A week of sleepless nights

6th June, Sunday

I turned off the monitor after setting my on-screen alarm to wake up for class tomorrow, I went to bed... Images flashed, thoughts coming up fast... Problems, regret, worries.. all came filling my thoughts and never allow me peace.... but i cant gave up.. for i cannot afford another failure... and that is what always comforts me.. from the most uncomfortable nights... i found myself hope.. given... not found... so i can finally close my eyes...

*Flash back*

It was semester break, I was happily playing many MMORPGs... because holiday was actually boring-days.... so i figured... the fastest way to finish weeks of time would be MMORPGs... what can i do... i dont Dota, i tried S.T.A.L.K.E.R. all 3 of them, i tried AVP, and many other Single Player games; without any success to keep me interested and happy... so i went MMO-ing all the while.. I knew i may fail a subject... i know i might not have the right to sit down on my hotseat and play 24/7 but what else can i do... i cant study for things i might wanna do for the next 2 more sems to come.. all i can do is enjoy my holiday to the max...which i know... i actually dont know what is enjoy doing things like that... except for watching Prince of Persia : The Sand of Time, after helping my girl friend choose and recommend a compaq laptop....

4th June, Friday

Friday came creeping.. and everyday.. once or twice... my mind sure got struck by a thought - oh when is result coming out?! and in many attempts to online.mmu.edu.my, the full transcript just shows nothing... very soon when i realised.. it was the third friday at my house... with successful registration of streamyx 1Mb.. i had to say i kinda enjoy most of my holidays downloading and going speedtest.net... being happy about the result... when i started to relax and thought of what i should plan on hanging out with coursemates when i'm back at MMU, an unknown number (which later on i realised it was Wei Sin) sent a SMS telling me.. result's out...

That instant my heart goes beating so fast... and i'm ady murmuring the word SHIT SHIT SHIT many times... because i know i was going to fail my TCS... the only thing i look for in my transcript this time is just a letter.. F... whether it is there or not... when i finally realised it is sitting side by side on a coursecode namely TCS1011... my heart went down.... forehead nearly touching the keyboard... i wanted to cry it out like ARGH!!!! but i cant... every bit of my family members is sitting nearby... i dont want to... at least i'm NOT ready yet... to tell them that i failed.. perhaps this time i really shouldnt.. because last time i only use to fail SEJARAH... which in the end means nothing and i passed during SPM... i couldnt bear to fail this time because each course, especially this major core subjects... costs about 1K per course... and even with half price... it's a burden to my family... i'm not rich... i can only manage if i save up..

Since then on my mood hasnt changed much.. i have no appetite... no mood to click so much in front of the screen.. and worst off... i cant sleep... every worse situation comes flashing in my mind when i thought of how my dad or mum will react when they know i failed this paper... even though i did told them i might just fail.. JUST FAIL... how easily can i speak that up without even putting the full efforts last time... though it's too late to regret... we must know where we did wrong yes? That's right... since then on till day before yesterday.. almost a week... i couldnt sleep well... and i mean it... when i went lying down on the bed at 12... i can only sleep and close my eyes at 3.... 3 hours on the bed doing nothing but stupid thoughts...

5th June, Saturday

The next day my father asked and i finally told him about it... to my surprise he did not actually scold me... i know my dad... perhaps he's really old now... perhaps he doesnt wanna quarrel with me... he just talked so nicely... telling me.. not to give too many pressure to myself... if i really cant make it... drop some subjects... dont be too particular about the schedule as long as i can pass all... yeah.. pass all that's most important to me now.. but i did wanna come out early... my parents are both retiring.. and i'm going to just cost them Rm500 to Rm1000 more money... how good is one's son if they were nothing but money spender?

My father did the right thing... i have to say... he's really good in handling me... i couldnt stand tears when i told him i failed... when he said never mind... it's kinda normal at MMU.... never mind it's ok... dont too pressure yourself.. this is so different... he even took care of my everything.. trying to not make me too sad... asking me do i need more money since i have up till 630pm classes on friday which further means.. no home coming... what can i expect more? but i said no... i rather he keep the money to himself... i really want to save up so if i can.. he dont have to pay for my retake.... maybe it's never too late to realize even better reasons to respect and love my father... i'll repay.. i promise...

