

No... i've not been only gaming... i've been surfing the net too... and i found out google wave through one of my friend's PM... and as a google huge fan... that's what i call myself this two days.. i went searching for what's new and hoping it will soon take over the addictive Facebook....

what i found was even better.. they have a 1 hour 20 mins of video on the Wave website by youtube... about Google IO... on the show they briefed about Wave... and trust me... it is so IMBA... words that are being typed are shown almost Instantly... not showing "xxx is typing" instead... Lars - the Engineering Manager of Wave said people spend half the time waiting for the "xxx is typing" so they invented - what you see is what he's typing - on wave... wave isn't just chatting... it's more towards discussions... sharing... conferencing... it can embed videos... load pictures... private messaging... all happened at almost instantly... even if few people are typing the same time... the wave will also show instantly the few people's message all going at the same time... wave can also be used to updates BLOG... and twitter.. and extensions can be added which made it so flexible... on top of all that... it's open sourced.... the bad news? it's not yet publicly released... so only those who are invited can use it now... i'll wait... since i've sent my invitation request... so i will wait... and when it's release i will invite EVERYONE...

Speaking of twitter... i finally went public with my new account... http://twitter.com/heartroxas

i'm so gonna talk about my weekend there too!

i have designs to do.. and another busy week is approaching... i would like to apologise again to my assignment groupmates for the mistake i've made... that caused us only having 2.5 marks... but good job on the third and fourth which we got 10 for both... it's time to get fired up again.... This is all i've gotta update... It's a happy weekend for me overall...

This is HeartRoxas Signing Out.

Walao eh~

2009-10-30T12:29:00.003+08:00

Boring Holidays still... are better than boring studies... i admit i did not do well last sem... was fooling around.. trying and error upon how Beta life should feel like... after all it's not that bad... it's a lil not that busy... but also alot more busier... classes are quite loose but assignments are like mountains... one after another... but luck was on my side.. i passed all my exams with a low GPA and now moving on to the short semester... congrats to those with higher GPA tho... future is definitely brighter than mine... ha~

some good news tho... sifu, khesvin and shah is joinging us back in class.. malaysian studies and discrete structures... of course... the other one is computer programming 2... which we have out beloved chong siew chin again and teh pin shen... haha... FongE happy lo? definitely =x

Short sem was suppose to be busy... just 7 weeks and that's it... final...even my roommate started studying... sigh... management students... cant even bear the chance of getting owned by other course mates... and tommy and i were talking about CP 2 and TDS... these are long sem subjects... even malaysian studies... management took them last semester... now... we are taking all three of them in one short sem... fuck?! nvm just go on with it... luckily our miss chong say she'd shorten the notes for ease of study... that's good...

First week itself... it was crazy... lectures start right away with just brief but informative introduction in front... let us talk about discrete structures first.... we learn about? logic! abit of TCE and maths... but today.. by another lecturer... she said alot more subjects combine... which i think was crazy... ah yuen said... pass this subject then pass alot subject lo?

First week itself quiz and assignment... what's the quiz for TDS? Sudoku! wtf man... even that's about logic thinking and the piece of sudoku is easy... it is still hard for some of the people ok? of all...i believe there are some who're playing sudoku the first time... and you make that a quiz... how unfair....

besides... TCP got lecture assignments... a group of 10! wtf large group and has never happen b4 in IT... but that's good also... means more people.. lesss work... same mark! haha... first assignment was easy.. and thanks to all they chose me as their leader... without even thinking the consequences and the risk of failing the subject because of my uselessness... but they'd help real well and we done our assignment 1 within few hours... and today... the second one came up... what the fuck... nvm... we got tommy wong! =x

today's class was crazy... 8 to 12 noon... and for one that has stomachache the last night itself... and did not sleep well... i was exhausted... tho i'm still that hyper in class.. which i had never been doing that for long... so classes were not as boring.. but still the subjects were...

TDS are just so unpredictable and non-understandable... adding-on with some bitchy lecturer that call herself miss Ong... see her also not ong already... like a rabbit... bitchy rabbit... sigh... i hate bitchy FEMALEs.... the class was so pack already... still she says... hmmm... today's attendance wasnt that good.. wtf? we already sitting like touching each other already... imagine... short row... at the left hand side... facing board... my gf, me, yuen, fongE, wei Teng... walao still say attendance is low... know what? o0o... until she wrote some symbol... i remain silent... silent as in... not LOUD... i do talk but nonsense... until zhe wrote a Z with another line alongside... and ask what's this symbol? the crowd whispers blindly and she gave up and answered... Integer... she then add another positive at the top right corner of the "z" then ask what's this? crowd answers... positive integers... then what's positive integers? she asked... an IS... afro noob... answers... Zero, Un, Duex, Trois... i mean... zero, one, two, three... teacher was like 0,1,2,3?! then i shout out... NO ZERO LA... WALAO EH.... i was expecting my voice to only reach her... but the next moment... the crowd burst out laughters and even the right hand side at the other end was turning their head facing me.. trying their best to search where did the sound came from... fuck... she then said.. this is just something we malaysians add after each sentence.. not rude words... dont worry... and then face me saying.. you dont have to be so angry.. zzz... i just gave a sinister smile... and dont give her a fuck....

So my fellow group mates... assignment 2 is coming and this time i really need everyone to contribute.. so.. have a relaxing weekend... and we come back firing up out TCP engine... ok?

altho short sem are going to be busy as hell... still i have not feel the intense yet... i'm still playing games... starting prototype all over again with a new trainer... finish my assassin creed yesterday... serious sam LAN with housemates... and alot more... wel... it's first week and no tutorials... enjoy it while you can!

Best Regards,

This is HeartRoxas, Signing out.

Random Pictars

2009-08-26T14:31:00.006+08:00

What are we exactly doing during TCP? dont ask...

Crazy Taxi? my housemates were crazy about it... and i just score higher than any other of em.... Hack is the key... but i dont play facebook games... so well... i did this without logging in... just for the screenshot...

This is the output when all inputs are HIGH (1) output = 15.... IMBA!!!!! we saw this and almost jumped.... thanks to ororo, and myself.... =x...

my bii too... for the love...

and also shauhwa... for giving up... making me having more FEEL to finish it...

This is the closer look of the pictuer down there...

A1, B0, C0, D0, output? 08... the upperpart with those and gaets and those or gates are mine... the lower part is ororo's... we combined our work... and we got it with no errors.... GOOD JOB MATE!!!! one hour and half finish this circuit... i'm slow... but perfect...

Look at tommy... -.- EMOOOO COLDDDDD hahaha

I am recently busy with designs... and.... NO... NOT THIS POSTER LA.... just the logo down there... saw? organized by eGames... my design! haha... happy to help them... really... and because of that too i joined the club... since i had NONE this year.... lmao

ok this pic... i bet my girl friend's gonna laugh at it... lol...

we went out to mp dp that day.. the bus stopped half way on a traffic light and she shook my hand... then quickly say forget about it.... lol i asked why... then she say i thought the two photo guys are real.... lol... how cute... then she see see why are they not moving.... -.-

i ady saw it first just that i ignore it... but i dont know she thought it was real... lol... iklan iklan zaman ni.... mmg menakjubkan.... lol can see the two guys? it's directly under the Perodua logo...

My father bought this new lappy... for home use and mobility.... i find it not bad... altho i hate acer that much... this has improved all the previous bad feedbacks... the screen issue... the webcam issue... and look at the power button... it glowed so nice!!

ok have any of you tried grab and wack... i look down on it myelf... but heck i was wrong... i ady had my lunch or dinner there few times... their meal was superb.... really... those who haven try it out should go try it out... at least once...

THe aboev picture is the lava chicken... a lil spicy... but very appetizing...

This is spegatthi i dunno how to spell it... but same... tasty.. ok sorry about the rotation... try rotating you head leftside... :)

That's it for now...
This is HeartRoxas signing out.

ALLLLL INNNNN one Part 2

2009-08-03T22:31:00.006+08:00

Part 2 Start~

haha.. design is cool... now i joined my first club in MMU... i wonder why there's no GFX club in MMU but oh well... i joined e-games.. and i hope i can at least do something... at least form a gfx team inside... i dunno... i hate to think that there is so few gfx designer in campus... anyway cut the crap.. down to the story....

There is stories of mine... there are stories around me too...

My housemates has been good.. infact.. too good... especially my roommate... now even a lunch or dinner also needa setup a nice hair... spray imba lot deodorant... made my nose a bit sensitive now... this means what to a boy? haha... wanna tackle someone... hmmm...

the name's daisy... anyway i wish goodluck....

well love's not the only thing happening around him... photograph is... he won RM50 token of participation... submitting a photo with a rightful theme... and sin chew jit poh gave him RM50... not bad bah... congratulations!

besides ah.. our internet line is slow recently... and my housemates test it out and found out when they unplug my cable... the line goes faster.. @@ and they claim to be virus... well that's because they have experience on that before... but it's mid term break now... i cant do anything before that... because i really need my computer for my assignment and stuff like that... well if they really insist.. i'll reformat and try out W7 RC... but what's funny is.. i download one day.. and i put a notice outside... "Downloading!!! Feel free to unplug my cable if you find the the line is slow. Thanks. UK~" because i have class early in the morning i but i wanna download so i dont hope my housemates having slow line... and i usually lock my computer so they cant really pause anything... besides unplug...

what i got next morning is someone has left a msg on my msn when i was away to class.. asking me to see him.. it's kai... so i went... he say come let's talk individually... close my door and sat down...

are you unhappy or anything you can blurt it out...

i was like ?? wtf? no i'm not....

cause that day unplugging aint nice.... i already talk to ah shun..

@@?!!! no.. i wasnt angry...

then it's good because the message you leave outside... you said feel free.... people would think like you are saying we love to unplug you anytime... sounds a bit not happy..

???!! no!!, feel free means you guys can unplug i have no hard feelings!

so yea that's how about it... english man english... so later on i have to go to ah shun's and tell him dey i'm not angry ah and sorry about that... we'll find a solution to slow connection soon ok? the easy-going shun of course la say ok.. haha so that's just a lil conflict... and a lil misunderstanding between me and my housemates...

coming back hometown aint best this time... because august 1st, price is rising... so we expect july 31st the tickets will all got swiped clean... but we have class till 1pm on friday... so i was gan jiong i cant go back... and this time gf's father is fetching her back... and dont ask me why dont i follow... and she tried to ask for his father's help... if he can send me and malliga together back to s'ban... but seriously i've sat once and it really isnt good disturbing people's family... especially not the one i will go about marrying her daughter? :P

however this time going back seremban isnt just me and gf... it's about tommy and also malliga.. you may have asked why... but they are not going back for actually a good reason...

Tommy.. he has to go back because his grandfather was warded that time at columbia hospital S'ban.... stroke he has to rush back because the symptoms aint pleasing at all and it's quite fatal... so we have tommy skipped LES and went to central first.. he caught on 2.30pm bus... and telling us there is enough places as there arent many people queueing at the seremban lane.. but still we'd better hurry... but he will go before us... and i bet luckily he did... and sadly after that i saw his facebook... his grandfather pased away...

Rest in peace... and i want all readers reading this line to mourn 1 minute NOW paying final respect to our friend's grandfather...

Malliga... her boy friend is in a bad shape... vomitting and diarrhoe.. cyclic feverish... so she has to come seremban... then to the KTM station... then to nilai where her bf is at... fouzan gave her some medicine... we chinese use to eat when we're small i pressume... *pou zai yun* that eagle or a man's head brand.. good for diarrhoe.. shahril promised to fetch us to central. with a lil pay back of only a drink... hey i can afford that.. with his car we save alot time... altho the drink is a lil more expensive than bus tuah... but it's worth it.. just a drink and an ice cream.. no problem... and thanks shahril we got a 3.30pm bus.... 2 seats.. 9B and 10B me and malliga... oh my... i was cursing and telling her i dont wanna sit with her... and that's the number we got... should be SEPERATED.. but still "choose the evil that you know than the evil that you dont know" english proverb.. so yea i sat with her... asking the 10B fella can you exchange? and that fella was like no problem... but gave us a filthy weird look... what.. we're not couples la.. lmao... what's funnier... the bus went to alor gajah and there is a big family of indians... where their children sat just the seat beside me and malliga's when they see us talking they were like... *open big big mouth and got nothing to say* lmao... kids nowadays... and then i remember about the salt i use to take.. it's glucose like and the salt is a total breakdown.. so diarrhoe ppl can take in without the need to vomit... and that's suppose to prevent dehydration but it somehjow heals me last time so let's try shouldn't we? so we drop by watson terminal 1... went shopping with malliga was.... ahem... torturing... i have to carry her bag.. which was. IMBA HEAVY... but i cant let a girl carry that.. so until she's alone i'll help... watson dont have.. guardian got oni 3 left. orange flavour.. so she bought.. and i promised to fetch her to KTM.. i mean she can walk... but hey with a bag that heavy... no... a gentleman like me wont allow it... sorry to her donkey but i have to disobey.. besides.. it's not troublesome fetching your gf... help ppl.. help till the end.... agree?

