New Divide

27th of May 2009
Of all days in foundation... i've been waiting this day for long...
I, as one fo the organizers... really did alot... not self-praising here... but i really have friends... really have the people.. that really enthusiastic and helped during the party... we did alot... just to make this party successful... indeed... many said it was awesome... i hope it really is... or it's because i'm the one who asked so you guys said it was awesome? never mind... i trust you...

the party actually starts when it's the first convoy... i went down... as i'm in charge and wanna  kept informed... went down and waited and sort people around and make sure everyone that we arranged get on to the convoy... Despite of Milton sleeping late... other's was quite punctual... but Milton is the man... he's the leader... so we have to wait...
We only need one trip... because we have drivers that remember the road real well... (except for... shah? lol) but shah can follow wai yuen.. which remembers road in one time drive... 
Good job really.. we are all in this together...
I know i divided myself as the transport fella.. and done nothing much.. without you guy's help.. i wouldn't have done it.. what i see was i'm suppose to be the transport fella but others are more worried and doing more than me... seriously felt sorry bout that.. but i know.. they help because they know they are capable... they can help... they will never expect a payback... 
Wai Yuen, Khesvin, Malliga, Shah, Nathiya and the drivers Milton, Ice, and Shah... thank you...

We done the list and had it with two trips where ice's car doesnt have to travel two trips... because we have enough car... 1pm first convoy... 4pm second... all went smooth... good job drivers... 
To Shau Hwa, Sze Jit, Choong Han....
there's a misunderstanding... i would have explained during the party.... but i'm not brave enough... i can only say i'm sorry...  and i'm "paiseh" but it really isn't my fault to not ready a car for you guys... if there's any unhappiness... Sincerely.. i regret my stpidity and i'm sorry....

The trip there was fun.. ours being the last to reach because we bought ice cubes, and fetch the cake from secret recipe... and with Shah, Kelvin, Khesvin in the car... the lulz never finish... lol... Shah even told my gf... hey purple why are you so quiet...? in my car you cannot be quiet... lol shah what you're gonna do huh... throw her down? =x
And shah... another cyber fella... lost his way twice turning the wrong junction... lol... fail is fail.. no offense... you've been great i know... haha

1091...
the unit where Khesvin and me went to see the first time.. they sort of show us the structure... but i didn't expect it will be that unit... never mind.... any unit wil do.. we will party!
Songs invited me more than any people... thanks to Tommy, Aaron and Khesvin again for the music and 3 speakers 1 laptop.... good songs whole night...
Seriousness thrown in when i entered the room... organizers put aside their bags and then start discussing... i of course... checked if everything is ok... snacks not finishing this fast... enough soft drinks... no spamming ice cubes... everyone entertained... and we need RM500 for deposit.. i shrug... only then i settle down...
but lol... settle down? as if i have the time... 
people start grouping themselves... back to their own gang... i dont mind really... but this will not be how i enjoy the party.. i'll go busy... laugh with gangs... sing along LOUD... yes i mean LOUD.... and teman girl friend...
Since it's not that dark yet... photograph session should start imediately.. and yes... we are all changing to the blue colour shirt we made... but it's really hard to call up 35 people in one go... so my gang waited until they're bored... saw the ball john brought... that's it... Futsal!
haha... i see them enjoying themselves... they are happy untill i shouted.. i'm sorry ok... lol... but i dont wan too many sweats during photograph... 
1,2,3 cheese! thanks to Kelvin(Aaron's Roomate) and Pravin(Malliga's boy boy)... photograph session takes sometime but succcesfully done... 
Futsal come back to live... I'm a Stool's leg that's what a malay proverb says... Kaki Bangku... i know no soccer... and therefore... i went inside... drink up... and choose the song i've been waiting for.... New Divide... Linkin Park... 
This song isn't suppose to mean like that... but i cant help think about our new divide after foundation... everyone has their own major and no more PT03 and PT04... and yes... emo-ness strike... This is a FAREWELL party... people are going cyberjaya and we the melacca MMU-ers are gonna miss them... real LOT....
I found my girl... walk around the bungalow with her... lie down in the organizer's room... looking blankly at ceiling thinking nothing... or may be too much? i dunno.... my girl friend kept ask me what's happening... but i realy dont know.. People are enjoying so should i... but may be this is the party i organized... i dont know if everyone's happy... and may be i start to feel the coming farewell... luckily my gf suggested a lil walk... that at least... kill my time... we did not went far... but at least i dont have to be lying down doing nothing for a party.. but i saw Miao taking a bike and fetching every girl of their gang... and heard daby shouted.. Miao very handsome ah! (cool in this occasion...just direct translate).. lol 
When i came back.... so does the end of futsal... sweat smell everywhere... but i see that they are enjoying... i dont mind as long you dont lie down the bed with all sweats on it... i kept reminding people about that... i'm like the bad guy whole party... lol...
Then i started to discuss with WY... summoned him to the room i'm lying down... and tell him... let them enjoy now... but we must discuss the transport money right after dinner... but khesvin wants the cake and glass money done.... so i've been going along... interrupting people.. collecting money.. people would have avoided me that way... sigh... saw me means MONEY... lol... really... the bad person that night... but luckily people are easy going... money... nah... money... nah... lol.... thanks guys... and sorry but that's my job.... had a lil walkwith wai yuen.. i wanted this walk because i wanna see how come we cannot book the unit we've suppose to have booked that day... 1009... it's occupied... just as i thought.... and my gf called me... asking where am i... and that she wanted to come to walk too.... lol. and wai yuen saw her walking like in the center of the road... Innocently...  not afraid of anything... looking around... that was cute... lol....
when 1091 unit is on-sight again during my walk back... i saw... what's that car- that's the caterer! and i sped up... my gf slowed me down but i told her... i have the money for the food... i have to be there... so we had the food dealed... they rushed for us.. cooking only that few hours because of misunderstood of timing... but they managed... and that's only RM150 for two small trays of Bihun, one large tray of rice, and two trays of fried chicken... i dunno if there's misunderstood or there really isnt enough chicken there... some missed it... i'm sorry about that... Dinner beside my gf and chunden... lol... i've done this before... during the treat from chun den at gulf... but this time it really was different.. we dont crap that much... we tend to stay quieter.. ok i know i'm never quiet but still is quieter... may be there's no more exam mood to crap releasing stress... or may be... we are going to part... same University... different campus.... 