10th June, Thursday

a week went by.... yes... sleepless nights too.... lectures were surprisingly having good english... and i'm happy about it.... Not on some if they were to teach me when i as foundation.... but now.. perhaps i'm in this campus long enough to not ask for better... or perhaps they are really better... i dont care much.... and thursday is free.... no lectures no tutorials... not just because it's first week.. because we made our timetable so... fully utilize all other time and leave thursday free... so we will have some activities on our own... what's a better plan is... Khesvin and few more of my firends are going for badminton and they count me in... which i'm really happy about it because i already wanted quite long to play my badminton like how i used to... i told my girl friend i wanna get back the *feel* of playing it right.. being strong..agile... and tricky...

As expected.. Thiam Soon and my sifu Yong Chin was among the best... since they were once great players and they never stop... i did stop at form 3... so i haven hold my racquet's handle for like so many years... and i figure if you lob a ball... i'll never be able to time it right and smash it or lob it back or what not... well it's true.. because i had my trainings before and i once half-excelled... that's a problem... with that long a time leaving badminton untouched... my judgement and timing is gonna suck... but i managed.... but it's just games and sport... our motive is just to get ourself sweaty.... whatever it takes.. it'll do... we booked a court.. with SukMa players fencing on a futsal field.. everything was perfect... i'm happy... that i can play... that i got invited... that i get to exercise.. that i get to win perhaps? lol... my mood turned better. and i'm all tired when i reach Ixora.... with slight headache, which is caused by losing too much of body liquid... bought a 100 plus aqtiv... finish it that night itself... and voila.... i can sleep well on thursday.... finally... but because i'm tired... and because on Friday.. i have 8am class...

11th June, Friday

Today i'm all excited... 8-9am class and the girls are gonna meet their AA which to me... i can TUMPANG ask... thanks to my gf and friends... i can laugh and smile all the while now... speaking to Miss Goh i knew that this failure isnt gonna be easy to us... it's going to cost us alot of time... i really dont know how i should plan about my future... but let's get on with it.. make present and future better to get rid of the past.. that's what we can try best now...

of course.. that's nothing to be excited about... what comes next is what i wrote on Facebook status when i woke up... JUSCO! all i can think of is sushi and nothing else... i like their own made sushi... with that big piece of dried seaweed all wrapped... of course the main purpose is to lunch and get stuff from Popular bookstore.. so...

We had our lunch at garden... and 6 of us pick the exact same dishes.. just different beverages... why because that is the most worth looking dish...

Garden... where we took our lunch..

A Picture we took when we're done.. with MANY attempts due to incorrect angle..

A close up on the dish... 6 of the same... but this isnt mine i believe it's FongE's

The interior design there... looks not bad...

And a testing from FongE i dunno why... on Wteng's camera phone....

P/S: i trimmed a new hairstyle and i have positive feedbacks.. thanks people... :D

My dish.. full spec... salad, rice my lime+honey ice, a tasty, most satisfied, UK's choice... soup of the day... lol it was awesome though costly..

An mid-aged women were eating ALONE not very far away from us.. and fongE snapped her pic... lol

We went to popular and after that hang around in a cartoon shop and also a souvenir's shop... we were playing around with things at the cartoon shop and took pics but the latter doesnt let us do the same... so we have only pics from cartoon shop....

A cyclops like spec lol which i tried it on and let the price tag lay on my nose... imma retard...

FongE's attempt... are rabbitdogs always good with something that has a rabbit or dog symbol? i guess so... :D

She does look cool on that... i mean COOOOLLLL... she doesnt wanna show her face which makes her enhances the effect more... during a spectacles repairment on Daby's new pair... she did tried a few too which looks cool also... guess she's a cool type huh... not like it when you get to know her better... behind her was my gf... with a SMILING tiger.. how cute...

Ladies and gentlemen.. a series of angry-looking Puppets show comes next!

First, tommy was bitten on the shoulder by a dinosaur came back alive!

Guess who's behind...?

Next, FongE head was nearly swallowed by just one byte from an alligator...... bleh *tongue out dead*

Guess who's behind?

Now did you get it right or wrong? Tommy was a black bear, fongE with a T-Rex and Daby with an alligator...

Daby found a large paw and put it on fongE's frontal face... tommy instantly laughs... FACEPALM!!

However, he demanded a correct way of doing it... BIG FACEPALM...