so i have her fetched to KTM.. she kept apologize and thank me but haha... no problem really... just take good care of donkey... cause you can see how worried she is when she's on the bus... with watery eyes.. ah. i bet all serious couple nowadays are like that when the other is sick.. hmmm

assignments! French... there is holiday homework... 100 words passage and translation... oh well. it's gotta be fun at least it wont waste my holiday... CP too... finalize our codes and get ready to get high marks... ah how confident... lol... above all.. PC FAIR!... that means the computer dealers here are having good price too... so there's promotion on acers.. and seriously my home pc aint usealbe anymore so father just swipe swipe... bought one for 2.3k... and this has free upgrade to seven when it's october... so here it is... my first vista-for-three-months laptop... good job daddy.. love it so much....

the specs are not bad... with 4gb 800 ddr2.. 320gb hdd... nVidia g105m, T6500 duo 2.1ghz...

my sister's ENVY but it's not mine so no need haha i'm still happy with my desky.... bought it at IT avenue.. Jusco Seremban 2...

finally... it all comes till TODAY..

i went out with my beloved... she says she wanted to sing K on monday itself green box should be cheap... so there we go..... Jusco green box.. my first time after so damn many years... oh so there's a new shop opened beside tgv? howcome i do not know that? cause it's either MBO or melacca GSC i've went no jusco anymore lol sorry...i very sua gu one... lmao.. when i first start my car... *chit chit boop boop boop* oops? the same ol' problem when my mum wants to drive it out yesterday... the timing is low and it can just borke down anytime.. and i have to fire up the engine all the time along the path i've been going to.. i've been extremely careful but still nearly got killed... yeah... i avoided accident... or shall i say the other avoided me... sigh i'm sorry to whoever is driving that land rover.. but what i'm happy is when i start the car... the rhythm... *drum drum guitar guitar* doom doom deau deau, deau! deau... New divide sial... happy.. went greenbox... first song.. New divide also.. i sang quite alot as a start... like not giving my gf face oni... keep sing... realise that today i can sing so i go on.. sing sing sing till one song.. ahem... what's that sound.. i cant go high unless fake my voice.. omg... there it goes spoiled... look at the clock... 1 hour... i've but spoiled my voice but nvm i'm happy... with the food and drinks free... but i notice something the employees there.. all same short short.. same short hair... girls la... boys in the kitchen and counter dont ask me why do i notice girls oni.... cause that's them that serves us... lol... not bad my gf.. biasa la.. sing K queen her friends call her... bring her along where can dowan sing K? that's what they used to say.. lol.. but i degil.. wanna sing new divide again.. this time even gf sing. imba..the song's really nice la what to do.. greenbox has also Story of the Year... but no Terrified.. awww i would have spam that song if they have it... but they have until the day i die... so not bad also la... except the shouting part which i dont think i can EVER make it... hah.. finish Karaoke.. so then after.. i forgot to lock my car... rush down after 3 hours K K K... then go down lock.. lmao.. come in again... walk around popular... loook at C++ books.. fictions... Harry Potter 7in1...french dictionaries... thesaurus... oh i so want them all... but i cant afford.. but i think i can.. with a LITTLE *ok big it's big* help from my mum... haha... then we went mph for more prices and scopes and choices.... besides it's fun hanging around with my gf... she's.... ah... today she's just so pretty.. hmmm trust me.. =x it's good praising own gf dont say i padan muka... she looks awesome ok... the height... the fashion... the looks... hmmm... mine mine mine.... muacks muacks muacks...

she then bought a face mask.. and we also went to Amway to buy her facial cleanser... well... if you were to bear alot children. make sure you pray most of them are boys... i mean i didn't pay for her... but that's not her money either.. but nvm.. they have to do that.. girls... haha..

but what i hate most... when i went near amway and look for parking.. my car. it almost nearly broke down.. i try to throttle it up... and try to fire it up about 5-6-7 times.. and pressing the oil paddle just to let it fire... and luckily after less than 10 tries.. i managed.. and after finish buying i have to go home... i cant drive along town with that condition... so i'm sorry i cant hang out longer with you dear.. i wished to you know... but circumstances just aint allowing... next time k?

when i managed to fetch her back she was so worried and kept asking me to stay focus and drive safely home.. when i reach home... what i told my dad and mum was...

this car... si beh challenging ah....

they were like why? i say it gone boop boop boop again.. timing very low.. once stop means die fire.. *means broke down* then my father say.. wah you still able to drive back.. consider not bad ady... if it's sister.. she'll just stop by the road and make a call.. lol... of course.. i usually face my challenge myself... that's me since young... good job to myself.... haha...

holiday was all happy... except some badnews from friends... like tommy.... sorry to hear that... but cheer up kay? be tough...

with the new lappy... i'm alot more happier haha... and with my french listening got that high a mark... bah.. perfect... and my mum really wanna bbuy books for me for my course... bingo... save money.. lmao...

i know it's boring reading all these LONG posts... i'll promise pictures the next post... all related to this... or some not related... ok may be all not related but soon it'll be more images than words..

this is how i enjoy my holiday....

Au revoir

This is HeartRoxas Signing Out~

ALLLLL INNNNN one Part 1

2009-08-03T18:02:00.011+08:00

after so long since i last posted... now let's start... different colours different stories... beware..

I stopped posting when my wallet just gone missing... yea... my MMU friends usually ady know this... only those who are not.. ok i lost it approximately... 1week + 1day... yes that means i got it back... i'm sure that night.. i went to mori cafe... eaten... and back INSIDE ixora.. but not upstairs yet.. so i'm pretty sure i pass through access card security... so i'm pretty sure i lost it INSIDE...

i sat down with my girl friend.. my wallet just slipped... and it was gone... for one week... how much trouble is there when i knew i lost my wallet.. luckily i've got my friends.. and especially my gf... she helped me alot... at least the money part... i do not have to eat only Sedapp and Har Mee Goreng i store it in my cupboard... luckily i've bought them before my wallet was gone... and that at least let me survive my hunger for a weekend.... because that time my gf was back at seremban..

and seriously... when i lost my wallet it feels like i've lost my identity... i've got nothing.. no money... no identity... no nothing... because i put all my cards inside my wallet.. my body glove wallet my gf give it to me during last christmas... see? almost all things about my walllet is precious to my life.... and i can just lost it like this... how foolish!

I reported police... cancel my bank atm card.. but too afraid to tell my dad... else i'll get scolded for sure... but at last... he called me one night and with girl friend's persuation.. i told him... luckily he understands that i did not do that on purpose.. so there is no scolding... infact he direct me what to do.. asked me to wait for 2 weeks because that's how a police report can withstand.. only then shall i go do my i/c.. so no hurry... i go out everyday with my police report in my pocket.. seriously troublesome... and not comfortable feeling too light.. because usually with a wallet there is little weight in my pocket... ah... sick....

I emo-ed for at least 4 days... before i can open up and let go... seriously... may be people had already noticed.. tho i tried to cover it up... luckily i have my gf.. she's the one really give me support... physically, monetarily, and mentally... may be people think that it's just a wallet... but it really is sad thinking how much money i lost and not just lost but need to spend more to build everything back.... i already started to have my imba budget plan going on... then i lost my wallet... sigh... guess it's really a test... Rm50 a week.. i survived before i lost... so i will survive when i lost it... and that's when my father came all the way down to melacca... says he wanna help doing my i/c i was saying i thought you'd say wait for 2 weeks... he says yeah.. but it's already a week now and no news... i bet there's not much chance left.. let's just pray... but things still must be done... so i went... melacca department.. and i kept on telling myself i must smile better than my old I/C this time... tho i'm not happy inside i MUST...

so there goes... luckily oRoro helped me and told me to bring the offer letter to get half price for the fine i will give when i lost an i/c... so total charge Rm60... and i think i made it... i mean the smile...i think i managed....thanks to my parents.. i'll never have that no-money feeling... they gave me money to be spent on the rest of the card's re-registration... and they asked me to go do my Ixora access card... since they just drop me downstairs and they can see that the office is opened.. i just nod and thanked them.. and first time i obey and went doing it... may be because i'm frustrated seeing the guards looking at me with weird burning eyes as if saying "this fellow again.. why hasnt he do his card yet?" luckily i did not do EVERYTHING that day... because...

The next day.. i planned to go to the library with my girl friend... and without a student id i annot go in so may be i should go do one first.. since it's instant... so i pack my things and get ready for study... a phone call came... is this Mr. Lim You Kang? Did you know that you lost your wallet? please come security and XXX division to collect...

WHAT THE FUCK? i just done all and now you tell me you found it? after one week? why must it be so unfair! that's what i've been thinking when i march to the division... inside i saw a malay guy... and he introduced me the director of MMU.. i bid my respect and the question came..

Did you know that you're very lucky? says the indian director...

i say yes...

he says you lost your wallet and you found it back... that's the first case in MMU! no one has ever got theirs back once it's lost... DId you know that you're very lucky? Har?!

the Har makes me so uncomfortable that i wanna punch him saying give me la then! but he has my wallet in possession.. i cant do shit.... so i nod again... he asked me the details with me answering them all completely accurate... he's convinced and gave me back the wallet... and ask again...

no one has ever come into this room... no staff no students not even securities... only me and encik. *put malay name here* here... he says pointing at the malay guy... i look aruond and i realized it was a CCTV room... i nod again.. yes... i know i'm lucky... then he says... how much you reported police? did you cancel everything? i said yes i even done my new IC... then he say... lucky you you still have RM150 inside! i was utterly shocked... then i changed... my mind just got lighted up... the one who stole my wallet just took the surface money... not the RM150 i lipat lipat and sorok sorok in my wallet... may be he done it at night... but i was too happy to even care anything but to redeem my wallet at once..The director spoke again... you'd better go cancel or seerah your old IC... cause having two IC is a big offence! he repeat this for at least 4 times.. i really dont wanna tell.. the situation is just too boring..... so i signed my name... bid thank you and farewell.. back to my gf.. she was glad to see me happy... and so that's how about my wallet.... good to have it back really... oh yea.. the new IC.. all i can say is.. camera man and editing in melacca is 1000% better than Seremban... i look better in my new ic... haha...

now that i live a normal life again... and some extra fund from my mum and dad.. i decide to eat better... since i've been getting thinner and got "scolded" by my gf.... she's just worrying.. haha...

so i somehow trying to "reward" myself for having the wallet back... so i settle down... and started focusing on my studies.. tests coming! i've been too relax.. with perfect world, dragonica, and some offline games.. well... when it comes to study seriously... i have to thanks tommy and my gf... things get harder without PCD around... cause he usually teaches me... but i've got new study companions.... that's what my dad ask me to do.. my gf surely follows.. so i've got tommy the genius to help... we've got 3 subjects that has mid term test this time.... TMT, TCE, TDB, which means maths, digital systems, and database respectively... all was well except TDB where everyone's saying it's hard... seriously... you dont know what you're reading... totally lost.. but TCE and TMT... not bad... TMT i got 19/20... same goes to my darling... and our groupmate FongE got perfect... BIASA LAH... the other subjects do not have test you ask? oh they have more torturing ones.. LES has mock meeting.. which i only speak TWO FUCKING LINES.. i FAILED.. but good job to SH really... he can really speak and give good ideas... French has listening test... which i of course excel in it... but there are better people in the other groups.. 10/10.. two of em... i only got 9.5 and my gf got 8... but for my group i'm the highest ady... gf second highest... sian... lan si lo.. biasa.. sian sian.. =x.. oops.. piece of CAKE... sian... =x ok too lansi later bad result D:, then TCP? computer programming takan no test... got... but CP usually practical more important than theory... so.. lab test lo.. but not so fast la relax...

What's the side events beside tests?

FongE's Birthday!

happy birthday to you,

you were born in the zoo,

with the monkeys and donkeys,

happy birthday to you...

just joking.. it's long over.. and i have to say.. it was funny having the plans heard by me.. how her gang are going to give her presents and surprises... she must have thought... this gang only leave me eating "sang wo" then done la.. haha fongE... they dunno the present need to wait for one week oni can finish drawing the shoe... and i bet you're happy with the shoe... and hopefully the card... i ady tried my best asking people to write... my gangs' not bing now know... oni 3-4 kittens... hehe.. but still sincerely... happy BELATED birthday...

summore what... DESIGNS..

yes i cant get my hands off designs... especially now i've got my CS4... and i improved my talent using cliping masks and also soft brushes magic... it was superb... and CS4 can handle 3D now... it's just that i do not know how to use it... haha... i hope i start to build my career through designs... at least let it become my side dish... now i hope more clubs and society finds my designs interesting and further asking me to help... at least build the fame before starting to even think of collecting money for each design... hehe... $_$ <-- me.... and everyone else.. =x

i designed a "xue ji" shirt for my housemate Kai... since he's in arts division now.. i cant post the results... it was simple... really.. but nice... i have to admit.. because that wasnt my idea.. it was theirs.. i just draw it out in photoshop... and further edit them to make them look nicer that's all...

then i designed e-games club logo and shirt print.. tho nothing game-y i'm still satisfied with my result and immediately finalized it.. now i wanna join the club.. may be that will be my frist club and there's where i should start building up my fame.. tho i do not expect much from geeks, gamers, and dotards...

Part 1 END~

You Guess?

2009-07-19T20:26:00.003+08:00

I've got no pictures... my pictures are all inside my sony phone where my gf is still having it...

so... this post imma go simple...