After dinner... as promised.. i start calculating together with wai yuen... i couldn't have done it without him... and we came out that RM5.6 per person... so i went out and announce.. RM5 everyone is that ok? all agreed... and pay... the 60 cents... we will use our misc. money to cover up... and again... i went collectin money... see me means see money... sigh... is that how i'm gonna enjoy my party... so sorry... but that's my job... everything settle down.. and we start cleaning the table... for birthday cake for Ray, Aaron and Shah... turn off the lights and people are looking around weird.. i just point towards the table... everyone's high but the song aint coming.... ok as a LS... that's my job...

"alright alright! one, two, three! "
and happy birthday song singing... good job... haha...

divide the cake... 16 pieces for those who paid... and yes... a new divide... Cuppochino Cheese.. isn't that awesome? lol...

what's after cake... finally finished collecting money... still people are coming and inform me everything.. seriously.. i wouldnt have done it without you guys... thanks.... this party.. at least for me... is successful... 

Liquor! they've been waiting for it.. i know.. and everyone's asking me to take a sip.... sorry bro.. no thanks bro... lol... then all the lulz started.... they start to play at the pool... some early departures went home... KDL, Ice, Christine, Kelvin, Malliga etc etc... and baps too came fetching the whole girls gang... and i can hear the liquor fellas inside the pool saying oi baps! baps! and he come looking them play at the pool.. why? gonna miss us because you're going to cyber? lol.. hope you get a better living there... may be attitude changing helps... sorry... but you really arent my type of friend... and goodbye... i hope.. forever...
the room's empty for me and my gf and fongE now... so imma take some time together with my girl friend... she's not feeling well... so i have to watch her sleep... and sleeping was all... i miss all the fun i know... but i dont think it's fun... i see the first badge depart... early going-backs.... gonna miss them... i emo... i promise to wake up at 3am... to watch ManU and Barcelona... but i didn't managed... but before i slept there is incidents.. Khesvin went drunk... and we will start hearing.... 
"JUST DANCE!"
"POKERFACE!"
all of him shouting... lol... he is drunk.. and i can imagine how does he look like.. lol... i dont dare to imagine..
i heard Shau Hwa saying outside quite loudly... wtf this you kang... sleeping this room all by himself? ok first of all i'm sorry.. i couldnt promise a bed for everyone... because we have limited beds... and firstly not everyone's staying back... but i'm hot tampered... and went out shouting... blurting all out to him.. because may be transport misunderstood involved him.. he has been a good friend... but i dont know why... and so... i'm sorry... chun den and aaron calming me down... but seriously... the first time you guys say it was nothing... cool down... then i was ok already... because it's chun den.. because it's aaron... i really dont wanna spoil the party... i dont wanna get angry in front of Chun Den who is about to go to cyber.... but may be they're too tensed... telling me to relax.. i am... but you have to listen to me... FongE can come sleep with us.. me and gf can squeeze... so that aby and nathiya's room will have another double bed... but they cant let me explani... scare that i might explode may be.. lol... i'm sorry i'm hot tampered... sorry... Shau Hwa... 