Everything went well... while we finished going to about 4-5 or was it 6 shops of SHOES next... we decided to head back to campus to continue our 330pm tutorial... we even planned to get the OS textbook before going back campus but what kills us was the heavy rain... so darn heavy that i cannot tell.. but we are in a rush what can i do? tommy doesnt know how to drive... and i wouldnt risk girls running in the rain when there's a boy(me) that can drive... so there i go... got myself all wet... so i must make the wet a purpose... and let's not waste it... make sure my passenger's dry! and i didnt wanna get down of the car to switch drivers which i have to run under the rain again so i drove... and trust me... i couldnt see SHIT.. it was all blur even with the highest speed wiper... with unbalanced roads all half flooded with water... it was nightmare.. i couldnt and wouldnt drive fast and i didnt know well the exact path of home... so wteng guided me... and i kept all passengers worried because i almost had emergency breaks near red lights... because i cant realy see what's happening upfront.. i was all tensed up... then my dad called... he forgot the password to connect to my house's wireless... i told him and he told me a good news... netbook's here.... i've been happy then... despite the wet and weather...

god bless me i reached... put them down at ACR's which they dont have to get wet... although they eventually got wet but not because of staying under rain... it's because of the wind.. such heavy wind and rain... i spotted daby's car and tailed her... because she went back first to fetch her sis.... but i tailed her with 2 purpose.. i'm at Wteng's car what if i dont know how to describe where did i parked.. perhaps later daby can bring her go... besides... i'm afraid that daby doesnt have an umbrella.... and well... although we both have umbrellas... it doesnt even really help at all... yeah my head was ady wet... my leg wasnt.. but the road from car park to CLC is windy and i have my jeans all wet... irritating but there's nothing that i can do... i went to the toilet attempting to dry things up with failure.. even my shirt near my shoulder.. i took off and twist it... rain water came squishing out... but i cant do that to my jeans... so i spent the rest 3 hours having my legs soaked and numb... which is very uncomfortable...

It's so uncomfortable that i have to roll them up to FEEL better... so that the surface attached to wet pants are lesser... i do not care how people will make fun of me already... i'm just WET

thanks to SJ's jacket i warmed at least in the tutorial room... but during BHM... the venue was cold... i managed though... since the lecture was fun.. we need to draw a supply demand curve again this time and how i remembered i drew it together with PCD... and how much we put effort into econs... getting an A... with memories flashback it's warm... at least getting an A is... failure might be bad... but we can always make it a lesson....

during class we caught fongE staring at at the front row... pulling her own lips... looking dead tired... and i snapped this pic quietly without her noticing... to FognE... this is why i never send ALL the pics to you through mail for blogging.. you must've filtered this... :P sorry ya :D

12th June, Saturday

I just came back from IT fair campus... and it sucked so bad that it has so FEW vendors.... and the largest stygix didnt come... well... if you wanna just take a walk... yes you may do so... if you wanna buy something... i dont recommend there... if you wanna troll people... there's the best place... it has so many non-geeks that act like they are...

ah this post jut went abit too far i guess.. but it's ok... it's how i past this week... sleepless nights.. badminton... friends... i'm glad... the fact that now i can sleep well...

before i end.. this is a lil promotion for Ororo Thiam Soon... of charity community of taiwan... tze ji... pronounced not spelled... it's on Monday.. so help him out if you're someone who loves helping..

lemme translate... 14/6/2010, 7-10pm, venue = tze ji outpost, gather place = MMU roundabout.... anyone interested contact Mr. Yeo Thiam Soon...

World cup is live! are you feeling the heat too?! or are you the one causing most of them? one thing about world cup that's good is it's a world class sports.. battle of nations.. so i basically just love choosing one country over the other during a match.. with Aaron's enthusiasm tonight imma watch Korea VS Greece... which will i choose? nothing different from Aaron's choice... KOREA!

What's the time of kick-off in malaysia? I present you the full chart for malaysia...

of course though. CLICK for full view... this is just too small...

That's all for now..

This is HeartRoxas signing out....

True colour

I was,

a peacemaker,

between two people,

but now,

i chose my side;

There was

a conflict i had with someone,

but i now regret,

because i avenged,

for one who does not appreciate;

Some people,

they need to wake up,

before things get worse;

before things get more complicated;

before,

i gave you no chance to turn back;

I'm saying this,

because

i am still giving you a chance,

because

i still treat you,

as my friend;

I am happy as what i am now,

I can socialize better,

I know things better,

I see attitudes of people better,

and in between the lines I have read,

i realized your change;

quicker than any other people around you,

because,

i was somehow,

closer to you,

BEFORE;

But your happiness does not depend on mine,

whether you are going to strive for it,

or whether you want to entertain your life with misery,

seriously,

BE MY GUEST;

To say i hated you once before,

then i'll better off saying,

i'm more towards pity you right now;

I am not perfect,

but looking at the situation i am having now,

compared to yours,

i am,

ALOT BETTER;

My theory,

and everyone else's,

is exactly the same;

and by same means:

our theory,

is just as simple;

Change,

and you'll be accepted;

continue,

and you'll rot;

You wanted to join the majority,

yet,

your actions sold you out;

and yes,

you chose,

to be like that,

you chose,

to boycott yourself;

Others will not be angry,

when they read this post;

on the other hand,

you will;

Why,

because you know,

you are the one who is wrong;

because you know,

you are the one,

i am talking about;

I do not mind losing a friend,

because in the process,

i have gained more,

getting even closer to others;

but then again,

who wants more enemy than friends?

who does not want to give his friend,

A CHANCE?