RATE MY SIGS...

From top to bottom...

I'm playing Dragonica recently.. and my username is nebula so that's why i'm using that as my design name... otherwise it would have been HeartRoxas or Roxas Design all the time...

Edit:

Comment and critisize... thanks...

This is HeartRoxas Signing Out~

Two in a go

2009-07-09T12:34:00.004+08:00

Dey you kang!!! haven watch transformers 2 ah? dey i watch twice ady la...

this is what the Kelefe told me and my reply was this friday la... lax.... lol

well sorry for the late update... i try to always include pictars in my blog so that it wont be only words... but i dont have a camera except my phone... and if you've read my post before this, you might have know.. i borrowed it to my girl friend... and i dont really have the time to write blogs now since i'm playing a new online game with my housemates and girl friend... Dragonica...

anyone interested can try.. :D

so let's talk about Friday last week.. Beta First sem First time i skipped class... Last friday, i went to DP for movieS... yes.. with the ESSS there... skipped class for it... LES only ma... got wai yuen ok ady.. since whatever he did on the proposal shyt got approved... so i dont have to even attend the class for chapter 3 on how to write.. leader knows ok ady.. i wan my bumblebee.... lol

CEKAP... IMBA CEKAP...

is what i can say once finished and new divide playing... and i noticed during the play, new divide's bridge is used few times... twice if not mistaken... and the starting part of the song sometimes they play it slow tempo for sorrow or suspense... really well made... Micheal Bay... IMBA director... really you guys must listen to new divide because i've been singing along with the song when the movie plays... dont believe you can ask my girl friend...

highlights?

MEGATRON revived!

The last prime, OPTIMUS died!

Sam the Bee boy... died!

Bee Cry! lmfao (read this as le ma fao... =x)

More Decepticons!

Less Autobots!

More Jokerbots... -.- ice cream car...

and More REVENGE of the Fallen...

ok cut the stupidty... the movie was awesome.. i'm not waiting for dvd-rip torrent and imma download it... FOR SURE.... then a HD for collection purposes... IMBA movie... go watch...

Second movie of the day... Ice Age 3 Dawn of the Dinosaurs...

tell you what... Funnier, better, sweeter, more adventure... Ice Age director just cant stop thinking of the comedy plays and the humor implanted good english...

Sid this time became a MOTHER -.- when he's a MALE...

the Mammoth parents have a kid! except... the baby really knows how to choose TIME... lol

the Sabertooth grows old and part from the family...

the squirrel~ and the acorn, with the new flying female squirrel...

and a mental-problem dinosaur rider BUCK...

Featuring 4 new borns... 3 dinosaurs, one "peaches".... lol...

friday was fun really... and i managed to catch a bus home without the needs of a cab so that i can save the money that have been used for the two movies... yes i'm now declaring budget kia... and my gf's on with me...

I downloaded Transformers OST... but it's all songs by artists... no modified new divide.. because i thought i can get slow-mo version of the New divide starting part... with no drums and quieter environment... really nice... Linkin Park ROX!

and that is why... when our beloved French patern manyak manyak lecturer says she wants a idol or a celebrity of ours and write about HIM or HER... i could only think of LP... because i personally have no idols except may be... myself? my parents? lol

Today's TDB tutorial was FUNNNN

French was even FUNNNNNNERRRRRR ok that's not a valid english word i know...

QUIZ! our first quiz and i have to say.. i cant wait to WRITE... i've all my spellings in my brain already... give it to me... i'll show you... hahahahaha.. ok LLL again...

i did one wrong... obviously... me and yuen is one of the FIRST to finish... so teacher actually used pencils to correct ours... and let us know which is wrong so that we can RE-CONSIDER.. and yes... i have two careless mistakes and one i really forgot...

I live in Melaka, in Malaysia.

J' habite a Melaka, a Malaisie. (My answer)

it should actually be...

J' habite a Melaka, en Malaisie.

I remember the word "in" in French has three different versions... one for small place, one for states, one for country... a for states, dans for small places and en for COUNTRY... this is where i forgot.. en en en en en ok remember ady...

Well two more boring class after this... i really need some rest after brain-juice-consuming French...

back from two more class and this is my second update of today's blog...

ok one thing... class just now was so damn boring and after an hour of DB we are dismissed so my gf and i decided to go Perfect Ice.. she wants to taste some AGAIN so let's go... this time... sweet + sweet Peach bottom Mango top... very nice... they're made from real fruits and blended together with ice... so you can actually get to taste the fruit when you eat it... my gf will definitely go for mango everytime she wants ice blended... this is a squad... the break and went for siswa squad... the other went for Admin office for offer letter... Data comm...

result? have to wait till so darn long.. even after i bought my drinks and went there... they're still waiting... and came out they actually just printed that offer letter out.. and the paper wasnt cert paper... just pure white A4 with colour printing... cheap ass MMU treating Data comm so darn unfair... since it's already a late promise then you should did it BETTER... fucking dulan... nvm... forget it...

and FongE sorry cause i already tasted the Ice blended... else you can try some of my gf's... next time when i'm a lil more loaded and not budgeting i'll treat you k?

Yesterday... did i tell you before my house is a sample house... and things just are NICER... but nicer doesnt mean better... the tiles in the toilet are fucking slippery TILL i slipped and fell.. chest against the toilet bowl... my lungs are affected... i coughed non-stop for about half an hour... i did nothing... just wanna step in and answer the call of nature.. but then i just fell... just a step... on a watery tiles and i fell.. now the left part of my chest aches even if i just push it a lil.. sigh...

Well... A1 wants Micheal Jackson's Greatest Hitz.. i'm downloading it for him... beat it~~~~~~ sigh... he's famous when he's alive... yet still famous when he's dead... even tho that much of embaressment... he's a success... Rest in peace...

that's all for today...

A bientot

This is HeartRoxas Signing out.

Father's Day

2009-06-22T15:09:00.003+08:00

What will be your reaction when you are trying to follow what your school is offering you in the schedule... and then still consider late registered and forced to drop?

French and otehr foreign language teacher had a deal with MMU... that they will have only 40 students one class... and we are the ones considered late register... yet... those seniors that pushed forward.. and can pre-course registeration... they made the class full.. made us the last ones to register.. and made teacher angry that she did not even introduce herself that day... she insisted on dropping us all late registers... but what can we do? we have to wait for our results only then we can register.. we are the total white mice! what is this.. those seniors got priority? they are the ones not following at all the schedule provided... no that this subject is hard.. you just simply wanna push forward... you suck... BIG TIME... we are angry... but still we speak politely... after class... to teacher... hoping she could change her mind... and yet she did... she is a understanding and a good teacher... i have to say.. and she's western... i like their thoughts.. before us is one senior.. last sem or smoething like that... they dont take now. they cant graduate... omg get the fuck off!!! who the hell ask you to push forward until this last minute... we really dulan... and luckily wai yuen wanna suggest that those who dont even come for first day.. drop them they're not committed... then teacher just smiled... and the seniors beside laugh... a girl.... i glare fiercely at her and her smile faded immediately... i'm not joking i would have scold them and talk for the sake of FOSEE students if i have to... lastly when they hear we are talking bad about them pushing forward.. they just left... good for you...

Miss Nolwenn

This is what she said in the second class... that's my name and sorry for being rude not to introduce myself the first class... because i was too angry... see? western...

RM300 finished in a week... first week... our new house.. we subscribed streamyx... bought a fridge... buy some daily usages... and the fridge was perfect when it came... everyone started to put their drinks they readied into the fridge... let there be cool stuff!

And this is the main reason i have to go back the first week itself... because i've got no money left... and first week.. i've got nothing to do... no homework... and of course.. it's father's day... i did not even wish... that's my family... we are SHY.. but at least i tried my best to make my dad laugh whole day with my first week stories... i did well i guess...

First week! photostat shop is FULL.. pak cik as i said moved to old food court beside exam hall... and he's too busy even sometimes i went in to help him... but with my own notes la.. there is errors here and there but still i have to say i'm glad to be one of the first to complete... good luck pak cik... lol... it cost RM40... wow =x

My girl friend has her phone spoiled.. very badly this time that she cant even use without repairing it... and there is chaos about it... a college student without a phone is ridiculous... so that night itself i rushed there to give her my phone.. as i got two... at least she can contact me using that... now the only thing i hope is to have her phone completely fixed and function again.. else.. we're gonna buy our dream phone... ngek ngek

MIAN MIAN BING!!!! that's what i say to tommy when i see him... cause ixora outside the pool center... Perfect Ice setup a stall... and i've tried all flavours.. yes... ALL except durian... it's not that i dont eat is just that i dont feel like trying durian ice blend... you can mix and when you buy 2 there is 20% discount.. they are made of real fruits and quite pure... cause i saw the procedure before... in Ho Chak! me and my gf each had 2 cups already till yesterday... and we decided to stop.. haha... reason being we've tried all the flavours and we wanna budget.. lol... since a cup can be mixed with two flavours... and i usually choose one sweet one sour... haha... my taste... it's quite good overall.. go try it!

SOSC now is really pack... because people go there for alpha cert, for veri letter, for transcript... what to do we call it one stop center.. that's why many camp there... i done everything there... just waiting to collect now.. went this morning.. and were told that it hasn't arrived yet.... sigh....

alright... above all.... PROTOTYPE!!!

i hadn't actually talk about this game have i? thanks to benjamine... for his recommendation... i viewed the youtube... and now... i'm really into the game... i want it so badly but cant afford a original copy... luckily! m sifu said his housemate got prototype and also few new games just downloaded... WOW.... my god.. i wan that game.... tonight or later.. imma find sifu.... yes! game tester for life =x...

wanna have a sneak peak of how cool it is? here

You play the game as Alex Mercer... a Shape-Shifter... trying to get back his lost memories...

changing his hand to Blade, Claw, SledgeHammer and many more... drive any military vehicles you can hijack... killing infected and also militaries... you can become anyone too... consume them and just become anyone for stealth purpose... the game has missions... and when you're finished you actually can free roam... with all the abilities unlocked... which is too cool...

IMMA GETING IT TONIGHT AT ALL COST..... ROAR....

Update soon...

This is HeartRoxas Signing Out

Tagged by PCD and Nathiya

2009-06-17T16:22:00.003+08:00

1. Besides your lips , where is the favorite spot to get kissed ?
Tongue

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
French... hope it's fun

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
PT03/04 Party

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
No... but extinct... =x

5. Will you ever donate blood?
A lil phobia blood... mother's gene -.-

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Nope

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
I'm not that cruel

8. What does your last text message say?
Good Night message to my gf... with kisses and hugs... =x

9. What are you thinking right now?
Cant wait to try the new refrigerator...

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
ah Bii... she's sleeping..

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
Around 1:30am

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
My school's sport shirt la...

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
My Bii

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
My Bii

Back in Action

2009-06-15T14:48:00.004+08:00

Today is the first day of my Beta Year... wake up at 9... wash up.. dress up... prettily... because it's first day... lol... dowan spoil image first... let the fureshi still calm looking at us first... then look outside of my balcony... saw John, Nathiya, and Malliga walking to school.... after about ten mins me too head down planning to walk with my gf's gang to school... just before i "dit" keluar... they stopped me... and say class canceled...

I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FFFFFUCK?!!!

make me wake up so early for what? walao... then head back.. having to think of it... eh... credit transfer macam a bit problematic... then ask my gf teman me to FIST... reach there... FULL LIKE SIAO.... then we go visit FIST building... recognize the labs just in case we first time going... then head down not planning to enter the FIST office... so we walk back...

when reached library, saw Malliga there with her usual phone calling style.. standing right in front of the library... then ask ask talk talk la... talks about ahhh... no more Andrew and Baps.... peaceful MMU... lol.. then Malliga say yea... pollution in the eye getting lesser... i saw why? andrew strip in front of you? lol... the more we talk the more people came around... she said she was waiting for Nathiya and John inside... that she has no card to enter... so then we chat chat.. nahiya came out... gf asked her if she's familiar with the credit transfer then she say not really.. just do online.. and they just register course... wai yuen then came... hand shaked and asked about his new house.. he lived damn far ok.... compare to hostel last time... 1 min walk become 10 mins now... walao.... good luck this one year ah yuen... Then we called Ice la ask her how's the stituation at Cyber... then Chun Den was beside her... also talk talk a lil... then i say where you he say class! here class can talk phone one! so loud summore walao... good lo... hope cyber is cool for you guys... good luck in future studies... got time come down visit us ya? then we called shahril... however things didn't really turn out well for him... but nvm.. hope he pass his supp... good luck shah! and so we will meet again in Melacca... this soon... haha...

Then i asked if they wanna print online notes... the indians dowan... the chinese want... so we racistly separated.. lol.. then walk around la... see hostel.. walao... renovation how the Pak Cik gonna open the stall... then yuen decide to call... then pak cik now is at................

OLD FOOD COURT BESIDE EXAM HALL... SUPPORT PAK CIK!

We then go there... he was happy to see us... and asked that we are now Beta? cause i think he remembers printing the shirt Foundation IT with 08/09 there... then he say i've got no Beta notes... you guys go back and download then bring to me... then ok let's go... but during that time... there are freshies looking curiously at us... lol.. get a LIFE...