sleeping has been my second part of the party... i just dont know why i'm so tired... and i woke up at seven... gf had her nose running... have to turn the air cond off... give her my blanket... and went out drinking ice-cream soda... this drink... shall i make it memorable.... because that's the only drink i drank this farewell party... 

morning... we divide the money... another thing about divide... a new divide.... settle things and then went for breakfast... only 8 of us... so we call up early birds... and organizers... i think we really deserve this... we've done too much to let us miss this breakfast... the break fast was cool... and again... i sat between chun den and my girl friend... tommy vomited... cannot... he said Bombay Sapphire GG-ed him... lol... 47% alcohol... that's it... 

in the breakfast all are crapping... chun den.. with his usual crapping... loudly and funnily... but deep inside it should be hard for him... because it was hard for me too... tho i crapped alot stupid jokes saying as if we boycot cyber fellas... but that's just the way both of us cover our sad faces parting arent we? we both knew each other well enough... i believe that's how we cover... it's sad isn't it... 

Since second semester... we've been friends...
I remembered I told him... 
"let's start by sitting in front and see how that works..." 
and that's how i planted my economics interest and scoring well in it... side by side... i taught him... he taught me too.. i know it sounds gay... and there are people not liking how we didn't sit with the gang.. but alone in the front... 
but i dont mind... he's a good friend... and he always helps in academics especially Maths... his best subject since young... 
I still remembered how i first knew him... that was together with Shau Hwa and Thiam Soon... and chun den said oh that's Shau Hwa... you can call him doggy... lol... and we were walking down ACR stairs that time... having to think about it.. it's been two sems since we're this good... 
Established TalkzVoid.com together... altho a little failure... but we gain experience from it.. showing true colours of people... knowing the deal on the ouside and what should be asked and confirmed before the deal is successfully done... and we learn to trust each other more... getting closer altogether...
One who doesnt watch football match suddenly start following them watch too.. i dont know soccer but i just like ManU i dont know why... and may be because Aaron and chun den both are manU supporters that's why i start following them to watch football at Habeeb... sadly... yesterday... was suppose to be the last day watching football together at melacca... but i'm not there... sorry...
i should have laugh along... i should have pretend i'm drunk and sing with you guys... this party is meant for you all... i did not do it for nothing... and believe me... when khesvin mentioned about farewell party.. all i could think of is i wanna do it well... 
because chun den.. you are the one that i would miss the most.. that i will want you to be happy with us this party...
I couldnt talk much even when it's the morning and i see you haven sleep at all... all i can do is again pretend that i'm crying and say goodbye... pretending because there's alot of people there.... and i'm dramatic i know... LOUD and dramatic... but hey... deep inside... i can really cry if i'm not afraid of eyes... and people saying me gay.. this is not just any pretend and drama... this is but i really am emo... i really will miss you... i dont know why i havent talk much to you during party... may be it's too hard for me... that.. i'm sorry...
Reading your blog... was hard.. heavy feelings.. and i'm not embaressed to tell you.. that tears flow when it came to my part.. and the phrase that aaron told you... a last ManU match in Melacca... now if you are free any of these days before you go away... please Gulf or RSU or Habeeb... i know you need to teman gf too... but that's if you're free.. 
Tears.... too... are flowing now... and this time... there's more... alot more...
You take care... be tough... go on with life... study well... dont be lazy.. i'm not there to give you that lazy aura already.... together we must move on... as everyone does... but i really appreciate a friend like you... qualities of what people would call.... a best friend... Good luck... 
you better promise to come back frequently... visit us here at melacca...
of all songs you introduced me... tho emo enough... but 五月天-笑忘歌 is all i wanted you to listen to... Good bye...

Shahril...
Thanks for this two day's transport... and the laughters... i reach ixora and waiting with wai yuen for shah's car.. and this may be the last time i see him so frequently... you shah... take care... age doesnt separate us at all... you are older and that means you have more experience... you've got a good tamper and i've always been happy around you... we got it over with a hug.... yes i will miss it... fist pump... your favourite.. terrorist pump? no... lol fist pump.. because i would never appreciate a terrorist this much... but a friend... yes i will... good luck designing games... i will see the next Ubisoft outbreak is by you... will i? 
anyways... good luck... and good bye... 
you better keep your promise.. that you will come back melacca once a month or so... we.. are waiting...

the rest of you... that's going cyber.. good luck too... will surely miss you guys... and cyberspace is how we will keep in touch... 

Linkin Park's New Divide.... is the start of the party... is the start of the division... start of a new beginning... and Start... of the farewell...

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