A piece of advice,

to my friends that i'm losing my faith on,

my friends that i still call you,

a friend:

Time to wake up,

Time to be mature,

Time to stop showing

your true colour.

100% entertainment 0% studies

If i do not update my blog... imma get scolded again next time aaron sees me... :D

let me talk a little about CNY... basically teachers dont do lectures... only one who even nearly insisted having quiz on thursday.. the fifth day of our CNY... she asked who wants to have it on schedule... all non-chinese raise their hands... IS, malays, indians... FUCKERS.... you wont be happy if you have quiz during Raya and deepavali ok? so please... move your point of view to others and think how can we reach Maximum happiness (Ethics and professional lol)... luckily... only 24 of em put up their hands.. and teacher asked who wants the quiz postponed... ahaha... what did i say? i put up my hand... and shouted... "you better raise your hand up, if your's chinese... MCB!" of course. teacher heard and then said... who's that? i wanna deduct his marks... muahahaha.. of course no one dare to point me out... although i think some non-chinese will point out but they dont know what am i talking about as i shouted chinese... :D

so CNY was a week's holiday and first i thought it should be fun... at least the MONEY from ANG PAUs will be fun... but i was wrong... i didn't get much this season and the holiday was plain boring... tho i dont really care about the money most of the time... so how little it is... it's enough for me... ha... chinese said... you'll be happy if you know what's enough...

Subjects this semester was a bit interesting and challenging too... data struct and algorithms.... it's c++ but a totally different lecture explanation... besides that.. maths technique 2... this two are the worst subject for me this sem... i dont even know what lecturers are talking about since 1st week... my best should be machine architecture or ethics... as i listened wholeheartedly almost all lectures.... Logic programming was fun... as Japanese made them a 5th generation language... to me it's still as confusing as 3rd generation... but more possibilities than 4th generation.. as it's near to AI and the computer actually do all the possibilities in just 2 lines of command... to me i still love 4th gen database codes.. they're just tables and english... but well let's talk about lecturers...

it's week 7 now... then it's another week break... then coming back... what i'm concerned of is that the 2 worst subject of mine will have a change in lecturers... i do not hope to have any change in others 3 as i'm cool with them.. after the break i really hope there's a change in lecturer... and hope i can have some chances to have my brain opened to this two subject... so we'll say goodbye to Ms Chong LY for data struct and MR Chong also for maths.. tho our tutor are cute.. quiz and help.. and FULL MARKS! hahahaa... that's why my msn status update... Wong Wee Ming Leng Zai!

Machine is farby the most interesting subject this sem... 2nd level ALP(assembly language programming) we study about micro processors and how they function.. basically and mostly... about the outdated 8085 processor... why that old? because we must know the basics of these processor to ease us on learning other 32 even 64 bit processors... to me... i like hardware... this subject is a green flag... besides.. you need imagination when the lecturer's giving examples... that too i'm quite good with... the codes also... are so easy... just lines.... tho not user friendly... but better than c++... i hope i can really excel in this subject actually.. but they are tricks and things i often forget... but at least i still can follow up... that's good enough....

Ethics being the most boring subject... but i hardly missed any of her lectures... basically because her english is GOOD... at least alot better than other lecturers... being so young and chinese.. she dont have that chinese accents like the other lecturer have SERIOUS problem in... for example... always she'll read as alway... use she will read as u... when there's no S she'll CREATE S for the word... when there should be S sound.. she SKIP them... -.- but ethics lecturer doesnt have that problem.. tho sometimes still grammatical mistakes... we are still from chinese schools.. it's obvious we can make those mistakes easily... but she's good enough really.. and moral was like... *laughs* a funny thing to me... ethics is what is right to be done... but not on every aspects.. so it's kinda confusing... to me... follow your instincts and also your humanity.. and do whatever you think it's right being one who doesnt hurt any other people or at least give them the least hurt...