It's 11.05 we then headed to IF to have our lunch.. Yuen said long time no eat vegetarian... miss it.. so all 3 of us also miss it ma.. eat vegetarian lo... halfway... we have Malliga and Nathiya Joined us.. waiting for John... then i went back.. grab my bag... and join them where john is already with them.... so we headed.. again... racistly half separated... towards FBL4022...

saw shau hwa... i wanna hug but nearly fell... he call me lao ban... ok la... still acceptable la.. =x

and my old PT03s... lol my gang on my left.. my gf's gang on my right... imma connector.. i kinda like the feeling at least it's more friendly like this.... haha...

Tan Choo Kim...

so you are the one we always said sister with our advisor Ah Peng la? why she so pretty you suck? why she can talk nicely you cannot? but i still think you belong to the same family... tu english sama je.... macam baps...

First Chapter we have Vectors... blur blur one... first day oni like this blur ady.. didn't turn out really great did it... lecturer also dunno wanna fly to which country after our class... rush aeroplane oh... sigh... hope i can UNDERSTAND her more next time... now class no chun den that god le... i pula shy towards FongE and Miau... then i really need Yuen's help ady... otherwise.. myself liao... sigh... look on the bright side... dont give up when you dont even know what's next... yes!

after that we went to SEC's Student One Stop Center to buy our academic calendar... should give free right.. the design was... so so... but it's ok la for a RM1... Management students say they neeed to actually queue up to buy the calendar... but we IT students no need one... less people ma... and also Engineering having class.... Mangement also buy ady go back... left us lo... haha...

Basically... all was well... imma gonna print the notes soon go support Pak Cik... and also get Story of the Year songs from Khesvin or Aaron... wanna give it a try... that's it for now...

This is HeartRoxas Signing Out...

Truths (tagged by Nathiya)

2009-06-15T10:15:00.003+08:00

Since class cancel this morning.... walao eh... blog lo...

RULES:
- Tell 100 Truths
- Tag 5 people after. (dont think i'll do this)

1. Last beverage → Plain Water?
2. Last phone call → Girl Friend
3. Last text message → Girl Friend
4. Last song you listened to → Soulja Boy - Kiss me Through the Phone
5. Last time you cried → Classified Information

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:

1. Dated someone twice → Dont really understand but guess it's Yes
2. Been cheated on? → Yes
3. Cheated someone else? → No
4. Lost someone special? → YESSSSS
5. Been depressed? → i thought that's my name?
6. Been drunk and threw up? → Nope

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS: Blue, Black, White, PURPLE!

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends → Yes
2. Fallen out of love → Yes
3. Laughed until you cried → Yes
4. Met someone who changed you → Yes
5. Found out who your true friends were → YES
6. Found out someone was talking about you → Yes
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list → No
8. How many people on your friend's list do you know in real life → ALL
9. How many kids do you want to have → 2-3
10. Do you have any pets → Had... now nope
11. Do you want to change your name → i trust my father
12. What did you do for your last birthday → Lowyat + Sungei Wang with my gf
13. What time did you wake up today → walao eh... 9.06am got class but cancel... zzz
14. What were you doing at midnight last night → Pak Toh Finish then Wash Clothes
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for → Wacom Bamboo... if it's not something it'll be marriage =x
16. Last time you saw your father → Wednesday
17. One thing you wish you could change about your life→ My Tamper
18. What are you listening to right now → My Roommate's Songs
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Tommy got Tom no
20. What's getting on your nerves right now? → I'm happy recently...
21. Most visited webpages → Blogspot, Google, CheatHappens

1. What's your name → Lim You Kang
2. Nicknames → UK, ah Lim, ask them...
3. Relationship Status → Purply Attached
4. Zodiac sign → Aries
5. Male or female or transgendered → I wonder if baps got this question... lol... imma Male and a proud one.
6. Elementary → Tadika Sunrise, SJK(C) Chan Wa
7. Middle School – St. Paul's Institution
8. High school → MMU MELAKA
10. Hair color → Black
11. Long or short → Short
16. Height → 174
17. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes
18: What do you like about yourself? –> Straight-forward, Correct-man
19. Piercings → NO
20. Tattoos → NO
21. Righty or lefty → Left when small, Right when grew up.. Both when design

FIRSTS :

22. First surgery → Never. thank god
23. First piercing → refer question 19.
24. First best friends → Primary Friend Liew Hsien Yi
26. First sport you joined → 4X100 Running when primary... got Gold Medal leh =x
27. First pet → Leslie, My white mix-Fox breed Dog
28. First vacation and when→ Ask my mother...
29. First concert → None
30. First crush → Forgot...

RIGHT NOW:

49. Eating → BLogging la...
50. Drinking → Saliva
52. I'm about to → Finish this blog post
53. Listening to → again same question -.- Refer question 18. This 100 truth creator is stupid
55. Waiting for → Particularly Nothing

YOUR FUTURE :

58. Want kids? → Definitely
59. Want to get married? → Confirm
60. Careers in mind? → It's another world out there... study first...

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

68. Lips or eyes → Synchronization Between the two beautiful organs
69. Hugs or kisses → Synchronization between both.. doing at the same time...
70. Shorter or taller → Shorter
71. Older or Younger → Younger i hate elder-sister,younger-brother love
72. Romantic or spontaneous → Middle
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach
74. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
75. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.. yes im a serious one =x
76. Trouble maker or hesitant→ Middle

HAVE YOU EVER :

78. Kissed a stranger → No
79. Drank hard liquor → Nope
80. Lost glasses/contacts → Please name something i cant see?
81. Sex on first date → No
82. Broken someone's heart → Yes...
83. Had your own heart broken → Cracked la not yet broken...
86. Turned someone down → That's my weakness... but yes
87. Cried when someone died → YESSSSS
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? → Liked as in? specific la question creator... -.- friend no...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. Yourself → Yes i've got one quarter of Shahril's EGO
90. Miracles → Until it happens
91. Love at first sight → YES
92. Heaven → YES
93. Santa Clause → When i'm 3 years old
95. Kissing on the first date? → Yes
96. Angels → Which kind... my gf can?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes
98. Who is it? – My gf la
99. Had boyfriend/girlfriend for a day? → Nope
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? → Yes

New Begining

2009-06-14T11:30:00.004+08:00

Browsing away; surfing into... My semester break was boring... except for surfing the net everyday.. but moodless to ever blog...

the first and last thing to do; everytime i wake up and going to sleep... is check MMU online applications... and this is the first time i'm so worried about my result... bulletin starts to update once it's monday of second week.. first day of orientation... but nothing important to us at all... and most of them are fake ones... saing how efficient their security department is in MMU... saying all those system change... as if... only FuReShi's (Freshies) will trust them... not long... but 2 weeks...

and tuesday... suddenly a bulletin posted... Thursday.. MMU got a briefing... for FIST faculty.. about course registration and stuff similar to that...

I was like WTF? then when is the result coming out? wednesday? and does that mean i have to go back on wednesday so that i can attend the briefing? because the briefing is 8.30am... had a lil discuss with my gf... we decide to go back early... wednesday...

Depart around 11.34am i reach ixora approximately 1pm.. thanks to dad and mum i moved my things into B-10-01-02 in ease... and thanks to khesvin again... for the spare key... i can move ALL my things... and can at least sleep for the night... not expecting to have a computer to use because my keyboard, mouse, speaker.. all will be at Aaron's room instead... and aaron said Kelvin will always come back early... i should be able to use my computer soon.. but still it's too boring... after settle down and my parents are away... i try to find something to entertain myself... but failed... Then i spotted a mouse.. USB one... on my roommate's table... of wtf is he back already? i dont see shit... never mind.. i'll sms him and just ask.. a mouse can make alot difference... and so i used his mouse.. and his speaker.. to listen to my recent playlist.. at least that entertained me... and i use softkeyboard to go WLM... typing i have no keyboard! not really expecting to chat... however.. that day was the most chatters i've ever got the whole semester break... ah wtf... all was worried about their result.. including me... and aaron especially... i stayed like that till 7pm+ and i start to look outside my window... wow.. it's alot different now... last time all i can see is girls block... and a lil of campus. the exam hall part... now i can see the whole Ixora guard house... lol.... and this is what i see then..

FuReShi! walking pass the guard house.. showing "keys! i'm an ixorian!".. thinking "do i always have to do that? can you please remember my face.. grrrr stupid guard..."

Haha... i was like that.. i was really frustrated and really envy the seniors... they can like.. "dit" then can pass through the system... ahhh... lol... having to think of it... imma senior now! hahaha... ok i'm over happied about it... nvm... at least i enjoy being one...

My gf came back only at night... and biasa la... didn't really meet up in sem break at our hometown.. i surely miss pak toh.. lol... so here i go down... eat something... and go pak toh... and halfway.. i saw Kelvin.. Aaron's roommate... and my face just brighten up! i will get my computer fully functionable that night! and that when i went finding him at 1am+ and thanks kelvin.. haha... i can finally feel the touch of the real keyboard after suffering this long...

The next day was funny... imma senior... but people dont know about that... and i go to the briefing together with my gf and tommy... reach there... we know the venue.. so som venue OC and food OC maybe... standing outside.. like they're gonna guide us.. we just walk in.. they are like... FIST? i just fucking lan si.. ignore them... dont think imma freshies you fag... but tommy asid... "ya".. then we went in... only three rows of papers of information were distributed... and hell of a shit... takan so few people... if it is meant for FOSEE ones then should be whole room also cannot fit la... CLCR2002 leh... then the FIST noobs were whispering among each other... then one braven himself up and asked... you guys did not went for the orientation is it? because may be we look stupid without that freshies' temporary ID... then i speak... we are June intake... LAST YEAR... tommy added ya alpha last year... LOL they were like.. oh! and the face expressions further tells us that.. we did not expect you!

i was like wtf... then those Form6 going to Beta or the CADP students come in... then the briefing are meant for THEM.... ah fuck... no wonder... then i know ady la... this briefing sure useless to us... but actually still ok... the outside courses like Sun, Novell Linux.. all were very informative... and tell you what... that Novell speaker... lol he is so gan jiong... lol... talk so dam loud and so excitingly... pity the freshies... they macam a bit shocked... lol... once he paused more than 2 seconds or his speech reach another paragraph... i will just... "OK." with that usual teasing "ok." my gang use to create it up... then those fureshi... wan laugh but scare scare... laugh a lil... aiyo... dont scare la... MMU oni... 2 weeks then ok le... open up man... then some freshies dont understand things la.. particularly one girl sitting infront of us... then keep ask my gf... got wei teng dowan ask... got me dowan ask... ask my gf... my gf said she dunno how to explain... then at last still i explain... lol... Bio-informatics wor... god's daughter... we also cannot get this course.. not offered.. sian diaooooo..... then halfway... daby sent message... result coming out... 11am.... oh what the fuck! takut!!!!!! gan jiong!!!!!! and then that time on i wanna go back ASAP... then that stupid IT Society president wanna give speech... guess it's one of the must procedures for freshies.. ok lo... then he keep bla bla bla bla bla... then suddenly ask... am i too fast? i just answer... "no... too slow"... fureshi again.. wan laugh dowan laugh... but my gang ok what... laugh.... wakakakakaka... that president just give a stupid face... macam wuu hoo.... lmao...

ok briefing is like shit... so dont ask me to explain more... went back... first thing first check online.. achievement... full transcript... scroll down................................................... *drums beating*........................................... Pass, Pass, Pass, Pass, Pass.... i jumped... walk around... come back... thank god... haha... imma Beta student now... woots! and sorry to hear from those who failed... good luck in supp!

what's next? course registration... then canot cannot cannot... heard sze jit... tmr only can... means? i planned to go out with my gf then plan have to cancel... afternoon 2.30pm..

The whole chaos about course registration... was stupid... those gamma wanna-bes that push forward their time table and did not follow what MMU planned for us.. made us really hard to register to our time we want.. it's stupid... once start registration.. it's all full already.. even LECTURES is full i was like what the fuck... lecture also full then what now... drop subject? how do we even follow the plan? then after that i called the FIST fella... then only i done my registration... boring timetable.. have to start a newer routine now... caue 4 days i'm 8am.... good? i'm taking french... god bless me.... i hope i can cope...

went down to khesvin's now is alot easier... it's just 2 floors down and opposite... since he's back i'll get transformers from him... and met his new roommate... a Sarawakian... ah chan... @@ macam aku punya mother punya nama... senjanda...

FuReShies nowadays... really funny... they think they are clever.. walking so called hypotheneus... got a walking path you dont wanna walk... walk those grass where cats and dogs use... sigh... standard is dropping... and fureshies obviously never see couple b4 is it... or me and my gf is the earliest couple... they are like stare stare stare only... walao... give me a BREAK!...

New fags... enjoy the pool while you can... we promise we wont throw anything... give you two weeks.... so dam many are going to the pool when it's evening.... lol... really... it's like memories to me when i was that so called fureshies too...