ProLog has a funny lecturer... he is GOOD... i can never deny that... a java fella... always wears that SUN Micro shirt during every wednesday the first few weeks... Black... lol... and he always repeats things because he's afraid we will have doubts... for example... "dont sit at the back come to the front." or "behind can hear me? cannot hear me let me know ah~" or "but dont worry la we will do this in detail in chapter 4 and 5... dont worry" and he say these in a tone of like a grandfather advising his grandchildren... ah so funny... we just had our lab test done this week but there is a group having them on tuesday but wednesday is the lecture... so when he came.. he upload the results and tell all of us... result is bad ah~... from now on must be serious already ah~ cannot joke joke ady ah~ but he shake his had like a wise old man and smile giving us the look like he's joking... so he'll eventually make everyone laugh.. thinking it's STILL a joke... labtest was crazy.. we 4 of us datacomm fellas left is me and 3 girls.. woke up early in the morning... Wteng drove us to McD and all study there... having our first taste on McMuffin... wasnt bad... but.. it gave 3 out of 4 of us a stomach ache... i wonder...

still... i will call that 0 studies... and 100% entertainment... McD and Mori to me... the venue itself is an entertainment... besides.. i also bought few things i wanted so long... a huge mousepad.. sifu bought if for me from JB... it's big... and my logitech MX518... finally :D look at the picture.. MX518 is big itself as it's a gaming mouse... so you can imagine how big is the mousepad... (for those that never seen b4 tho.. not those gang that i know they all have better pads than i do lol)

besides, for an early present... my gf bought me a stereo mini headset for my nano... white... comfortable... fashionable... and me myself bought a SwitchEasy CapsuleThins white casing for my ipod.. that it looks so white now... isnt it? there's a video stand coming with it... so you'll see how my ipod is standing...

we also have a white valentines... since the first day of CNY is valentines and we didnt have chance to spend together.. so our present is still ok... not expensive.. and beautiful.. reach only today as of 5/march/2010... couple necklace... :D

i forgot about my happiness about CNY tho... the most happy about CNY is not about ang pau this year.. is about going to my gf's house and have their parents recognized me... ha... they gave positive feedbacks... i'm saying this based on their looks and actions on me... so i'm really happy... thank god... it has been the most fearful thing before that... now... both side parents know about their children's partner... things should get alot easier now... just wait for my invitation... LOL!

so the 100% entertainment basically finishes up my ang pau money... so i guess i need to save up now... this post aint long... but there's too much words that i think i should stop... before that let's make some announcements...

for PTPTN borrowers, if you wanna have the money PTPTN gave straight away deducted from your bank account without you having to login to cimb clicks to do all the silly transactions.. now you can stop-by at students One-Stop-Center.. behind mainhall facing the field... fill up a form.. and that's it.. you have no worries about money from PTPTN and fees now... MMU will straight away take it from your bank accounts... this form filling is somehow like a approval by you... simple as that...

draft timetable for final exams is out... but we have really weird dates.... still better than Security Techs having 2 exams in a day...

MUET exams... we'd better get prepared as we dont know if it's postponed or what... the bulletin once said.. but i'm unsure...

Gathering... saying it since 3 or 2 weeks ago... yet i did NOTHING till now.. guess my friends need to change an organizer... i dont know if i'm busy with midterms and tests... or i just simply gave up on people signing away from the gathering... some real important people... and till now i get zero help from no one... and no one has yet to take the first step... besides... i started seeing how friends are USED and also how selfish people are... i'm starting to take steps and ignore people who wants to be a hypocrite so much... i wouldnt go on a hard way... but i'll definitely always be careful about them and also ready to give them back what they should deserve once problems emerged... i'm holding back my anger... and i believe no one wants me angry...

ah fuck that... i'm happy now.. what movie should i watch tmr... Percy Jackson the lightning thief or the Wolfman? let's see what can i do about gathering and windows 7 after the break.. other than that.. i will enjoy my holidays with animes that i get it after that much effort i put in saving fongE's hard disk drive... haha :D

lastly, melaka said we should have a water shortage the day before yesterday but somehow ixora survived or there's isnt any water cut...

Chile happened 8.8 level earthquake and tsunami alerts all around the pacific ocean... hawaiian are the most dangerous... but luckily there's no tsunami and the earthquake killed fewer people than haiti i think... due to the advancement of technology... however... let us pay our last respect, giving our condolences.. and bid rest in peace to the victims..

what's happening to the globe... global warming... i have experience the hottest CNY this year... and now it's still DAM fucking hot... i wonder.... when will this end... even yesterday i bath at 12am.. the water is still like 3pm.. HOT ONE... WTF? hope this end soon.... but before my bday.. i know it's impossible... equinox! finally it rained while i was typing this post.... but right after that BIG SUN... woah... give us a break...

Thanks for reading.

This is HeartRoxas signing out.

Everything From Last Weekend Til' Today

Last Week Friday was a public holiday. My gf and i went to Tesco to sapu stuff... in fact it actually is only me who is buying stuffs, she just teman oni... so guai... and inside Tesco have like hell lotsa people!! no doubt la... biasa la... public holiday ma... ok the main purpose of going Tesco is to buy Chicken Frankfurts from Ayamas... but of course i plan to buy butter, cheese, some tit bits and drinks too... i was "driving" around the hypermarket with the trolley and trolling around... almost hit into people twice... but i was good at driving THAT so luckily i did not... i went back happily but when i realise i was too late... I FORGOT TO BUY BUTTER!!! which to me is a very important thing because i cook using that as oil source.. yeah my house now can cook! induction heater... heating up things just too fast lol but i'll get use to it... When we are waiting for the only bus heading to MMU to go that time my gf spotted FongE and Yong Li... obviously they are gonna hop in the same bus too... i told my gf to quickly cover our faces... but of course not... when she saw us she shouted... HA!!!! walao..... scare me... paiseh.... why are they together?!!!! haha dont simply think... they are here because they are JPA scholars... when my gf asked her she didn't say anything but a Bank Islam card showed to us... NAH!!!! lol... emo lah aku~~~~~ anyway... i haven said that have i?

~~CONGRATULATIONS FONGE~~

The second day itself... we decided to go MP DP to shop... this time we plan to buy slippers... because my gf's had spoiled and mine ALMOST... so there we go.... i was hungry and stopped by Grab and Wack to buy Sandwich. Which i've been wanting to eat for so long but they keep finish selling them.... after that while waiting for bus... a car of IS(international students) drove out from the T junction and i think they hit the small truck beside when they try to overtake during junction... they skid and the tyres screeched the next thing i know... the car was skidding towards the place we both waited for bus... my instant reaction was to hold my gf waiting for the worst to happen and see if i can only allow least damage... luckily, the car managed to stabilize and went drifting pass us... me heart had a serious jerk... seriously i cant think of anything accept that am i going to die? that time.... fuck the IS.... they are still laughing when they drift by! is that funny?! luckily i did not throw away my sandwich to be able to have better reaction... else i'll run to where they stopped the car and make them sandwiches myself... they stopped by and the truck too.... but just the front light was damaged... god bless me i was lucky...

the bus came just minutes after that so i dont give that incident a shit and try to calm and happily went hanging out with my gf.... Main thing we're looking for? Red Modani, Summit, Summer... and i see alot bf teman gf come choose shoes... haha... first time see so many and in one shop summore... Fabiano Rico was it? lol... dunno la... she spotted one but yet to be decided... scare later saw better one then regret.... girls lol.... so we decide to go eat first... of course... with the sandwich still digesting.... i couldn't be eating much... so we went to wong kok a hong kong based restaurant... 3 dim 3.... means 3.15pm with 30% discount... but we forgot that it's public holiday... so no discount! T.T we waited for our seats as there were too many of em and it's full house...but the waitress was efficient... she booked table 15 for me because the family almost finished theirs there...

Drinks we ordered.

My gf : Hong Kong style Teh Tarik!

Me : Guava flavoured with squished sour lime

A closer look at mine

and both of ours

The food i took like... 10 minutes or was it 15? to decide... because since it has no discount i think i must choose something cheap.... no money T.T

and what was that already? er... pineapple juiced chicken with rice... something like that la

My gf's dish Cheese Baked Italian Noodles

The place we went to. Wong Kok at DP.

So after that we went walking around looking for shoes again... and after Fabiano Rico, we saw this...

There's a door behind it where you can enter and the "snow flakes" inside will fly around and you can take pictures... but not now... i forgot when does it gonna start... my gf do lol... she really wanna go inside i suppose...

On the right hand side we have this... it was made of recycled empty bottles.... it formed christmas three... look how nice it is... and environmental friendly too! good job

Same thing on the left hand side... but less green bottles... i wonder why hmm...

we went shopping inside carefore after that and i tried to compare the prices with tesco and reminding myself to get butter this time... but after few more thoughts i gave up... the price of the butter was almost the same but the large ones only left 3 and even the packing is broken... so i gave up and since i decided that instant that im gonna stay a little more late this time... i dont think the butter will withstand the outdoor room temperature... we then bought the shoe spotted earlier... this time with no doubts because she cant find any nicer ones... then we went walking on the DP field... took some pictures... and sat down taking some rest...