My new house was perfect... except for damages.... housemates were cool.. because i knew them and was my dinner gang... but one thing i really do care about... when i bath there will be no hangers to hang my clothes... what the hell... complained.. dunno if it's working... now... i'm busy helping all housemates that just came back to move their things and cleanup... and our main character today will be our washing machine... haha... we went up to our unit to take our stuffs that we left there... new fags there are.... what can i say... funny... haha... nevermind... they will eventually know MMU ixora culture better soon... met my old housemate david... what i can say is... dude... got game dont forget to update me... i'll do the same of course.. haha...

My housemate wants me to help him build a semi-gaming rig... so i have to get busy now... well... this is as far as i blog... i'm happy now... girl friend... friend... unit... course... all was well...

Together! Another new year... a new begining... to Beta!

Last Day

2009-05-30T22:38:00.008+08:00

A successful party because of successful people and friends....
But also... The last memories... The farewell.. The separation of the few of cyberians and the lot of melaccans... is what motivates us... at least.. ME.. to make this party successful... and memorable...
I want no thank you... but i want melaccans.. to remember cyberians well... i want cyberians... to enjoy the party well... at least i think... i did it...

Waking up aint easy today.. but i'm forced to because i'm moving my stuff away from B-12-03 Ixora... thanks to khesvin i dont need to look for an extra room just to keep my stuffs..
Atmosphere today at ixora was strange... the weirdest morning i've had... problems of me having no transport... troubling my girl friend to help me move my computer... troubling chun den to help me move my stuff... but i did not help him back later on... got angry because of the management at ixora taking 2-3 hours of lunch break... and above all... this is the last day i will see Chun Den this early in Ixora....

He has been my companion and we used to go to campus together... days after today... those are memories... never realities... early morning i've been emotional... i know that after today.. i do not know how long more will i see him...

Yesterday... Aaron, Chunden, Tommy and me went ro RSU... to eat supper together... i seldom go with them but this time... i must go... because i do not know after this time... when will i eat supper with chun den again... Our journey talk, chun den mentioned khesvin came by his bed... saying goodbye... and a big hug... and i believe... that made chun den touched... we all ordered maggi related food... tommy' soup... others' goreng... However... the meal wasnt satisfying to chun den... and i wasnt really happy... why in the world... will the last supper in foundation together wouldnt be good to him.... is it because his body knows it's not the right time to feel tasty... but whatever food comes in will be as bitter as the thought of himself leaving us... to cyber....

No more tears shed... and i can still really smile widely in front of him... but if he knows me well.. he should have noticed... i'm alot quieter... i couldnt joke... i could only laugh along how people emo-ed in their PM in msn... even our happy go lucky Khesvin says he found his true friends.... shah, chun den, milton... really... it's not easy at all to know that they will be far... studying in the same campus... but alot further... however... our spirits and hearts will bridge us... so that we will always remind ourselves that we had once these good friends...

Even my girl friend was understanding.. the usual her would want me to teman her... so do i... but these few days... she said... you should go with them... not much time left...
It's sad to hear that... and thank you dear... i have had two memorable nights with them...

The day before yesterday, Terminator - Salvation is on the big screen... and Khesvin, Aaron, Chun den, Sifu, Shah, and me went to watch that night... Shahril was with his usual happy, shahril in the wonderland attitude... We reach late... and they haven had their breakfast yet... we booked our ticket... 11.50pm Terminator Slavation.. then head towards McD to have their dinner... i've had mine... so just ordered 2 Mc saver apple pie... shahril was enthusiastic... and suggested we go to A' Famosa to real fort near DP to have a look... we actually went up the first hill... and we have quite some talk there... about how history starts and happens there... and how Aaron's father is in Klang instead... lol.... then the topic lead to Jeti.. because shahril didn't know how to go... then to Bukit Cina... where they say it will be really scary if you were to drive there alone... Aaron that night was quiet... too quiet... and i get to know that he just read my blog's previous post before going out... we kept on ask him... are you emo dey.. he say no no no... but i believe... a bit... got la.... none of us know no emoness that night.. except for that happy shah... i cant guess his feelings at all... we then went to Starlight to play some arcade... me and Aaron just watched... Sifu and Shahril is good with guns... but pcd and khesvin were jokers... but still i believe they are better than me... because i know no arcades... lol... i'm the time updater... so that i can tell them it's time for our movie... and shahril demanded early entrance just to watch all trailers..
this is my first time being in the big hall... Hall no. 1 and it was HUGE... trailers are really cool... we have transformers... G. I. Joe... and another prototype movie which i forgot the name... Terminator Salvation... was just so so... may be i expected too much... but this time... it's aboout humans fighting against a world already with terminators which are really bad ones because they use human to do experiments.... the story taught us again that A.I. can lead to real bad consequences... and that nothing is stronger than the human heart that pumps... human have feelings... robots dont...
Movie finished... we do not want to go back this early... the last night with shah... we should drink up... yes.. this time i can drink... because it's Heineken... it's beer... not liquor.. i can drink beer but not liquor... and so we settle down at EP's field and "cheers"... to beta.... to farewell....
Aaron then suggested we left a lil to down... so all left little... rest and digest... then down... me, sifu, chunden done it.. but the one who suggests.. he drink it wrongly and no air circulation made him cant down... lol aaron... dont la emo... =x

I'm moving out and everyone's moving on... Chun Den helped me... and i put my stuff at Khesvin and Aaron's room... then i registered to go up to my gf's room... to put down my computer there... it was really different at girl's dorm... and i expected a cleaner corridor, cleaner living room... however it aint what i expected... but my gf's room is alot cleaner.. nvm... after all.. we're human beings... that's how we are when we're in our own house... i went down quickly... without hesitation... because the guard reminded so... then i went up again... get my stuff... i'm going back by bus... but before i go... i must pay a last visit to Chun Den.. reach his apartment... expecting he hasnt be away yet... and yes... he's with a computer tower unit helping his housemate out... so he stopped me... and ask me go down together... and there i go... when it's done he asked me... how do i go back.. i say by bus... he say ok... and before we went in to the lift... we hugged... i planned.. yes i did... and i want to make it perfect... seying take care and good bye... but when it comes to it... all i can say is bye... and nothing else... it's too hard... and i'm sorry... i did not wish better things but a bye... but you know what i wanted to say.. you should know... i got it over.. without tears... ok yes a lil... but just watery eyes... not tears... i promised not to cry... but i just couldnt bear...

I then went to management to return my keys... and there's when i know they were out to lunch... alot people came by and walk away with disappointed faces... i waited until i was tired.. so i decided to go to the bench and take a seat... i felt lonely... may be today wasnt the day for me... it's too rush... too emo...
I was looking on the floor... suppressing my feelings towards the farewell... when i heard Chun Den's voice...
Hey i tot you were back?
I cant return my keys... management's closed for lunch...
Then why not we go for ours then...
CJ, CD and me... we ate at Habeeb... again... maggi goreng... with his tanpa sayur... same goes to me... should be with sayur... but that macha cooked no sayur also.. nvm... last lunch before farewell... let me eat exactly the same with him... again it wasnt his type of food... it's a bit too salty... but at least this time he should manage... then Aaron called... saying good bye... he's leaving to Sentral and this will be his last day too... he then passed by Habeeb and saw us there... put down his things... come and say good bye... take care... and a hug... i just look them at the edge of the eyes... because i'm afraid if i see their faces when hugging... i may cry... then off aaron went... Chun den couldnt finish his meal then... saying... cb Aaron... made me emo... and i can see that it's so hard for him to leave this place too... Chun Den! be tough...

Three of us then went up again and this time... management is opened... we went in and surrender our keys... then we part outside... this time... i managed to point at him... saying you... take care... then i turned... he turned... separate ways... i didnt look back... because my eyes are wet again... i waited my bus alone and again i felt lonely... today wasnt the day...

Bus came quite early and i can actually caught up with Aaron because his bus is 4.30pm but i bought 5.30... we then talk a lil.. what more than the fellas leaving us... and he told me he also nearly made that choice too...
I remembered me saying...
"Chun Den, Shah, Milton, Ice... all gone..."
then he say..
"Chun Den... we will miss him MOST...."

Yes.. Chun Den.. we will miss you most...
but that doesnt mean we dont miss shah and milton and ice and everyone that's off to cyber too... but MOST... would be our beloved PCD...

I still remembered how we use to study together... use to talk cock together... use to study about Graphic cards and how i called him Hardware King...
A country will fall without a King... and my hardware knowledge will now start to limit because now... it had lost it's King...

Today is the last day
of foundation
of me being in B-12-03 Ixora
and also..
of me seeing him in MMU Melaka...

Goodbye mate... Good luck... Take care... and we will meet again...
Pang Chun Den...

New Divide

2009-05-28T15:43:00.003+08:00

27th of May 2009

Of all days in foundation... i've been waiting this day for long...

I, as one fo the organizers... really did alot... not self-praising here... but i really have friends... really have the people.. that really enthusiastic and helped during the party... we did alot... just to make this party successful... indeed... many said it was awesome... i hope it really is... or it's because i'm the one who asked so you guys said it was awesome? never mind... i trust you...

the party actually starts when it's the first convoy... i went down... as i'm in charge and wanna kept informed... went down and waited and sort people around and make sure everyone that we arranged get on to the convoy... Despite of Milton sleeping late... other's was quite punctual... but Milton is the man... he's the leader... so we have to wait...

We only need one trip... because we have drivers that remember the road real well... (except for... shah? lol) but shah can follow wai yuen.. which remembers road in one time drive...

Good job really.. we are all in this together...

I know i divided myself as the transport fella.. and done nothing much.. without you guy's help.. i wouldn't have done it.. what i see was i'm suppose to be the transport fella but others are more worried and doing more than me... seriously felt sorry bout that.. but i know.. they help because they know they are capable... they can help... they will never expect a payback...

Wai Yuen, Khesvin, Malliga, Shah, Nathiya and the drivers Milton, Ice, and Shah... thank you...

We done the list and had it with two trips where ice's car doesnt have to travel two trips... because we have enough car... 1pm first convoy... 4pm second... all went smooth... good job drivers...

To Shau Hwa, Sze Jit, Choong Han....

there's a misunderstanding... i would have explained during the party.... but i'm not brave enough... i can only say i'm sorry... and i'm "paiseh" but it really isn't my fault to not ready a car for you guys... if there's any unhappiness... Sincerely.. i regret my stpidity and i'm sorry....

The trip there was fun.. ours being the last to reach because we bought ice cubes, and fetch the cake from secret recipe... and with Shah, Kelvin, Khesvin in the car... the lulz never finish... lol... Shah even told my gf... hey purple why are you so quiet...? in my car you cannot be quiet... lol shah what you're gonna do huh... throw her down? =x

And shah... another cyber fella... lost his way twice turning the wrong junction... lol... fail is fail.. no offense... you've been great i know... haha

1091...

the unit where Khesvin and me went to see the first time.. they sort of show us the structure... but i didn't expect it will be that unit... never mind.... any unit wil do.. we will party!

Songs invited me more than any people... thanks to Tommy, Aaron and Khesvin again for the music and 3 speakers 1 laptop.... good songs whole night...

Seriousness thrown in when i entered the room... organizers put aside their bags and then start discussing... i of course... checked if everything is ok... snacks not finishing this fast... enough soft drinks... no spamming ice cubes... everyone entertained... and we need RM500 for deposit.. i shrug... only then i settle down...

but lol... settle down? as if i have the time...

people start grouping themselves... back to their own gang... i dont mind really... but this will not be how i enjoy the party.. i'll go busy... laugh with gangs... sing along LOUD... yes i mean LOUD.... and teman girl friend...

Since it's not that dark yet... photograph session should start imediately.. and yes... we are all changing to the blue colour shirt we made... but it's really hard to call up 35 people in one go... so my gang waited until they're bored... saw the ball john brought... that's it... Futsal!

haha... i see them enjoying themselves... they are happy untill i shouted.. i'm sorry ok... lol... but i dont wan too many sweats during photograph...

1,2,3 cheese! thanks to Kelvin(Aaron's Roomate) and Pravin(Malliga's boy boy)... photograph session takes sometime but succcesfully done...

Futsal come back to live... I'm a Stool's leg that's what a malay proverb says... Kaki Bangku... i know no soccer... and therefore... i went inside... drink up... and choose the song i've been waiting for.... New Divide... Linkin Park...

This song isn't suppose to mean like that... but i cant help think about our new divide after foundation... everyone has their own major and no more PT03 and PT04... and yes... emo-ness strike... This is a FAREWELL party... people are going cyberjaya and we the melacca MMU-ers are gonna miss them... real LOT....

I found my girl... walk around the bungalow with her... lie down in the organizer's room... looking blankly at ceiling thinking nothing... or may be too much? i dunno.... my girl friend kept ask me what's happening... but i realy dont know.. People are enjoying so should i... but may be this is the party i organized... i dont know if everyone's happy... and may be i start to feel the coming farewell... luckily my gf suggested a lil walk... that at least... kill my time... we did not went far... but at least i dont have to be lying down doing nothing for a party.. but i saw Miao taking a bike and fetching every girl of their gang... and heard daby shouted.. Miao very handsome ah! (cool in this occasion...just direct translate).. lol

When i came back.... so does the end of futsal... sweat smell everywhere... but i see that they are enjoying... i dont mind as long you dont lie down the bed with all sweats on it... i kept reminding people about that... i'm like the bad guy whole party... lol...