These are the best... the rest.. i'm not sure if i'm gonna post it up or at facebook or not at all... because the pose are all the same... either is i kissing her cheek or she's doing the other way round... but this is i think the best two... :P

sweet eh? first one's on the field and second one when we're taking a rest... and we noticed a ticketing counter... showing hot air balloon.. coming soon... wow... adults 26 or 28 i forgot... children 15.... that's some money... i wonder how will it become... people wanna go higher than Eye on Malaysia and Taming Sari huh? BALLOONS... great.. hope there will be maintenance and no accidents throughout the functionality of the sale...

After that we decided to go to the A' Famosa since i had been there since i was really small... so i dont think i remember and understand anything that time.... same goes to my gf so we went there together... climbing the stairs up hill... that reminds me last time when i went together with khesvin, sifu, aaron and shah the same spot the night we thought we will not see shahril for long... it was suppose to be a farewell gathering with shah... haha suppose to be... sry shah i didn't mean anything bad... it's good to have you back.. really... and last time we were scare to went up hill into that darkness... it was scary really... but this time i went up with my gf... there's lighting shooting and turning around... i took pictures when one of the monuments are shone... there's a big tree where some girl is selling the leaves and tourist and even locals wrote their wishes and pin them onto lines surrounding the bark of the tree... it's like a wishing tree they so believed... My gf and i came across many cats and kittens climbing the hills... the kittens were cute but their mother was firece when we try to approach the kittens... so protective sial.... and besides that... we too came across with a family of japanese.... the children were damn small.. about 5-7 age... one boy one girl... and my girl friend and i heard both of them shouting MiTe~~~(which after that my gf got the translate from Daby which is - LOOK!!) when they saw the kittens... their voice OMG... so darn darn darn cute.. no kidding... even the boy... sounded like almost exactly the same as his younger sister... wow... this was my first time coming across so near with japanese tourists... Enjoy the pictures....

Behold, the "Brylcream still standing" A' Famosa gate.

This was the building me and shah's suppose to be farewell gathering's gang was afraid to go up late at night...

inside the building... The Monument that a lighting just pass through and i quickly snap it... our of curiosity actually... not doing it on what purpose...

Back of the building...

Just further back of the building...

We came downhill and took again... but what's with that fella walking? zzz spoiler....

It's dinner time! and we head towards Sushi King at MP... this time we only take dishes on belt.. without anything from kitchen except if you wanna consider, the refillable hot green tea... It's our first time actually... and it was kind of a good experience? first time we took a purple coloured dish too.. which if anyone dont know... is the more expensive dish of sushi choice on the belt... RM6 per dish... after finished... i use the soy sauce and drew this without my girl friend's notice... and later on asked her to look at it... she asked me how did i do that... i drew another smaller one beside but it was hard... so.. it came out distorted... but still i took the picture...

It's a love shape just so you know

We finished and when we are coming down using an escalator... my gf's sharp eye spotted a bag she was saying cute! and that's how she "accidentally" bought a new bag... then she told me... "yesterday at Tesco's was your stuff, today...ALL MINE... haha" I dont care actually... she's happy then i'm good.. simple.. since it's not my money :P am i just bad or just she's good... hmmm

P/S: The pictures (not just this), might be a lil blur... sry because i'm only using my 2.0 MP phone camera set to VGA quality... -.-

Let me brief about things that had gone through after that weekend.. Monday's TCP quiz was tiring.... i dont think i can even score half... because i cant even answer and write a complete CLASS code... sigh... how do i pass this sem... i wonder... and after the struggle... it's TDS midterm... anotehr headache subject for me... altho people will not listen to me lol... but heck care... let's just look at the result....

Yesterday on TCP tutorial.. my group in the tutorial group... which is Group 1 collected 490 points from questions and answer section... Tommy did most of it... infact can i say all of it? except that ah yuen answered a dynamic allocating array code and scored us 80 points... others did well too but i think most of it is tommy's work... really.. thankful to tommy... and midterm's group average too our group got the highest... tommy 12.5, FongE, Wteng, daby = 9.5, me 9, yuen 8.5, my gf 7.5 all pass... and get highest average has another 200 points extra... lol... actually we ady win with 490 points... LLL awhile wan praise tommy... even we didn't get the highest... the second highest has 260 points... they got 200 oni 460... and we takan get lowest.. we also will get 150 if we are not highest right? so still highest... lol... but now... we get highest wo... how? 490 + 200.... 690... no one... can chase this... sry... LLL!!! proud of tommy, yuen and my group... FongE leader.. tell everyone first... hahahaaha..... good job la... but now assignment... tommy like tank all... feel sorry for him... cause i dunno anything... still stuck at If Else... and string... can say i still stucked at first sem first assignment... lol... once touch function i gg... how how how.... really scare....

Today at lecture section... finally... Who Wants to be a Millionaire? by Mr Teh questions about CP2... he use excel to toss coin... random a number and to decide who goes first... they Group 1.... tommy and mostly the people that i know is in that group.. got the highest random and decided to let gourp 2 start first... so i saw mr Teh choose question group B for group 2... i wonder will it be harder or easier... so the started... tommy was kacau-ing them saying why dowan use lifeline... not C meh? confirm ma? lol... i also kacau kacau... but i'm just an audience.. i dont have the rights until they use the lifeline... the group of mostly bio students... got to 8000 question but they are stucked... used a lifeline to ask our special guest Miss Chong... she gave the right answer... but they dowanna trust and still hesitate... at last... TIMES UP.. and they bring home 1k only which is the safety checkpoint... so i was happy... as long as tommy's group get 2k.. they can walk home with winner's prize... they did... they reached 2k.. but teacher said... we should have some sportmanship... say only la... wanna let others have the chance to see the questions and treat it as revision oni... so there they go... all correct and the questions were easier... and they reached the second safety point which is 32k... which even if they got some question wrong... they still won... they are already standing up and "give me 5 baby!" lol but of course la they continue... and they used up life line no1 asking miss chong... and they fight through and reached 1Mill question... they use up the lifeline asking miss chong the second time... because i think they dont wanna waste miss chong's effort coming to the hall... i know they already know the answer but they insisted asking... D! said miss chong... and with her smile... so confusing that you wont know if it's true or not... but then Mr Teh said... let's ask the audience too since this is the last Question.... lol... at that instant... i shouted.... "Confirm D ah!" because i know the answer first... and i heard then shouting first... and also miss chong double or triple confirm the answer... Khsmis was laughing so loudly at my shout and Shau Hwa too... lol... at last... D..... congratulations... 1Million! haha really... PRO... they are Pro... they get their price i dont know how much each person because you have to pay RM1 for the game... lose no money... but got consolation price... ok what... Mr teh so good... but talk about sportmanship.... those bio fellas see our group 1 reached 2k know lose ady then go away... i dunno go where... walao... n00b la... no sportmanship... go back cry... wakakakakakaka... oh yea did i mention that the speaker did not synchronize well with the lecture hall's computer and so we have to borrow someone else's and that person has a "cute" anime girl with one small sharp SEXY teeth sticking out... posing in front as wallpaper... omg sial he might had fap for that picture b4 who knows lol!

Congratulations to all haha and good luck to those that're going to work at MITC for PC FAIR... i'm looking forward to seeing you guys there.. IF I'm able to... :P

That's all for now... type till hand sour...

Regards and thanks for reading...

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Google Wave

I was planning to start my twitter to go on public... then i wrote the blog post before this.. when finished... i came back to twitter... and the "Trending Topics" currently showing Google Wave at the very top... Google wave... my weekend mind has almost finished filling with this application... as a Google fan.. i watch through the whole vid of 1hour and 20 mins using youtube... then keep wanting to have a invitation from google...

I realise next it was no good... no one has got an invitation for at least one week.. (that... is also google search)... therefore... i tried my luck on twitter...

To my surprise... many are giving out free invitations on google wave on twitter... all i need is just request it from them! and here i am... now using google Wave there should be have a special app called bloggy to blog on wave! But it's not available now yet. Thanks to dominic... i dont know who is he... but i just requested with my email written as his twit... then the next thing happened in my mailbox... i've got invited! i remembered i requested from more than one person... but only he gave me... so really... i'm happy....

what i did next was to get my friends in... i do the same thing that get me inside wave.. but then this time i forward the mails to those who are interested and requested from me... First come first serve... that's fair right?

i had 5 delivered the next morning and then i send out to the first 5 that requested from me... sorry for those who requested late after that... i couldnt promise a must have but once i got the mails i will surely send them to you guys... just be patient ok?

when Wave is publicly coming out... i will want all my friends to try this cool thing by google!

Now the only thing left is find out how can i integrate this app with facebook... tho i prefer this than facebook... but they're of different usage...

Next week will be really busy... i guess... but with google wave... all fun is there....

here's a screenshot by me... on wave! was discussing about the MS assignment... with my gf... hehe muacks muacks

Best regards,

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