Then i started to discuss with WY... summoned him to the room i'm lying down... and tell him... let them enjoy now... but we must discuss the transport money right after dinner... but khesvin wants the cake and glass money done.... so i've been going along... interrupting people.. collecting money.. people would have avoided me that way... sigh... saw me means MONEY... lol... really... the bad person that night... but luckily people are easy going... money... nah... money... nah... lol.... thanks guys... and sorry but that's my job.... had a lil walkwith wai yuen.. i wanted this walk because i wanna see how come we cannot book the unit we've suppose to have booked that day... 1009... it's occupied... just as i thought.... and my gf called me... asking where am i... and that she wanted to come to walk too.... lol. and wai yuen saw her walking like in the center of the road... Innocently... not afraid of anything... looking around... that was cute... lol....

when 1091 unit is on-sight again during my walk back... i saw... what's that car- that's the caterer! and i sped up... my gf slowed me down but i told her... i have the money for the food... i have to be there... so we had the food dealed... they rushed for us.. cooking only that few hours because of misunderstood of timing... but they managed... and that's only RM150 for two small trays of Bihun, one large tray of rice, and two trays of fried chicken... i dunno if there's misunderstood or there really isnt enough chicken there... some missed it... i'm sorry about that... Dinner beside my gf and chunden... lol... i've done this before... during the treat from chun den at gulf... but this time it really was different.. we dont crap that much... we tend to stay quieter.. ok i know i'm never quiet but still is quieter... may be there's no more exam mood to crap releasing stress... or may be... we are going to part... same University... different campus....

After dinner... as promised.. i start calculating together with wai yuen... i couldn't have done it without him... and we came out that RM5.6 per person... so i went out and announce.. RM5 everyone is that ok? all agreed... and pay... the 60 cents... we will use our misc. money to cover up... and again... i went collectin money... see me means see money... sigh... is that how i'm gonna enjoy my party... so sorry... but that's my job... everything settle down.. and we start cleaning the table... for birthday cake for Ray, Aaron and Shah... turn off the lights and people are looking around weird.. i just point towards the table... everyone's high but the song aint coming.... ok as a LS... that's my job...

"alright alright! one, two, three! "

and happy birthday song singing... good job... haha...

divide the cake... 16 pieces for those who paid... and yes... a new divide... Cuppochino Cheese.. isn't that awesome? lol...

what's after cake... finally finished collecting money... still people are coming and inform me everything.. seriously.. i wouldnt have done it without you guys... thanks.... this party.. at least for me... is successful...

Liquor! they've been waiting for it.. i know.. and everyone's asking me to take a sip.... sorry bro.. no thanks bro... lol... then all the lulz started.... they start to play at the pool... some early departures went home... KDL, Ice, Christine, Kelvin, Malliga etc etc... and baps too came fetching the whole girls gang... and i can hear the liquor fellas inside the pool saying oi baps! baps! and he come looking them play at the pool.. why? gonna miss us because you're going to cyber? lol.. hope you get a better living there... may be attitude changing helps... sorry... but you really arent my type of friend... and goodbye... i hope.. forever...

the room's empty for me and my gf and fongE now... so imma take some time together with my girl friend... she's not feeling well... so i have to watch her sleep... and sleeping was all... i miss all the fun i know... but i dont think it's fun... i see the first badge depart... early going-backs.... gonna miss them... i emo... i promise to wake up at 3am... to watch ManU and Barcelona... but i didn't managed... but before i slept there is incidents.. Khesvin went drunk... and we will start hearing....

"JUST DANCE!"

"POKERFACE!"

all of him shouting... lol... he is drunk.. and i can imagine how does he look like.. lol... i dont dare to imagine..

i heard Shau Hwa saying outside quite loudly... wtf this you kang... sleeping this room all by himself? ok first of all i'm sorry.. i couldnt promise a bed for everyone... because we have limited beds... and firstly not everyone's staying back... but i'm hot tampered... and went out shouting... blurting all out to him.. because may be transport misunderstood involved him.. he has been a good friend... but i dont know why... and so... i'm sorry... chun den and aaron calming me down... but seriously... the first time you guys say it was nothing... cool down... then i was ok already... because it's chun den.. because it's aaron... i really dont wanna spoil the party... i dont wanna get angry in front of Chun Den who is about to go to cyber.... but may be they're too tensed... telling me to relax.. i am... but you have to listen to me... FongE can come sleep with us.. me and gf can squeeze... so that aby and nathiya's room will have another double bed... but they cant let me explani... scare that i might explode may be.. lol... i'm sorry i'm hot tampered... sorry... Shau Hwa...

sleeping has been my second part of the party... i just dont know why i'm so tired... and i woke up at seven... gf had her nose running... have to turn the air cond off... give her my blanket... and went out drinking ice-cream soda... this drink... shall i make it memorable.... because that's the only drink i drank this farewell party...

morning... we divide the money... another thing about divide... a new divide.... settle things and then went for breakfast... only 8 of us... so we call up early birds... and organizers... i think we really deserve this... we've done too much to let us miss this breakfast... the break fast was cool... and again... i sat between chun den and my girl friend... tommy vomited... cannot... he said Bombay Sapphire GG-ed him... lol... 47% alcohol... that's it...

in the breakfast all are crapping... chun den.. with his usual crapping... loudly and funnily... but deep inside it should be hard for him... because it was hard for me too... tho i crapped alot stupid jokes saying as if we boycot cyber fellas... but that's just the way both of us cover our sad faces parting arent we? we both knew each other well enough... i believe that's how we cover... it's sad isn't it...

Since second semester... we've been friends...

I remembered I told him...

"let's start by sitting in front and see how that works..."

and that's how i planted my economics interest and scoring well in it... side by side... i taught him... he taught me too.. i know it sounds gay... and there are people not liking how we didn't sit with the gang.. but alone in the front...

but i dont mind... he's a good friend... and he always helps in academics especially Maths... his best subject since young...

I still remembered how i first knew him... that was together with Shau Hwa and Thiam Soon... and chun den said oh that's Shau Hwa... you can call him doggy... lol... and we were walking down ACR stairs that time... having to think about it.. it's been two sems since we're this good...

Established TalkzVoid.com together... altho a little failure... but we gain experience from it.. showing true colours of people... knowing the deal on the ouside and what should be asked and confirmed before the deal is successfully done... and we learn to trust each other more... getting closer altogether...

One who doesnt watch football match suddenly start following them watch too.. i dont know soccer but i just like ManU i dont know why... and may be because Aaron and chun den both are manU supporters that's why i start following them to watch football at Habeeb... sadly... yesterday... was suppose to be the last day watching football together at melacca... but i'm not there... sorry...

i should have laugh along... i should have pretend i'm drunk and sing with you guys... this party is meant for you all... i did not do it for nothing... and believe me... when khesvin mentioned about farewell party.. all i could think of is i wanna do it well...

because chun den.. you are the one that i would miss the most.. that i will want you to be happy with us this party...

I couldnt talk much even when it's the morning and i see you haven sleep at all... all i can do is again pretend that i'm crying and say goodbye... pretending because there's alot of people there.... and i'm dramatic i know... LOUD and dramatic... but hey... deep inside... i can really cry if i'm not afraid of eyes... and people saying me gay.. this is not just any pretend and drama... this is but i really am emo... i really will miss you... i dont know why i havent talk much to you during party... may be it's too hard for me... that.. i'm sorry...

Reading your blog... was hard.. heavy feelings.. and i'm not embaressed to tell you.. that tears flow when it came to my part.. and the phrase that aaron told you... a last ManU match in Melacca... now if you are free any of these days before you go away... please Gulf or RSU or Habeeb... i know you need to teman gf too... but that's if you're free..

Tears.... too... are flowing now... and this time... there's more... alot more...

You take care... be tough... go on with life... study well... dont be lazy.. i'm not there to give you that lazy aura already.... together we must move on... as everyone does... but i really appreciate a friend like you... qualities of what people would call.... a best friend... Good luck...

you better promise to come back frequently... visit us here at melacca...

of all songs you introduced me... tho emo enough... but 五月天-笑忘歌 is all i wanted you to listen to... Good bye...

Shahril...

Thanks for this two day's transport... and the laughters... i reach ixora and waiting with wai yuen for shah's car.. and this may be the last time i see him so frequently... you shah... take care... age doesnt separate us at all... you are older and that means you have more experience... you've got a good tamper and i've always been happy around you... we got it over with a hug.... yes i will miss it... fist pump... your favourite.. terrorist pump? no... lol fist pump.. because i would never appreciate a terrorist this much... but a friend... yes i will... good luck designing games... i will see the next Ubisoft outbreak is by you... will i?

anyways... good luck... and good bye...

you better keep your promise.. that you will come back melacca once a month or so... we.. are waiting...

the rest of you... that's going cyber.. good luck too... will surely miss you guys... and cyberspace is how we will keep in touch...

Linkin Park's New Divide.... is the start of the party... is the start of the division... start of a new beginning... and Start... of the farewell...

A lil Brief on Party's Info V8 (Edited 13th May, 8.56am)

2009-05-06T18:41:00.037+08:00

Payment must be made this week (11th to 16th) to You Kang, Khesvin or Nathiya ONLY. PT03 = ME or Khesvin. PT04 = Nathiya. Payment due third or fourth party will not be accepted! Those who have names in our list cannot escape the payment regardless you are involved in the event or not. Once you're in our list, you are paying. NO EXCUSES WILL BE TAKEN IN. We have given enough warnings. Those who fail to pay by this week prepare to pay more. Or receive ah Long letter. Those who were even thinking of trying to escape us. Then dont come to exam next week. That's all. Thank you.

EDIT: You can determine your T-Shirt size with me...Tomorrow (12th May) but... get a gang of at least 3 or 4... i'm not going to show everyone one by one a shirt... Ixora Boys can come to my unit personally... but make sure i'm in... if those who buy but did not determine then i'll set the size for you base on the shirt size... approximately... There is only S,M,L,XL no girl or boy's difference...

Shirt Sizes Finalized :-

L - 7

M - 11

S - 17

Note : This is a mouse drawn top-down plan, the scale can be inaccurate in spite of the real terrain you will see during 27th May.

Venue : Finalized (Khesvin)
Khesvin, Milton (driver), Yong Chin and I went to A Famosa to check out the place and decide which unit to book to have our party.
Basically we are booking a RM488 per night, Four-Roomed bungalow in A Famosa for us 39 people. It will never have enough space but we dont party inside (not mentioning the smaller RM388 bungalow)... so we party outside or inside or walk around or... anything..
Above is the top-down plan so you can briefly see how is the bungalow structure... i wont go into details - wont be a spoiler - but there will be 2 bathrooms, 4 rooms, a living room, a car porch and a pool...
*For Muslims there is Kiblat too...
We have already book a unit and now, even if you say you're not coming, you are still paying... I've told people earlier that confirm is just a yes or no and it's a must to confirm by MONDAY so any late disconfirmations still needs to pay

I dont care if people say it's unfair, it'll be worse if you compare to organizers to run all the way and prepare everything for you..
RM488/38 that's how much venue per person... RM13 per head (extra money = Misc)

Food : Finalized (Nathiya)
Nathiya managed to get SC to cater for us, RM5 per person for *40 person of food (*will revise about the number of people the food is prepared)
The RM5 includes,
Fried Rice
Bihun
Fried Chicken
A tray of Fruit
One type of Drink
and they promise to send back and forth, to and from A Famosa
So, food = RM5 per head

Total Budget Calculation (NOT including transport and shirt)

RM12.5 venue + RM5 food + RM5 Snacks and Drinks + RM2.5 Misc = RM25

Extras:

Transport : Dunno yet. If we have extra money from your RM25 we'll cover up transport as many as possible.

Liquor : extra RM30 per person (14 people including soft drinks, ice, glass)

Budget Table : (Total need to prepare/pay)

Those who only go for Party = RM25

Those who only buy T-Shirt = RM17

Those who go for party and buying shirt = RM42

Those who go for party, drink Liquor but not buying shirt = RM55

Those who go for party, drink Liquor and also buying shirt = RM72

Transport : Finalized (You Kang)
We have Shah, Milton, Wei Teng's, (Ice's Friend) Andrew's car on the list

Basically those are the confirmed ones.. we only need 4 cars to go twice..
so we basically have enough.. But of course the more the merrier....

The waiting list we have sze jit

As for what time should we go or gather up...
I want people to gather up in two separate time...

4.30-5.00 pm First Convoy

-As many as possible will fit into this first convoy and reach there save. We will have Milton to lead. And will be going by the shorter route that is highway. Any changes in plan, i will update here.

6.30-7.00 pm Second Convoy

-Unless delay(from first convoy), everything should be fine... same route

*Late comers or non-punctuals are not entertained, you go by yourself..
BRING EXTRA MONEY that day so that i can calculate the total transport fees needed...
For those who wanna go back early you have to ready your own car or rent one... it's RM4/5 per hour one Kancil... because you cant be letting people fetching you back when they are enjoying the party... unless you found any cars wanted to go back early also, i'm sure there will be one or two... so mind you, those who wanna go back early, and not staying over night, prepare your own transport...

Games and Activities : (Malliga)
You guys should bring your own, unless you do not have any... board games, card games, any game is ok... we just need to kill time and have fun...

Photograph :
Bring your own camera and also your USB cable to be connected and upload the photo into computer... it's a must unless you are telling me you arent sharing... then shame on you... sharing is caring... we want this because we want every picture/moments that people can capture.. and make it memorable.. a PT03/04 album on flickr... how does that sound?

Music : (Tommy & Khesvin)
They'll handle that dont worry...

**Extra Notes :
-Bring extra T-Shirt if you wanna play in the pool... it's encouraged for everyone to at least bring one extra shirt... even if you're not going into the pool... just in case

-If our T-Shirt was a success, then we should wear that to the party... but after reach you can change to anything, you can change to a better fashion or stuff like that, it's ok... we actually encuorage fashion show... but when photograph session comes in, we will want to take with the T-Shirt, so best not get it wet or dirty before that...
-We are trying very hard to suppress the budget to ±RM20 so please do not complain and make that as an excuse to not come... This budget includes Venue, Food, Snacks & Drinks, Miscelleneous (I'll explain things further in meetings that are bout to come) this budget does not include transport and T-shirt...
-Bring extra drinks or snacks if you think it will not be enough that night (your wish)

-Those who are drinking liquor, ask Khesvin for everything, i dunno anything....

-We'll start collecting money next week (11th to 16th May) and next week we want to finish collecting.. so BE PREPARED... this is an early notice i hope i wont receive people saying i dont have money...

T-Shirt : Finalized (You Kang)
RM17
List of those who wanna buy
PT04 = 18 that's going except Miau
PT03 : = 17 people
Malliga
Amirah
Khesvin
Aaron
Yong Chin
Shau Hwa
Milton
Thiam Soon
Chun Den
Wai Yuen
John
Rami
You Kang
Shahril
YC

Siew Chok Dong

Lim Yi Zhan

Please determine your own size and let me know as soon as possible... PT04 you can let Nathiya know.. nathiya will let me know... we will print the shirt ASAP...
Total of 35 pieces no more no less

A meeting to adjust things, confirm unconfirmed events, sneak-peeks briefing, explanation of budget and reveal all(ok may be half?) of our plan will be held soon... so be prepared to join...
I think that's all for now...

This is HeartRoxas a.k.a. Lim You Kang signing out...

Party Details & T-Shirt Design (Updated)

2009-05-03T15:57:00.050+08:00

Party Details (Updated @6th May 5:48pm)

Name List :-

PT03: Head Count Done! Attendance = 19 (1 guest)

Malliga

John #

You Kang

Khesvin #

Aaron #

Kelvin (Aaron's Roommate, PT03 Guest) # -Paid

Chun Den #

Shah

Yong Chin #

Tham -Paid

Thiam Soon #

Shau Hwa #

Milton #

Han Jhee Siew

Lim Yi Zhan #

Siew Chok Dong #

Jason

Dao Kun

Rami Said

Jimmy Wong

Amirah

Mariam

KDL

PT04: Head Count Done! Attendance = 20 (1 guest)

Nathiya

Ice -Paid

Aby

FongE

Purple -Paid

Fouzan

Andrew

Bagudu

Jaya

Tommy #

Navesh

Sze Jit -Paid

Wei Sin #

Lina

Christine

Wei Teng

Shirly
Daby (From PT05, PT04 Guest)

Choong Han -Paid
Miau

Gene Paul

Jun Kang

Jagsham

Thinesh

Note: Greens are confirmed, Greys are not, RED ones are confirmed NOT COMING, # are those who wants liquor and will pay more. Outsiders(if present) will approach Me or Nathiya to let us know and do the head count.

Important Details:-

Date: 27th May

Venue: A' Famosa

Time: Gather @ Ixora Guard House at 5:30pm and party all night long

Transport : Confirming with listed cars

Sneak Peaks & To-Dos:-

Partying of course!

Mini Games

Open Talk

Photograph Session

Dancing

Note: We cannot promise all the above will be done. You can bring any games you think people can join you during the party.

Person In-Charge:-

PT03: You Kang

Helped By: Khesvin, Shahril, Malliga

PT04: Nathiya

Helped By: Sze Jit, FongE, Purple

T-Shirt: You Kang

Helped By: Tommy

Photographer: EVERYONE with a camera

Transport: Shah, Milton and Finding

Note: Those whose names are listed are strongly encouraged to attend any meeting soon be conducted. People who does not involve but joining the party are also encouraged but not compulsory.

T-Shirt Design (Finalized with Blue Shirt Design) (No More Updates Avail)

Click Here to View Final Confirmed Draft

Note: This is the final draft... no more changes can be made, it's decided...

A: The word "IT" can be Changed, to picture, logo, or another short-formed word...

B: "PT03/04 MMU08/09" Remains but the position can be changed... "IT Foundation" can be changed to a slogan or anything meaningful to us...

C: T-Shirt Colour can be decided; blue is not a must... we can have boys one colour and girls one colour but cost will differ..

Feedbacks and ideas are welcomed...

No Forcing is made but PT03 and 04 Students are encouraged to buy... It's our Shirt!

That's all for now, I will update the post when there's an update so stay tuned to this post...

This is HeartRoxas Signing Out

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Designs and their pay-backs

2009-04-30T16:08:00.010+08:00

"tomorrow Miss Raeidah wanna see us... it's something about the ticket"

This is what i recieved from shahril last night.. and my reply was?

"Fuck, what's more after the end of Drame Fest?"

Shahril didn't know... and that actually is how our Humorous Mr Kevin that... may be wanna surprise us kot... but what really happen was...

After few moments

"She wanna give us Money!"

OMGWTF?!

I've never think of that before... i just wanna help. since teacher asked... and i'm too is interested in designs... shahril and me.. we can consider us volunteers... not really hoping to get anything back... Innocent arent we? eleh.. lol... but right now... i'm half a free lancer! i've got money for designs... WOOOTS!

it's not much but still i'm a $_$ so it's ok... a lil will do... and to me it's quite many... RM50.. but counting the time i sacrificed... hehe i deserve that know? lol...

May be after this time... i should brave myself up... and find some design work to do... side working as a free lancer... and ask for little money... may be i wont be having Financial problems by then... haha...

hmm i shall now read back the design forums hehehehe.... anyone interested?

Speaking of Designs...

Sorry yuen i reallly cant do it for you yesterday.. because there has been too many design work to do these few days...

and everyone's enthusiastic about tha party... even nathiya yesterday told me that i need to design a T-shirt.... for PT03 and 04.... then ideas is we wear that T-Shirt that night! wow.. big burden sia.. so i need ideas soon... will have a small meeting with PT04 and 3 fellas soon... stay tuned ya? of course we hope the tishirt will be free.. and of course i will not ask any money from this design la... it's for the GROUP man... but i doubt everyone will buy =( some people just no "group" spirit one...

went for Football match last night... 1-0 ManU won... Malepepe John lol! and that's why i didn't go to class at all today... but i woke up rush to raeidah's office.. $_$ money... then the news was?

"there is bad news and good news..."

"and what is it?"

"bad news is you're not getting the money YET"

"ohh then good news?"

"you're getting money!"

"Rm100 for both or each?"

"nah both"

Disappointed.. haha nvm la.. still is MONEY baby.. MONEYYYYY

then pcd today got msg me la... ask me go take spooon.. WTF spoon?!! lol.. he sick wor... as if la... then must go block A mail box to get the spoon... then met nathiya there... talked to her and asked for the name list... she's effective! efficient! and what more name it la.. lol...

that was before i visit Raeidah la... then i came back ask gf donw lo.. then see a car pass by.... Honda Jazz.. pcd inside... lmao... gf say.. eh ask him come claim the spoon now la... lol.. then i msg him lo... he come lo... say la... sick ah? as if la.. summore sing

"tell me whyyyyyy, you're so hard to forget..." yes David Archuleta's A lil too not over you.. -.- so loud ok? the whole car park dengar tau... summore this time you sing till zhao sia(off tuned) la... lol... summore jio me go football again.... bro... cannot lo... i beh dong lo... lol

Oh is the weather cooler today? haha... i hope it's a change after that many suffering "years"... hot days past as long as years... =(

Name Lists Updated on my party post! please view if you are checked "unconfirmed" thanks..

ok T-shirt T shirt... what design should i put in to? any people out there are experienced on designing one? and i am a perfectionist in design... i used to be... and still am.. haha

MORE IDEAS NEEDED! notice that i put a button up there below my header? quick access to the party post with comments... kindly click and put in ideas.... haha. you can speak to me personally too!

My WLM (Msn)

heartroxas@gmail.com

014-9309232

016-3022859

Let me Quote another lyric here...

In Between by Linkin Park...

I'm not emo.. just the song is dam nice ok? please listen...

"In Between"

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

[Chorus]
Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

And things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
[End Chorus]

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

[Chorus]
Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
[End Chorus]

And I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do or plan

Fear is not afraid of you
But guilt's a language you can understand

I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do
I hope the actions speak the words they can

[Chorus]
For my pride and my promise
For my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is

Pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
[End Chorus]

That's all for now... alot went back today... but i'm staying... haha...

This is HeartRoxas Signing Out

The Ups and Downs in Past Days

2009-04-29T21:33:00.006+08:00

Coming back to Melacca after a weekend makes me missed my home-cooked food and my bed, my bolster, my speedy Internet and my own world in my home... but i wont miss the cold family i have... never will i ever miss them... they asked me to send a message when i reach... sigh~

Packed, bathed and dressed up readily to go anytime... i'm going back to Melacca... 2.30pm Bus.. i'm going back alone... gf have to bring alot stuffs here to melacca so have to let her father fetch... before departing i received Khesvin's phone call... he got problem with his computer again and ask for back-up help... oh no problem! sure help.... but i wont be back early... that's what i told him...

Reached terminal 2 and guess who i met... stephanie and her sister kristy... they also will be on-board the 2.30pm bus... and not only us.. many MMU-ians are there waiting for the bus...

This time, the journey was alot longer than usual.. the bus delayed at first.. few mins but still delayed... my first time sitting a delayed Transnasional... ok never mind... what's worse is.. the bus need to pause at Alor Gajah first... then from there to central... the driver knows no shortcut... so it took about half an hour before i can see the TESCO in distance... fuck! i hate when i reach melacca late... luckily, Bus Tuah moved just after i found a seat... so no delay on town buses... GOOD! and the journey was quick... guess now the luck's coming to my side..

back in Ixora has never been better... i missed my PC and the first thing i came back was to turn it on... then called my girl friend... finish everything... i went down to khesvin's... and ended up i didn't send message to my parents...

Since last time he already had his lap top's hdd changed... so the warranty void too has broken... so now i can help him back up with my old ext hdd casing... thank god he was able to back up... then we went down to U-center... what we buy.. the Lipton Promotion.. RM4 for 2X1.5 litres of ice tea... was cool.. even now i have one left... cant drink it that fast.. diabetes sial.. lol

Actually after this weekend, i was thinking to start my studies... turns out i design more than study... and yea.. since Monday... i've been following a design called porthole.. making one my own so that i can edit what's inside the porthole... as many of you guys can see... i have my desktop setup with samurize and photoshop... i'm happy with the outcome... only TODAY... because i've been trying to improve the porthole look... so that it looks really like it creates a hole in the wallpaper...

today's final product... notice that it's better than my desktop i showed last time....

It's exactly like the CAD skin already... ok not EXACTLY but almost 95% alike... and i'm happy with it... so i guess i'll stop the design about porthole and start another if i want.....

Besides my own desktop.. i've got tasks too!

1) Yuen : wants me to help with his scout some event's logo... live your life with colours... and i failed doing it to my satisfactory... hmph!

2) Tommy : his gf's website banner... same thing.. i failed... Tuesday just aint my design day.. but not wednesday.. where i finalized my porthole... hehe

3) Nathiya : New task! T-Shirt for PT03 and 04.... and they hope to wear it during the farewell party how does that sound? anyone got ideas please let me know... or else the T-shirt will leave for me and shahril to finish them off and then show you guys.. k? i really cant promise good stuff as i'm really NEW to T-Shirt design...

speaking abuot the party, people are enthusiastic.. and i'm happy with the feedbacks... special thanks to Nathiya, Fouzan, Khesvin, Shahril and my beloved bii for contributing and supporting... and my blog commenters for ideas... and of course participants! everyone counts... and everyone motivates this plan to continue... no doubt it's gonna success... one way or another!

for Those who do not know about the party yet, you can read the post before me... or just click the PortHole at the top of my blog... thank you..

Weather these few days were definitely HOT... even now... 12.31am i still feel the HEAT... sigh~ how i wish i'm in a air-conditioned room. but that only leads to worse environment... =( selfish human, global warming causers.. we SUX! Linkin Park - What I've Done showed us how bad we are destroying the world... a must listen! Frustrated i am.. i really cannot tahan the heat... once reach home... take off shirt... bathing now has changed... i straight away stand under the shower and just turn the tap on... let it rinse me with a sudden... rather than the normal water-testing procedure... i dont care anymore.. because the water WILL be warm.. i know that... and no rain... MANY are sick... i'm abit worry about my gf and myself too.. i've always not been healthy... god bless me... really.... eveyone needs a cooler environment.. save the world.. T.T rain please.... and stay peace in the heart will give you a cooler mind... chinese proverb says so.. lol

Physics this week had all his class canceled... good news to us PT03 because we've got wednesday and thursday both 8am Physics... woots... and what's hot this week in campus will be the online evaluation about lecturers and facilities... of course.. good lecturers get good results... lazy lecturers get lower marks... but this semester.. lecturers still boleh tahan la... not all that bad... just some are EMO... some dont communicate with students well... some are just really good.. that's all.. but english lecturer gan jiong... lol.. wan us to go lab and evaluate... and the class ends early... actually i've already evaluate earlier on but 2 periods i think.. he migh just give us something to do so just go la.. lol..

This week too... barring list will be out... and we can view our provisional offer now!

Data Comm Melacca Campus...

yeap.. that's me... so i must now study hard (easy to be said -.-) just to get the course i wanted...

To those that get their choices.. congrats... those that are goin to cyber... luck by your side.... dont forget to comedown melacca always... pay us visits.... :D

PHD today was cool.. at least the venue was.. i love the venue.. but it gets too cold sometimes.. lol... and lecturer wanted to discuss about our test result but then noticed that there are management students come inside before our class ended.. it's not the first time... they've got no common sense... they think they're GIRLS and they somehow gain the right to come in just because outside is hot.. fuck! brainless shit... so many times have i showed my tamper over them... this time... lecturer said... please GET OUT... ooooooooooop... i'm fucking happy.. and keep scold scold till all get out... everyone was laughing... of course.. my classmates la.... stupid management students... GTFO!!!!!! that's what i shouted... and yea it's get the FUCK off.... wakakakakakaka.... but

what our lecturer said was our results are bad so she will try to help us to get better results.. from assignments.. and class participation marks can only allocated to few of em... tham tham sure kena lo... famous what... but me i dont think so la.. altho i've always answer a few questions here and now.. but lecturer addresses me as LIM and nothing else... we've got lim YC lim YZ lim YK and me.. Lim YK too... wtf so many how you wanna give? hope she asks from me.. my id... i wan marks T.T cause i've got no confidence on my final paper.. god bless....

went to statistics and FongE sat same row with us.. PCD apa lagi... hyper la... that makes me recall that "Fong Shen(god) Pang" (封神榜) we drawn last time... cause both of them god god de... kekeke lol... and i also say FongE! you stay here... i wan head count. lol... basically it's tha party la... and i really happy she's coming along... because she SHOULD bring some nifluence over people in 04.. luck everyone!!

gf also hesitated to sit beside me then cannot la.. let them sit back own place... lol.. i've got my gang... and i'm too bising for her at the back of the class... next time la got chance de la k?

and what is the main topic today in class? ManU VS Arsenal kick-off at 3am GMT+8 later... everyone's expecting me to go... should i? i dunno lol...

gf they all went shopping today.. no class.. ENVY... not the shopping la.. the no class la.. lol... and she came back with stomachache.. hmmmm worry........................ then went down for dinner that time met FongE... dress well to go for Movie...

X-Men Origin : Wolverine (wrong spelling kot.... dont care la...)

RICH SIA sit Taxi oh... then she say eh eh nono got three boss behind who's the boss? Steph and Kristy and one more girl.. then fongE mentioned that they might not be tickets... then when they said bye i just wish them... soooo innocently and so purely wanted to wish luck to have tickets... but the response from Steph is?

EEEYERRR..

wtf? -.- i say wish you still eeeyer ah walao...

then my gf also say... may be she thinks that you are somehow cursing her...

-.- girls... they think alike....

or because i wasnt the usual me? lol... the usual me should say... hoi! wish you no ticket.. wakakakakak... ok lo be back myself next time.. CURSE 24/7.... wakakakaka jkjk =x

after dinner went down to U-center lepak quite long... because i remembered i BOUGHT 2 packets of Maggi Mini there b4... but now no more le... wanted to prove to gf but no more.. SUAY AHHH lol.. at last bought ibumie Har Mie Goreng.... wooots... imma eat it later... when paying the casher promotes... wan KitKat? free GSC ticket.. till End of June... woi worth ok? buy la wait what i like to "have a break, have a Kit Kat"... hehe

now.... lastly... i only hope the plan will work... and we will come to a venue decided soon... we PT03 04 will have a meeting soon.. eh macam aku dalam "commitee" ni... lol.. ok la.. at least im the proud LoudSpeaker Designer... wooots... but my apology if the T-Shirt turns out bad.... good luck to me!

Well i'm off... to cook Har Mie... haha...... deciding whether to go to the football match later.... ad listening to Sum 41- Pieces again...

I tried to be perfect,
But nothing was worth it,
I don’t believe it makes me real.
I thought it’d be easy,
But no one believes me,
I meant all the things I said.

If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.

This place is so empty,
My thoughts are so tempting,
I don’t know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it’s so crazy,
that nothing can save me,
But it’s the only thing that I have.

If you believe it's in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I'm better off on my own.

On my own...

I tried to be perfect,
It just wasn't worth it,
Nothing could ever be so wrong.
It’s hard to believe me,
It never gets easy,
I guess I knew that all along.

If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.

nice emo lyrics... woots...

Ciaox!

This is HeartRoxas Signing Out...

Post-Foundation Party Anyone? Updated

2009-04-28T18:21:00.012+08:00

Note: This is a feedback Blog.. i expect everyone give a response even if you're not participating or you are... hereby thank you for your feedback...

We've been thinking of having one party... if you wanna make it sound like FAREWELL party... it's ok... we can consider it like it's a farewell.. since quite a number of our friends are leaving and going to cyber... this is the why... and what...

As for when.. this is why i'm writing this blog... we need people... from PT 03 and also 04... this party should be cool... and large... at least we HOPE it will be.. sigh... may be i should BEG of people to come for the Party... come on... we've been together one whole year... why not a party.... back to topic... when will it be... give me a feedback... after exam how many are staying back... for the sake of the party or anything else will do.. as long as you can stay back for the party let me KNOW... those that cant too.. let me KNOW... we follow majority...

as for WHO.. let's see who organizing first... Khesvin is the one came up with the idea... and the idea spread throughout... PT04 we have Fouzan to help... PT03 we have shahril to help giving ideas..

Who shall we invite...

FRIENDS!

everyone... EVERYONE from PT03 and 04... so those that can attend... let me know too... those that cant.. let me know too if possible.. else never mind...

Please come... Chinese, Indians, Malays, IS's... EVERYONE...

That then.. leaves Where and How...

we have problem thinking about a venue... how about some feedbacks and ideas from everyone? please let me know... as for How? it's simple... we enjoy... we've been along quite well... I HOPE... so let's spend time... say farewell to the cyberjaya-going mates... wish luck... and say buh bye to Foundation!

Transport too is a problem... we'll think it over... (to those who are concern may be you can let us in with some ideas too)

Feedback is the utmost important thing in this post... so PLEASE TALK... thank you...

I hope i wont HEAR reasons like we are unfamiliar with each other and stuffs like that... we might not have talked b4 in class or so... yea may be... then get your "gang" (i believe you have one) to come together... we are ONE class... and i know myself... i get along quite well with everyone in my class except for hypocrites... so you wont be lonely or alone... the Party is meant for us... mainly Pt03 and 04 classmates... but any outsiders are welcomed... but we prefer foundation fellas... or better still under IT groups... and everyone should expect to pay.. at least a little... for the food you are going to EAT...

If else Fails... the plan will be canceled... which we... will never tolerate... and never hope it'll happen...

Name List (updated)

PT03:

Khesvin

Aaron

Yong Chin

You Kang

Chun Den

Milton

Shau Hwa

Kelvin (KDL)

Shahril

Ororo

John

Tham

Malliga

PT04: (Nathiya's List)

Nathiya -ok

Ice - ok

Tommy- ok

Navesh- ok

Sze jit - ok

Wei sin- ok

Bagudu( IS student )- ok

Andrew- ok

Fauzan- ok

Fongee- ok

Purple -ok

Aby- haven’t ask yet. But mayb ok also!!

Shirley- haven’t ask yet.. let fongee confirm with u back!

Miau- haven’t ask yet.. let fongee confirm with u back!

Lina- haven’t ask yet.. let fongee confirm with u back!

Wei teng - haven’t ask yet.. let fongee confirm with u back!

Choong han- asked already but not confirm

Gene paul- haven’t ask yet. let fauzan confirm with u back.

Jun kang- haven’t ask yet. let fauzan confirm with u back.

Jagsham- asked already but not confirm

Jaya- haven’t ask yet. Let navesh confirm bek with u

Thinesh- - haven’t ask yet. Let navesh confirm bek with u

Cristine- haven’t ask yet. let fauzan confirm with u back.

* = Unconfirmed

Thanks Nathiya for the effort and list...

That's all for now... FEEDBACK!

This is HeartRoxas Signing Out...

My May Desktop Design "Project"

2009-04-28T02:04:00.011+08:00

It's near May.. i need a new desktop look... while finding inspirations... i found my long gone CAD which i use to use it last time... installed it... and have the porthole skin (my favourite) installed... then i decided to follow the design... trying to make if not exact... shall i say at least half of the like of it? i'm not good... not YET.... so here it is....

My Concept Art

Design Inspiration : CAD skin

Design : PortHole

Arrangement : Old Concept (i ditched Bug Desk despite of the lines)

Software Used: Photoshop & Samurize

Final Product

White Series : First and Last are just plain coloured Wallpaper with the samurize on top... Second to fourth is how the design suits in front of Vista Wallpapers....

Black Series : Khesvin said it's too bright and eyes'll pain if it's a desktop in the dark.. so i designed this series... it's basically turning the base grey to black... but it cost me alot time too... and i actually designed a new porthole instead of change the colour of the old one...

Everything is clickable... the apple... the icons... their positions are FIXED and it cant be turned... (dont imagine it so pro lol... my Darling and KK and FongE)

Apple : Double-Middle-Click leads to Desktop

Icons : Double-Left-Click leads to specific applications

That's all for now...

Critisizes and Comments are what i want more than Compliments....

but if it's good let me know... lol...

this is NOT showing off... so think twice b4 you wanna shoot...

i'm still improving on my PortHole Design... making it look more real...

If anyone's interested in making one... i'll not hesitate to teach.. but my points can be short and brief but meaningful.... for example... "PHOTOSHOP IS EVERYTHING ELSE THEN..." and yea photoshop is the basic of everything you see up there...

P/S: i changed my weblogo... you can comment on it too!

Thanks for viewing...

This is HeartRoxas "De-Signing" Out...

Tagged by Darling and TSJ

2009-04-26T17:59:00.005+08:00

my first blog game! anything unfamiliar... dont blame me... i newbie...

Why do you choose this photo?

Valentine's gift from ma gf... basically meaning it's MEANINGFUL... that's why... AND i got no photos really... until recently... and all i've been uploaded except this one... so.. here it is... aku punya photo limited sial... jgn blame aku ya... ty...

When was the last time you ate pizza?

Pizza Hut... about a month ago with my darling... specific date unavail... ask her may be she remember hehe...

The last song you've listened to?

Sum41 - Pieces

OLD SONG but still rocks....

I tried to be perfect

but nothing was worth it...

la la la la

What are you doing besides answering this tag?

Clicking the tab where the question is suppose to be... and copy it here just to answer this tag.... listening to Linkin Park... thinking of what to eat during dinner... *hungry-nya*

Besides your own name, what do you like people to call you?

You name it... i dont have nicks... and that makes me having TOO many nicks... so anything la as long as it suits me or ma characteristics... recently got called loudspeaker... kinda like that... but i still prefer my own name... thanks you...

Tag 6 person and the following questions shall relate to them... (i doubt they'll even reply the tag except tayshawn may be... T.T nvm it's just names)

1.) Tayshawn

2.) Yuen

3.) Zhuo Yi

4.) Carmen

5.) Liz

6.) Khesvin

Who is No.1?

My high school Classmate... who sat beside me... FUCKING PRO in bio, physics, english... one whom i respect and who respects me... good mate of mine.....

No.3 have a relationship with?

ah this question is what people always wanted to really read in details... BUT... believe me... it's complicated.... heck if i know she got bf... like she's gonna tell me... pui! (she's my cousin if many of you doubted why i talk like that to her... lmao... )

Say something about No. 5

er.... Liz... aka CSC... aka somethingla in MapleStory... met in maple... exchanged contacts... hyper... happy... religious person... christian... attached to her GOD...

How about No. 4?

er... Carmen... aka Soh Kah Mun... My Kindergarten friend... because basically she's my neighbour in Seremban... her father and my mother are colleagues, both GREAT TEACHERS of ST. PAUL.... her father leh... my add maths tuition teacher... i'm thankful... she's FUCKING PRO.... in music... knows how many kind of instrument... ask her... most pro... piano and violin i suppose... paino master leh... grade 8s dont talk please... =x

Who's No. 2?

My coursemate...

Say something bout 6...

My coursemate... A Gujerat (sry if wrong spelling)... 4chan-er... World's No.1 retard... one of the record holder/breaker of the world longest LAN party cyberfusion 09... Sg. Pelek guy... funny.. easy to mix with...

those who not wished to be tagged to but kena... sry la ok? no need reply nvm.... kthxbye...

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For the clevers; about the retards...

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